(12) days to the start of O's!
(8) days to Science practical paper!



Because I'm lost in the black, I don't know where I am.

Tuesday 091007
Spent the whole morning talking to the rest Miss Ang is so funny. And she is really nice! After recess, we had SS. It was okay in the beginning & slowly, it starts to get boring. I slept for a little before dismissal. Went to art room to get our questions for Art paper II.

Met baby after school Us + Shijing walked to Compass together. We were stressed over the topics we should do on for the drawing & painting paper. Shijing went to take bus home while baby & I had lunch at the food court. Yummy, it's been a long time since I had lunch there. Ban mian aka handmade noodles - My fav Walked around after lunch, sat at our usual spot. Had random talk & all. Saw Nette & Shantal. Miss them a lot Went to get ice-cream from Mac's, walked around & went home.

Studied for Bio practical. I don't know what to study, seriously. I see what I have in the Biology practical worksheet, I just study :/ Ugh.

Wednesday 101007
School was alright. English in the morning again with Miss Ang. She is funny. Her actions & face expression tickles. Recess was fun, all of us ate unlike other days. We had Art after that. It was pretty relaxing. I saw a book on Photoshop tutorials!! I was so tempted to borrow it but I know Miss Teh wouldn't allow

After school, we took a bus to Compass. Collected the cake. Bought the present. Did all the necessaries outside Mos. Sass, Yj & her sister, Yaomin came. Sang birthday song for Yj, cut the cake & ate. Serene came, Tricia came later on. Sat around to talk 'til around 3plus & went home after that.

Tomorrow will be the last day we're gonna have recess together as SJC students in this familiar school compound. Emotions? Mixed. I'm both happy & upset. I know I'd miss them like fuck. After we all go in our separate ways, I'd be more of less restricted. Things that I used to do, how I used to be behave, I have to change my ways. New friends/classmates wouldn't be as open as they are. I doubt I'd feel as comfy as I did with them. 5 years.. I hope we'll always keep in touch & be as close as how we are right now.

You won't find happiness, if you won't let go.
I've let it go. I've come to accept the fact that we're no longer one. But I have so many questions to ask you, unanswered. I don't know if I wanna ask but I want it answered in the way I wanna hear it. I know the answers I'd get would be negative though :/ I don't know..


I thought I saw you today. My heart skipped a beat. I felt relieved when I found out it wasn't you. Our argument was so fucking stupid & unnecessary. I don't need you & for this, I'm sure. I deserve better.

I'm a little down right now. I'll upload the photos the next time round, alright? Sorry girls. The pain in the eye is here, but this time, it's on the left eye. I hope it goes away in no time. It's really annoying & painful. School tomorrow. Maths in the morning, Chem after recess. Yay I love Maths! Imma' go talk to baby now. Goodnight♥

P/s: It's Yaojun's 18th birthday tomorrow, Zel's (stinky) 11th birthday tomorrow!

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now,
I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will,
Keep me from waking to believe this.

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