Jenchu Thanks! I like yours! Singapore honey (:
April Yes. Go guess (:
Thyretrodiva Added (: Will link! :D
Rena Omg okay, nudge me when you see me online alright? :)
QZY Err, hahaha no.
Jvern That really tickles. I love you♥
CherylF Yupp, you take care too. Study hard (:
Wenna Which photos? :)
MichelleLau Yesyes haha talk to you soon okay!! :D
April Hahaha so protective siaaaaaaa HAHAHAHAH!
Shuhui Haha maybe next week? You let me know when you can make it yeh :) FRIED MARS BARS?? :D:D:D:D Heh

Sit down across the table & we will talk about the words that we said.



We should act more, think less, and stop watching ourselves live.

(Tuesday 260607)
Happy birthday, Shijing (:
May all your wishes & dreams come true! Hope you had fun.

I did no shit. Ok I did, I finished my Maths homework & drew a little. Rested in bed the whole entire day. Talked to baby on the phone 'til around 2am (:

(Wednesday/ Today 270607)
Baby came over this morning (: We watched Lword! Until around 12plus & we went over to Compass to have lunch. Had Mos (: (: (: At around 2pm, we went to the polyclinic. Went to consult doctor again 'cos still not feeling well. :/











After that, we went to walk around at Compass Point. We were looking at watches & all (: Bought magazines & baby sent me home. Got home, packed my stuff & rest 'til mom came back. I thought she went missing! Haha I texted her but she didn't reply me, called but no one picked up. I told her I was about to dial 999, haha.

Top 3 babies' laughter


Grizel doing the Gatsby advert.


This is the very funny video I said I wanna show y'all (: By my dearest sister. Hahaha! Oh by the way, she is at camp now. Haha will only be back on Friday. I don't know whether to be happy or upset. Happy 'cos the house is really peaceful, upset 'cos the house is a bit too quiet. :/ Contradicting.

I'm on the phone with baby now. We are having a very nice talk, a heart-to-heart talk (: (: (: I like! Thanks baby for everything, I love you♥♥♥


Two days more to our first get-together!! I'm quite excited about it though, heh. We're both dying to know what we both got for each other! Hahaha. Ohkay, I'm going to go talk to baby & after that go & rest already. Feeling quite uncomfortable. :/ Baby, I miss your presence :( Lword again on Saturday ok? I'm gonna end the post here. Goodnight everyone! :)

P/s: Thanks Akina (:

As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
Well I feel pretty blissfully.

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Rena Thanks babe. Got it for you already (: It's in your MSN!
Elyssa Oh hey, didn't know you'd read my blog! :D
Cynthia Thanks sweetie. I love you lotsa!
Qzy Hahahahaha thanks.
Shuhui Hahah yupp, I need to see you soon too [:
Jvern Jvern Ng, very fierce hor. Hahaha that person didn't even touch me, relax!

I have finally found that everybody loves to love you when you're far away.



Forgiveness; such a simple word but it's so hard to do when you've been hurt.

So how was your first day of school? You'd ask. 'I skipped school for the grinding (still) tummy, was in pain almost all day & night.' is what I'd answer you. Ah how great :(

Baby & I talked 'til around 1am last night. I felt unwell ever since. Didn't sleep well either so I wrote mom a note & told her I'm not feeling well so I'll stay in today.

Woke up at around 1040am, texted baby & went online. Felt unwell so I went to rest until around noon, went to the doctor's. I went to SingPost to post the dress to Felicia first then I realised I didn't have enough money -.- So I called mom & told her about it. I waited for her at the bus stop. Accompanied her to the interchange, she gave me $10 & I went off to the clinic. Doctor said it was some virus :( Got medications & 2 days of MC, went home after that.

I was super hungry, got home & ate (: Rest 'til around 5plus. Played Audi for awhile & talked to baby until Dad came back, we all went for dinner at Aunt's place.




Those are Pearlyn's flowers :)
Toys, I suppose. You make the petals & stuff yourself with paper.
Very cute :) :) :)

I was being plain retarded la.

After dinner, I did my work in the living room while watching teevee (: Went home around 9pm.

I'm talking on the phone with baby now (: Shall show y'all some video!

David Copperfield


Rihanna - Umbrella (ft. Jay-Z) My fav (:


OMG SO CUTE!!

-

I'm gonna go get a daily dose of my favourite blogs & go off to sleep 'cos baby have to wakie early tomorrow, I shall accompany her too. I'm quite hungry. :/ I feel like doing my work.

Go guess, each one to one person.
1. I hate seeing your name on her Haloscan.
2. I feel like you're not that half the time. I told you so much about how I've been feeling but you did not reciprocate. I guess, you do not understand how it feels like, I know. I wish you were nearer to me, I wish you knew pain was what I am going through. I wish you knew I needed you here, all the time. I wish :(
3. I feel like apologising to you, though I'm not the one at fault.
4. I hope you'd stay nearer so we can talk & hang out all the time :(
5. I hope I don't want you back anymore.


I need to stop procrastinating & I want the mugger bug to bite me. So I can start studying, seriously. Ugh :( Okay homework & ♥GlynisJvern♥ time. Goodnight everyone, have a great day at school/work tomorrow :)

I never wanted us to be like this.
I never dreamed of me treating you like this.
I'm trying to find a way out of this mess
that I guess I got us in on my own.

Labels: doctor, monday, photos, skipped school, videos

Shuhui Omg you are gross :( School's starting, fuck it.
Steph Yes love it [:
-j Hahaha yes!!
Elyssa Hey, have I met you? :/ Haha thanks!
JaniceWong Hey thanks! :D
Vilvian Me too :(

These nights shine bright with anger tonight as I'm calling you tonight.



Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain.

Hey, sorry for the lack of updates. Been busy/fucked up of recent, weren't really in the mood to do so. Haven't got much to talk about either. Just a lot of private emotions. Haven't been really good :(

(Friday/ 210607)
It was the worst day of the week/month & probably, even year.

But, I'm not gonna mentioned exactly what happened. It was bitter, very painful for me. I went school, went through shit, called baby & broke down really bad, finished whatever I needed to do. She didn't fucking help so whatever, I left school, went home, broke down again. I need some time alone but Zel kept coming into the room. I showered, got dressed & met baby at my place.

We took a train down to City Hall. Walked over to Mac's & had late lunch there. Shaker fries was sold out :( :( :( I was so upset luh! Tsk, so we ate & talked. Baby made me feel a little bitty better. It was 4plus so we hurriedly finished our food & went to Bras Basah Complex to look for my tools. ArtFriend didn't have the one I wanted so we went down to Taka & looked for it, but they didn't have. I called hell lot of people for help & yet, no avail. Sarahf helped me to look for Vin Mart DIY's contact number but it's not in service anymore. It was at Bedok so baby said we should just try, go with whatever we have now. So we went. I made 249836437 phone calls on the way, so fucking worried. Baby kept looking at me, haha. We got to Bedok, took bus 17 & we kinda got lost so I called Josh & Zaeron 'cos both of them stays around that area so I thought maybe they can help or whatever. But ugh, no :(! So I called Zel, she helped me (good mood, really, she went for a movie with Daddy earlier on that day) to look for Home Fix contact & check on Vin Mart. Vin Mart opens 'til 0530pm, that's why their line isn't in service.

I got Compass Point's Home Fix contact number, I called & asked if they had whatever I needed. THANK GOD THEY DO!! Baby & I cabbed down to Compass Point immediately. I got my stuff, bought stuff for Zel & went straight home, baby cabbed home as well.

Her Don't worry.. Every problem will have its solution.
Me (pause) But how long does it take to find the solution? I can't wait anymore yknow, baby I'm so scared.
Her Er. This is a good question. I will refer this to my upstairs.

You'd know this if you've watched Just Follow Law.
But whatever baby said is very true. I do agree but my question contradict with her line.

Okay photos, not much. Just a few (: It wasn't a day to date. I was vexed, baby was worried.




Got home & I was super tired. Had dinner & went to the room. Baby got home & I called her. We talked 'til around 1-2am & slept (:


(Saturday/ 220607)
I had tuition in the morning & it was good (: A three-hour tuition was great, really. Baby wanted to come over so I went to shower & went off to meet her. We didn't do much, just around at favourite place & went to buy stuff for Daddy. Went home & got changed, went out for dinner.



I was okay during dinner but before & aftermath, was really bad. I cried in the car & stuff. It was stupid but I can't help it :(

Got home, called baby & we talked 'til around 3am in the morning (:

(Sunday/ Today 230607)
I just finished watching Spider Lilies on Crunchy Roll :) It's a R21 show but teehee, someone uploaded it on CR. Nothing sexual, it's just profanities. They've got subtitles, so everyone can watch (:

Had another three-hour tuition. I finally finished my Maths. I have two more sets of it to finish, two more Chem & English compo. I got idea of what to write already, maybe I'll write it later. I wonder when, it's friggin' 0738pm now. I'm texting baby, looking for nice babygirl/boy names while waiting for Pizzahut to call me back. I need dinner, so hungry :(



Omg the last one is funny!


Paris Hilton Jail Dairy: Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4 | Day 5

Omg she is a great singer, I feel. Okay, quite good la. Click here, go watch her videos. I'm waiting for dinner. Zel & my maid went off to get dinner. :D Oh by the way, please do me a favour by voting for Bobby here! It is unlimited votes so please go on voting. He's under Nanyang Poly! :D Thank youuuu (:

Okay some jokes, for yall :)

Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings & a man engages the hands-free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen.

MAN: 'Hello'
WOMAN: 'Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?'
MAN: 'Yes'
WOMAN: 'I am at the mall now & found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?'
MAN: 'Sure... go ahead if you like it that much.'
WOMAN: 'I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2005 models. I saw one I really liked.'
MAN: 'How much?'
WOMAN: '$260,000'
MAN: 'OK, but for that price I want it with all the options.'
WOMAN: 'Great! Oh &one more thing.... the house we wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000.'
MAN: 'Well, then go ahead and give them an offer, but just offer $900,000.'
WOMAN: 'OK. I'll see you later. I love you!'
MAN: 'Bye, I love you, too.'
The man hangs up. The other men in the locker room are looking at
him in astonishment.


THEN he asks: 'Anyone know whose phone this is?

Extracted vanillabeaaan :)

Oh Gran came over just now (: Had dinner & she just went home. Daddy have some dinner function with his client, so he went out too. Now Mummy's in the living, laughing at the Jacky Wu show. She kept calling me -.- Because it's too funny. Aiyo, damn auntie la she. I want to play Audition & they just got home with my dindin so I shall go eat! :D


Okay dinnertime! [: I'll come back to edit this post if I have anything else. Actually usually, I'll post in my lj, more often, my private (: Click here, comment in my journal please! As anonymous yes. I will love you. Ok mummy's yelling. Goodnight!

P/s: School starts tomorrow, fuck it.
P/p/s: 5 more days to our first get together!! :D
P/p/p/s: Check out baby's Xanga (: I made the layout for her!

Remember the look upon her face?
Remember the way she loved the chase?
If we ever go back there someday,
I'd never, ever, let her get away.

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Jo :D Teehee.
Shuhui YAY I'M THRILLED, YOU'RE HOME. I NEED TO SEE YOU SOON OK SHUHUI! Hide & seek -.- You think you're 3 this year or what!? Hot Shuhui? -runs to puke. Oh it's okay la (: My mom wanted them. How's Japan? GOT BUY THING FOR ME NOT!?
Wanyee Linked dearie (: Yes I am, a lot happier. Take care!
Jvern I miss you too babi. [:
Laura Yes defo (: Thanks Laura. How are you?
Shinnteo YES YOU'RE HOME SEXY! :D Good. I hope she reads your comment. She kept apologising for insufficient time for me & such. :/ You're sleeping & I'm rotting.
Jasmine Hey I'm fine. You too, take care [:

I'll take these pills to get better, but I still fucking shake.



In the end, you are all you have, and that has to be enough, there is no other way.

Baby's current earworm:

Young Jibbs - Chain Hang Low

(Wednesday 200607)
Woke up super early. Talked to baby & Shinn on MSN, & played Audi. Mum & dad came home for lunch. They asked if I wanna go PS with them 'cos Zel's having some art lessons there & daddy would be alone so ask me to accompany him. I really dread going 'cos dad & I do not have much to talk about. Mom & Zel went off first as they were already late. Dad went to get his stuff done while I get ready. Showered, got dressed & walked over to the train station to meet him. I was whining over the phone with baby 'cos I didn't wanna go. We didn't talk much, mostly about very random things. I told him I was gonna sell the Sony old ugly used camera for $500, price negotiable, lowest I'd go is probably $400. He thought it was good idea & he said that the camera that I'm gonna buy with the money musn't be too expensive so the rest of the money, I can go shopping with it (!!!!!).

We got to PS & met them at Swensen's. The art class was to teach kids to do mosaic. Very cute. Every kid's given a photo frame & some tiles. I've got photos but I haven't upload them. I'll post it when I do. After that, we had lunch there at Swensen's. When the photo frame was done, we left the place. It was so funny 'cos mom & dad were following zel & I so we guided them into Dorothy Perkins. When mom walked in, I kept telling her, 'I want this.. this!! Omg this is so nice!!' I went on & on ranting. I saw a cherry-red pinafore dress & I told her I really liked that. I went to try & they agreed to buy. I was so damn fucking happy, I swear. Hahaha Zel was chanting about how I can get something that's $56 & what she wanted is lesser than that. Whatdehvr.



Went Daiso & shopped, bought a few things. Wanted to get drinks at Mac's (& shaker fries) but it was packed :( :( :( So we went over to Mos. Ate butterfly prawns for dinner (: After that, we took a train back home. The whole journey was so goddamn funny.

Okay, yknow the train got this advert about dengue & such? They've got this big mosquito on it? Mom tricked once with that, so I did it back to her.

Me Mummy.. Eh be careful leh. Here got one very big mosquito.
Mom HUH WHERE !?
Me (points to the advert) Neh!!
Mom (laughing)
Mom (to Zel) Ehh Grizel ah, be careful ah.. Here got very big mosquito.
Me (laughing damn hard in the background)
Zel Huh!?
Mom Here got one big mosquito!
Zel Where..? (softly) Is the mosquito you?
Mom (laughing)
Zel (laughing) I KNOW ALREADY! THE MOSQUITO IS JIEJIE!

I laughed not because it's me. I laughed 'cos Mom's reaction was damn retarded. Zel laughed 'cos she thought it was me! Stupid retard!

And for Wednesday & only valid til Wednesday 11:59pm, I adore this family with all my heart & soul & hands & toes<3

(Today/Thursday 210607)
I did nothing but art. Miss Teh called last night which got me trembling with fear to see her number on my screen. She asked me to retun to school tomorrow to finailise my art piece. I kept drawing since last night after her phone call until 11pm in the afternoon & went to school. When I got wschool, no one was there. Saw Maureen & Emill. Went into the artroom with Sharon & I did my work while waiting for Miss Teh to come but she didn't & I had to rush off so I went.

Tons of shit happened. Called baby & went home. Talked to baby & watched YouTube. Mom came back from the doctor's. She's down with a fever, resting in her room now. I'm on the phone with baby now. I'm gonna start on my work after this. I'm rushing through 'cos of MISS CHUA SHU HUI! Hahaha.

I got this from Steph's lj. Laugh, get angry over what this blogger said, whatever.

I found some interesting videos!
How beauty is made.


My favourite!
Dove advertisement.

I like the song & I got it already (: Heh IM me if you want it!

There's school again tomorrow @ 9pm. Supposed to cab down to baby's place in the morning & we'll have shaker fries for lunch but now the plan is ruined :( Oh well, no choice :( Godma is goddamn pissed off with me, I'm so sure but whatever. It isn't like I have a choice or what.


Okay I'm off to talk to baby & do my art. My neck is hurting so bad. :/ 'Cos the phone is here in between of my neck & shoulders. Omg okay I'm ending the post here. Goodnight sweethearts. 11:11 arriving very soon, please pray that everything goes well tomorrow at school & hope that baby & I will be able to meet up so we can have fun & camwhore again(!!!). More shopping too! :D Nightienight!

In a house without a back door,
I was looking for a fire escape.
And I'll be ripping up the floorboards.
Just trying to get away from this sleeplessness.

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Alethia Hello, thanks! Yes, we will :) :) :) Take care!
Chesna Relinked! :D

You're always looking for something to sniff, smoke, or swallow.



Life is nothing but an obstacle course, no one ever wins. We all cross the same finish line, just not at the same time.

Happy birthday, Kwai! [:
May all your wishes & dreams come true :) Take care!

I'm in love with this song. [:

Current earworm: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down (Acoustic)

Face down in the dirt, she said,
"This doesn't hurt", she said,
"I finally had enough."-
Met baby yesterday @ Vivocity. Went for McDonald's breakfast, yumyum! [: We got there just in time, heh. Bumped into baby's cousin. Went to walk around after that. Jill & Neha came at around 12plus. Jill wanted to eat so we went to FoodRepublic. Ate tutukueh! :) Sat around & talked, laughed blahblah. Went to meet Jill's boyfriend, smoked & stuff. Baby & I went down to walk around on our own without them. We walked for less than 5 minutes & the love said she was hungry so much discussion(we take a very long time to make decisions, tsktsk), we went Burger King to eat. Talked about school life, the past & such.

After that, Jill called us to go back to meet so we did. Sent Jill's boyfriend off to the taxi stand after that. Jill wanted to have ice cream so we went Haagen Dazs. We wanted to leave 'cos Neha felt hungry, didn't want ice-cream anymore but Jill's friend is working in Haagen Dazs & it's very embarrassing to leave like that so we decided that we'd leave after we order something. So okay, we sat there & talked. Neha is damn funny. Jill was trying to imitate the Haagen Dazs advertisement. We looked like idiots just plain staring at the large tv screen, waiting for that particular advert to appear & Neha was like, 'Are we here for ice-cream or advertisement?!' Funny shit.

Baby & I went off after that 'cos I have to get stuff & needa leave already. So we went Daiso, bought my stuff(SHINN!!) & went back to Compass. Teehee to our fav place [: Camwhored & all. Went home after that.









Left: Baby's top which Jill, Neha & I agreed that it looks very much like her.

Andddd here's my favourite six [:



Left: It was very sudden, haha but nice!
Right: My hands sorta destroyed the picture but you can see the ring baby gave me!

For more, click here.


Happy birthday, Cheryl Cayla Lim!
You're having a blastin' time I'm sure! May all your wishes & dreams come true :)

I spent th whole afternoon doing my maths & playing Audition! I woke up early to get food with Zel. Shaker fries!! :) Bumped into Godma there, haha. Baby went to play badminton with Lauren while I stayed in to do my work (: April's away at camp now, in M'sia & the night before she went off to camp, we were talking on MSN & Facebook. She drew me something & I snapped it with my camera.



I was surfing Yebber.com & I found The Mind's Cafe which is something like Settler's Cafe. It's a cafe with a difference, more than just coffee! You can play board games in there. It's a great place to go with friends. (:




Did y'all read Sunday's newspaper about Jasmine Seah who foolishly fell to the death on 3 June? The 15-year-old who was of Thai-Singapore parentage, had a long road to go ahead in life but feeling unhappy because her mom stopped her from going out late at night, she sneaked out from the window of her fourth-storey flat after midnight. While trying to climb out of the kitchen window, she lost her grip. It's sad, the way she passed on.. The newspaper urged parents to let go of smaller issues. (nods) Oh & Aunt Helen told me, it's her boss' daughter :( I might have been her few years ago. May her soul rest in peace.

For more, click here.

On a lighter note, I found this site, click here. Personalised MaryJanes! :D I like the drawings so I thought I wanna hare with y'all (:

Baby's at NUH now, visiting her Grandma. She said she'd call me later so I'll end the post here to do some lj stuff. Go loveme_electrik or _bitterbeauty! Do the quiz & the anonymous thing okay (: (: (: Goodnight sweethearts!

I don't want to to wait for our lives to be over,
I want to know right now what will it be
I don't want to wait for our lives to be over,
Will it be yes or will it be... sorry?

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