A picture of you holding a picture of me in the pocket of my blue jeans.

I've been busy revising so didn't have the time to update. Been trying to sleep early, at about 10plus :) Teehee it only worked yesterday though. Had a bad headache so I made use of this chance to go to bed. After 45 minutes of tossing & turning, I managed to turn in! It makes me a happy girl, by sleeping early. Easily contented :P

Get ready to read a wordy post!

Tuesday 021007
In the morning, we went to hand in our art coursework. How exciting! I'm so done & over with it, hooray! But the game isn't over yet though :/ There's still drawing & painting paper!! Rwar! After we came back, we went straight for recess. And after recess, we had SS which was super boring. SS is such a good 'sleeping pill'.

School was pretty boring but it was my after-school activities that kept me going. Xiaoyuann came to pick me up at school! Yeh la yeh la, you're the best la. It's just that you're a little bitty too rough -.- Well, to me only, obviously :P Met up with some friends of hers & went to Compass after that to have lunch. Treated Xiaoyuann to lunch! I'm so nice. Her friends came & there were a lot of drama. Met her friends, two girls from the same school, Sharon & Cindy :) Amanda came awhile after that!! Talked & stuff, joked, laughed hell lot & all. After everyone went off, we three stayed to talk. Nice, I like! We hardly have such moments together so I guess it's good. Hopefully this would keep the friendship going. Camwhored a little & the photos are with Xiaoyuann. At around 5plus, they walked me home We sorta 'confessed' through texts & yay it makes me happy to know everything I know from the two of them.

G.A.Y
I've already said whatever I wanna tell you both in the text but I just wanna say it once more. Xiaoyuann, it's not the end yet. Problems, who don't meet them in life? As I quoted Jvern, every problem definitely has a solution to it. When it'd come to you or someone else, no one knows but one day, it definitely would. I don't know how you wanna make changes to your life but I hope you wouldn't change you. No matter how violent/crude/rough you are, I don't wish you to change. Stay the same, you. Skip the friends part, as long as you know A & I are always here for you, no matter when/where/what/how, I'm happy enough. We may not be as close as they are but we're here for you. Feel better soon happypill :) One talk may not be enough, we can always meet up to talk again ok? [: Amandaaaaa, you need sleep so get more sleep & rest!! I don't wanna meet a panda the next time round okay! Haha good luck with the fifty sketches you're working on. We can go studying together another time okay? We need to meet up often to avoid us drifting! Teehee. Take care yes! I love you both !

Wednesday 031007
Only had English & Art. Short day :) Met mummy for lunch. Had lunch nearby our place & went back home. I was too tired to do anything. Went home, showered & studied. The whole routine of my life, I guess most of you would be able to memorise it by now -.-

Thursday 041007
School was boring. Had Maths in the morning & Chemistry after recess. After school, Sass & I went to Compass to have lunch at Mos Burger. Talked & stuff, went to walk around. Yay I've got new ideas of what to do/buy! Mm, went back home at around 5pm. Got home, showered & studied. Taught baby some Maths through the phone as she was having some problems & tomorrow's her Maths paper I. Good luck baby, you'll do fine :) Had dinner & went on studying. The same ol'fucking circle, check out the above. Tuesday's entry. Exactly the same man. My life is so boring & mundane, boo! Now I'm watching tv.

To be honest, at times I really hate how some online sellers/buyers & spree organisers are so inconsiderate & irresponsible. Maybe it's just me & my theory..

Once someone comments & shows interest in purchasing the item, the status of that particular item because pending. If there's another keen buyer & if the first buyer didn't reply me whether is she gonna purchase it or not, I'd mail to ask the first buyer if it's okay that I let it go to the second buyer. And blahblahblah..

Isn't that what a seller should do?
But 4/10 buyers I've met, failed to do so.

As for spree organisers, once you've decided that you wanna organise a spree, you should know that an update on the spree status is needed to ensure the spree participants that there isn't any problem going on & etc. You should know that you need to devote your personal time into this.

I've never trusted in sprees. I never thought I'd join but recently, I did. Guess what? The entire shop closed down. Because they got scammed? I don't know, seriously wtf.

On top of these, all online sellers/buyers & spree organisers ought to have basic courtesy & manners. 6/10 of them I've met do not have. Ah wtf. Okay, how 'bout it's just me, myself & I who's having problems? I don't see how others have such problems, seriously. Rahhhhhhhh!

Oh by the way, my dear readers & fellow friends, please do log in & sign this. It is an open letter to the Prime Minister regarding the rule about gay marriages. So go go go go & signnnnnn! Everyone should support gay rights!


I'm sleepy. I shall turn in soon. I'm still pondering if I should attend school tomorrow. Mrs Tan wouldn't be in school & English is too boring to be true (It rhymes! HA). And it's Friday so I should let myself start the weekend earlier than everyone else. But ugh I need the $7 I get from daddy as allowance :( I don't know, I really cannot decide. Whatever, I shall just end it here before I start my nonsense again. Goodnight!

Lately my hands they don't feel like mine
My eyes been stung with dust, I'm blind
Held you in my arms one time
Lost you just the same

Labels: online shopping, school, thoughts, thursday, tuesday, wednesday

Jenchu Does your parents speak Teochew? Serious? I thought you'd see lesser of them over in your country! Hahaha.
Anon Yes, somewhat like that but I wanna blog 'cos someday I'll come here to feel seventeen again. You get me? :)
Prunella I don't know. Doubts & more questions to be answered. :/
Jvern Aw so sweeeeeeeeet [:♥
Yongxin Hahah yupp, talk to you soon babes! [: Take care!

I never realized that I waited just too long & now I recognize it was you all along.



It's only after you lost everything that you're willing to try anything.

Well, I had a great weekend :) I hope y'all did too. The great weekend didn't last for long until an hour ago. I'll explain the disaster in further details later.

(Saturday 140707)
I woke up early, got ready & took a train down to HarbourFront to meet baby. I met her in the train at Outram Park. The second I saw her, I got extremely pissed. She wore her favourite monkey lookalike tee again -.- She just wore it like two days ago! But nevermind, I got over it after awhile. I know I sound super unreasonable but hey, I took the time to think of what to wear, how to dress & everything & she!? Omg ok forget it, it's over, I still love her anyway (:

We went to the pet shop first before heading for lunch. The dogs are so damn adorable! Love it love it love it♥ The hamsters are cuter [: [: [: Got my purse!! Super happy. Every where's packed with people, queues & more queues. Baby wanted Cafe Cartel & the nearest one is at PS. We were starving! So we decided to head down to Far East to eat chicken rice but in the end, we settled down at Banquet, which is at Vivocity. So we had lunch, yummy yummy, super full & happy. Went down to Cathay Cineplex to have Ben & Jerry's! Baby's request :D After that we went to meet April SuperUltraSpastikBFFOfMine who thinks she is Little Miss Great to get my Biology textbook. Before that, I met a seller to get my white top :D Yay happy me!


I wore this with my black bag &red jacket [:

Eh right, then we accompanied April to meet Nicole to get her dress at Taka. Walked April down to the nearest train station & we went on our separated ways. We wanted to have a early dinner, just before we see queues in front of every restaurant again so we walked down to CenterPoint. Had PizzaHut for dinner! :D Yay & baby saw her "pretty babes", rofl. We meet weird people, like the guy who yelled at him mom saying, 'I'm not yelling!!'. C'mon dude, YOU WERE! Omg, everyone was staring at they two, those aunties are gossiping & all. Went to the pet shop again, heh super cuteeeee!! :D

Went to Heeren. Why? CAUSE MISS JVERN SAID THAT TOILETS THERE ARE MUCH CLEANER. Whoa. She is going to scold me later when she sees this. After the washroom trip, we had a slow walk back to the train station & took a train back home. It was so hilarious, the way we ran off from the station like we stole something from the mall or something. The way baby go, 'Huh? Really?! Faster faster!!!' & the way she runs, omg damn funny. I wish I had a video camera in my eyes or something.










OMG I NEED TO SCREAM.

(Sunday/ Today 150707)
I stayed in today to finish my work [: Had tuition in the morning, Biology! It was great, 'cept the fact that the tutor is rather fucked up but whatever, I shouldn't bother so much. Like I said the weekend was great but the great weekend didn't last long. Guess what? No prizes for the correct answers but..

THE WOODBURNING TOOL FUCKING BURNT MY FINGERS :(



Thumb.

Index finger.

Middle finger.

It's so painful, even now it's burning. :( I applied medications on it & it's still so bad, & burning. Rahhhh now I know how it feels when Sass burnt her hand ]: I texted baby & got some lovelove from her, though it didn't help my fingers to feel any better but feel loved instead [:

P/s: Baby, feel loved. Hahaha! Do the ugly heart sign of yours. :P

C'mon, show me some lubsxzxz. :D


I cannot concentrate on my work at all. It's too painful to be true, fuck it. Ugh a lesson to be learned, seriously. I'll have to wake up early to do my work, damn :( Baby bought her iPod! Yay yay yay! I don't know why am I so happy though it isn't mine. :/ Ok I wanna go seek attention from my love now. Goodnight homies♥

P/s: Good luck to all taking O'level MT listening tomorrow!!♥

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

Labels: baby, girlfriend, love, online shopping, photos, saturday, sunday

Laura Thanks a lot babes. You sound so cheerful in your comment (:
Wenna Haha hello! :D Thanks! You take care too :)
Shuhui It looks clean huns, but it isn't! Come & sniff. You can die. Check out the toilet rolls, they are always used up. The sink & floor is hella wet. Pads are everywhere. Actually it all depends on which toilet you go to la. The forth floor, St Helen's(Or was it Emily? I forget) block one is clean but it's eerie. I go in there to sit on the table top while they change into pinafore after PE :D Both toilets on the first floor needs some serious work. The rest are oooooooookay. Smell & wetness of floors & sinks are inevitable.
JoveneL Hello Jov, my dearest bgf. I miss you too. I miss laughing with you at stupid things, stupid people, sharing my stuff with you, having your face sticking to mine while we smile at the camera. You've got your new friends & forget about me ): I'm sad. Are you still gonna love me?!

Life is only as good as the memories we make.



Nobody can take away your pain, so never let anybody take away your happiness.

My lovely ring came in this afternoon :)





Pretty notz! :D Looks like mentos though. :/ Heh but I'm happy I got something new to add on to my accessories treasure box. Get me stuff like these, I'll love you :)))))))



So I went over to Maine's place in the afternoon today. She's watching Da Chang Jing now. Slow ah that one! Aiyo. Mm slacked, catch up a little about our lives :) We cleared up her accessories treasure box, cleaned up her shelves. I went around sniffing her perfumes! I told her some personal stuff & she did too. I'm glad she's fine with it, so damn glad (:



Went for dinner together at the Mac's nearby. The restrooms are so disgusting & smellyz. A cute little girl fell because the floor was so slippery & she's brave enough not to cry. Pierce Sec's boy scouts came in & polluted the whole restaurant. But the company was great (: Maine's dad offered a ride home, he came, we hopped on :) Thanks Uncle for the ride, really appreciate that! Got home around 8plus, going 9pm.

Click here to view all the photos :)

Everyone should get Facebook & MySpace. Sign up, edit your profile, add photos & add me :D

Your name on my screen, your voice ringing in my ears (: It makes me smile hons. L♥ve y♥u :*
Things to be accomplished by tmr:
1) IJTP Maths paper2 & TYS Nov`98 paper1
2) Art moulting boards (At least 10 sketches!)
3) Find a proper layout for MySpace & Xanga(I am so sick of the colour).
4) Agape's icon & Hhheartbreakhotel's icon, banner& animation.

Idk if I can but I'll try. Especially the second one.

Thank you stranger for your therapeutic smile.
AMANDA THE MS FOREIGNER IS HOMEEEEEEE :) Missed her so fucking much! I think she knocked out already, she didn't reply my message. Haha shall talk to her tmr or something. Mm.. Jace just showed me this. It's rebuilt in the 18s, the roof collapsed & I still can tell her I wanna go check out the place. I can even wonder if there's cafe in there. I feel so bimbotik ): And bloody hell, she went today -.-


PFT 2.4KM for the girls this morning, I wonder how it went. I'm gonna sleep soon after surfing around myspace. My mom noticed about my dark rings, I'm dead. Shoot me now. K time to get some sleep. It's another twenty minutes to 3am & Miss Amanda Tham Si Wing is gonna wake up to study. Goodnight lovelies :)

And I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you
Some decisions you don't make
I guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to
There are some things you can't fake

Labels: charmaine, love, mainey, online shopping, photos, ring, saturday