Shuhui I don't know. Skin? Ah whatever. It hurts & I don't know what should I do. I don't wanna wear it out & end up buying another pair of flip flops to wear instead. I really love that heels though. ): And I feel like getting flats, or perhaps maryjanes :D Auntie ah, Tank quite ugly leh :/ To me la. Hahahahaha. Okay okay must call me okay. I 've got a long list of things to accomplish this June! I forgot to ask why Donna asked if I still do piano.
Yf I can never be decisive. Omg I'm such a fucked up. I want the authentic one though, I really want it but I thought about what my mom said(about wearing it for a short period of time & when I get something new that I like better, I'll ditch the old one) to me that day, I think it's really true :) I'm going for the non authentic Little Miss Tee :D Talkative in a good way, honey (: YES JUNE PLEASE! Ask rolrol along & if you see her tomorrow, tell her that I love her everyday :D I saw your xng & I'm grossed out, frankly. GAH!

Sunshine on my window makes me happy, like I should be.



Our lives are shaped by people who love us & people who refuse to love us.

Gave school a miss (: I did Chinese okay, I really did. My head was so painful but I still did my work :D Went to the clinic at around 3plus. It was so packed & I waited for quite some time but I had my book to accompany me (:



Bought Famous Amos cookies!!! :D To pacify myself. Easily contented, I am. I was craving was Mos' butterfly prawns but I didn't have enough cash ): 5 is too little, 15 is too much! Haha I didn't buy in the end, anyway. I bought cookies & went home (:

I've got overdue photos. Okay not really. Some are of recent.



I look retarded, I know.

♥ The right one is blur 'cos the window was blocking me &there's no other way I could capture ): The sunset was awesome.

:D

Right: What I wore on Saturday (:


Lucky (: Just yesterday. He looked like he doesn't have the other pair of arms but he does! He refuse to let them out, idiot. He accompanied me while I was installing games for Allan last night (:

I read through the quotes I have saved in my laptop today & I thought I wanna share with y'all :) Leave a comment if you're taking them!

1/ The hardest part is waiting & not knowing if you're really waiting for much of anything anymore.

2/ *Love isn't about finding the perfect person, it's about seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

3/ In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have & the decisions we waited too long to make.

4/ *But I guess it's always been that way, wanting to be loved; to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way.

5/ You can't control when you lose your heart. The only thing you can do is trust; trust that the person who has your heart realizes its value.

6/ **Perhaps the worst lies are those we tell ourselves.

7/ Our dilemma is that we hate change & love it at the same time; what we really want is for things to remain the same but get better.

8/ **Sometimes memories are just not enough. Sometimes you outgrow the ones you love. Sometimes it's none of the above, It's just the fact that people change.

9/ Sometimes things change our lives & people always say, let them but that's a bunch of lies. If you don't want something to change your life, put in an effort not to let it.

10/ For all sad words of tongue & pen, the saddest are those 'that might have been'.

* I hope you are reading this <3
** I love this!

Want more? Stay tuned! :D

Found this somewhere! People who has got fetish for tattoos, click click click! :D It's rather cool actually. But omg it's painful & it's something that would be inked on your body for life. Laser just to remove the tattoo is costly & it's twice as painful. Omgosh. ):

Oh hoho, mummy's planning to go Bangkok during June for a shopping spree! :D Yay! We're going for about 4 days which I told mom it's too little :/ Ahh but I don't wanna stay out of country for too long.. :) We'll be going most probably on 15th to the 18th June (: Yay shopping shopping shopping! :D

'Then you, will you miss me?'
'Ya I will miss you.'
:D

Mission impossible: (24x3) hours without you ):

Three days. How to spend three fucking long days without you, just tell me :(


9pm show & after that, the 10pm show on ChU & I'll be going to sleep (: I don't want June holidays to be a waste so everyone should call me & we'll hung out. Other than that, I will make full use of June holidays to catch up on my work. June holidays = mugging, shopping, catching up over coffee, camwhoring! :D Ohmy, I'm excited. Allright, goodnight everyone :)

As long as what you wanted was for me to be miserable,
I'm breaking down everyday, the sky is a new shade of grey.
Trying to say you're sorry when these were you intentions;
Can't take back what you've said.
I'll never forgive, I'll never forget.

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Jo I did thought of you! Haha but didn't text you 'cos I was busy (: Yayness for fries aahha. You're not online & I'm saddddd
Phyllis Hahah I'm tired tooooooo ): Ugh but by the time I come home, I might as well sleep all the way until tmr morning & get up for school.
Ctee Ew I really hate that! Haha I think I know who are you already! Hahah the one in Adidas yellow watch, black Billabong bag, Levi's school shoes! :D Right right right?
Graceyeoh Yay you're having fun in AC! :D Mm I thought I didn't send it out or something, 'cos you didn't reply & all. Hahah (: Quick quick got things to update you about (:
April Haha just eat less, drink more plain water, exercise more (: Cut down on oily/fried/fast food, gassy/soft/canned drinks. What else? That's about it I guess! MY FRIEND LOST 15KG IN THREE MONTHS OKAY & NOW SHE'S AN 'M' INSTEAD OF 'XL'! -eyes turned green with envy

Like romantic lights surrounding Italy

You called last night & you were crying. I was worried but at the back of my mind, I kept asking myself, 'Why are you calling? Aren't we suppose to keep a distance?' I don't deny I really miss you & I really hope you're here. But what's been said & done, has been. Love, it isn't that I'm not willing to be there for you. I'm more than just willing. But if you've already said that you'd never come into my life until you feel that it's right, then why? I had a hard time yknow, I really did. But for your sake, I'm willing to do this all over again.. just for you. Because I love you, because I still do. I know I won't get your love in return but that's okay. It doesn't matter. I'm always here. Not for anyone but you.

School is boring shit. ): But Shyan, Mich, Qiaos & Sass made it better (: Best didn't comeeeeee! >:@ After the usual flag-rising, we had a presentation about Mother Teresa. She is amazing & really wise. I kinda like her though (: Her quotes are really meaningful & all. I'll put up a few quotes by her that I find meaningful.

. I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
. If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
. In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love.
. Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.
. Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within reach of every hand.
. One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.
. The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis, but rather the feeling of being unwanted.
.We can do no great things, only small things with great love.
. There is more hunger in the world for love and appreciation in this world than for bread.

It's so meaningful! So wise, tsk. Allright, back to school. We had talks all the way after that until after recess, in the hall. Butt hurts big time okay. Argh during recess! Omg Yj came to look for usssssss with Sherminnnnn! :D Shermin bought KFC for Serene & she was damn happy eating her drumsticks. We had her share of popcorn chickens! :D Heh I miss Yj's presense in school though ): I miss calling her Yao shinnnnnn. Tsk sigh. Went to buy socks at the basement & changed immediately. Gosh I couldn't stand my socks, it's sinkinggggg. Went back to the hall for another dumb talk by purple-today turtle chow. After all these dumb talks, went back to Mrs Ong's home room. Homework for us on the second day of school :( But well, I thought it was good.. Mrs Ong said that like, 'cos we haven't been studying ever since N's ended so she wanna start us slowly.

After school, Sass went to look for Yj, Mich went with her friends. We(Qiaos, Shyan & I) were supposed to head to town but there's homework & school tmr so we decided not to. Instead, we planned to head to Tampines. So we took 136 at the school bus stop, alighted opposite Qiaos' place. 161 came & we decided to go Causeway instead (: The bus ride brings back memories though. Well, I'm gonna be strong. Nono stronger (:

Had Pizza Hut for lunchhh (: Yummehhhhh!

Anyway that's Qiaos, trying to act & all :/ Hahaha. She can really a lot okay, she's like a water bucket! She drank like 3 cups of Pepsi, & two glass of ice water? Hahaha hilarious.


That's Shyan for you, shaking the whateveryoucallthat in that video & photo (: Hahah.

Walked around. Looked for my pencil care but the design is so damn ugly, the colour too! Went to get new rubber bands for school 'cos mine are loose & so are Shyan's but that whatever name store doesn't sell white ones. I only want white :D Heh. We were walking around then Qiaos just pulled me near the railing & said, 'Look below.. got F4' Bloody hell I turned, saw & laughed. Hahaha. And Shyan added, 'Black F4'. (No offence allright!) Hahaha. I even took a photo of it to show youuuuuu!


Funny right! Hahah four indians sitting on this bench. Damn funny luh.

It was starting to rain, so we walked back to the interchange & waited for 161. We were all really worn out & sleepy but we tried to keep ourselves awake by talking. I really laughed a lot tday. A lot. It's been long since I last laughed so much. Alighted outside the Mall & went to Montip. Bought my rubberband & a white hair clip! :D Yay now they match. Heh went home after that (:

And we saw a lot of -'s lookalikes at Causeway. :|
I was half hoping it was(cause I miss you) & half hoping it wasn't(cause I don't wanna see you, that'd be easier to get over you).

We had a really fun time today (: Thanks sexys & I love y'all (:

P/s: Oh did I mention that Serene Chew Hui Xian's in 5B now & to be exact, she's in 5B1, index number 5, taking the place of Bestaye & now I'm index number 7 in class! :D

My heart & soul's with you
Cause one thing's for sure, I always swore,
I'd never turn my back on you.

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