I learned there's no one to catch you when you're falling.

I'm tired & friggin' sleepy but I thought I should still blog before I completely forget about what happened the past few days. Actually, have you ever felt scared/afraid/fear of something but you don't know what that something is? That is how I'm feeling right now

Thursday 270907
School was boring. Thursday is officially becoming like the three-of-us day. Only Chanel, Qiaos & I came to school. Had Maths in the morning which was super fun. It was like a morning call. It woke me up (: We skipped recess & stayed in class instead. Talked about prom & all. Had Science after that, which was bored to deathzzz. Sudden decision, cabbed down to meet baby after school at her school. I got there just in time. After that, we took a bus to her area & got my F21 bag from Vera, the gorgeous girlly Baby paid for the bag, thank you!

After that, we took a bus to Bukit Panjang Plaza & had lunch at LJS! I haven't been there in a long time. Ate & took a cab back home as it was raining very heavily. Showered & talked to mom. Xiaoyuann called after dinner while I was studying. Yes yes, I do miss you Xiaoyuann, my dearest happy pill! Haha had a really nice talk with her about an hour & hung up after that 'cos she was heading out.

Friday 280907
I woke up at 0710am, left the house at 0720am, got to school at around 0722/0723am :D I was dragging my feets 'cos mom insisted that I should go to school. I thought again, & felt she was right 'cos I needed the $7 allowance I'm getting daily from her & since I planned to head out the next day, I should just go along with her Hopefully y'all get what I mean

We had Lit in the morning. Spent one period in another classroom talking, spent the next in the AVA with the rest of the Lit girls. The next three periods, we were given assignments & we went to the library to do. We did a little & started talking about prom & about our other halves Had recess & Chanel came to school. After recess, we had English which was fucking hilarious. Sass & I were laughing our asses off the chair! I told baby about it & she couldn't stop laughing. Haha. Did our ow things after that. School ended early so we went to get some worksheet from teachers. I rushed back home as mom wanted to meet me for lunch. She missed her bus so I went back home first. Zel's friend was at our place. Super cute friend, ahaha! Mom came & I went down to meet her. We had lunch. Funny shit, mom only had like $8 with her so we had to like count every cent & all. Hahaha! After lunch, we went to the supermarket. Mom used Nets & so we bought mom's favourite chocolate home

I went home to showered & studied. I was studying halfway through & Xiaoyuann called. Her calls never fail to make my day Adabel was came over to our place after she finished tuition. We wanted to head out for dinner so we bought her along. Had Swensen's for dinner! Superb Love it. Walked around & went home. Watched tv, talked to baby & slept super early. I was too damn tired.

Saturday 290907
It's 29th of the month again so get ready to read mushy stuff!

Seriously, it's kinda crappy :/ I woke up really early in the morning. Cabbed down to baby's place. Taught her how to use Facebook & we slept 'til around afternoon, woke up & after that, we took a bus down to Far East. Had Chicken Rice for lunch. Baby didn't wanna stay there 'cos we bumped into her cousin so we went off to Peninsula Plaza. Got our jeans & took a train down to Somerset. Walked around in Heeren, bought nothing. Walked to Taka, bought nothing. Walked to Wisma, bought nothing I hate this. Baby gave me $100 to spend as anniversary present but I've got nothing that I see & like. Ugh. When I'm broke to the bone, I want almost everything I see. Gahhhhh. After that, we got really bored so we went back to Taka. Had dinner at Seoul Garden! We spent like 3 hours there We were bloated after that.

I'm fucking sleepy so I shall let photos do the talking.








Thanks baby, for the feast & the $100 to spend! I love you =)

Sunday 300907
Woke up early & headed down to Downtown East. We went to Wild Wild Wet, settled down & all. Zel's friends came & games started as well. Allan & gang was the latest to arrive, as usual. The weather is a killazzzzzz. Ate yaddayadda. Went back home at around 2pm. Showered & went online. Talked to baby 'til around evening. I was waiting for my hair to dry so I can sleep but ugh before it did, I needed to get out of the house & head to Aunt's place for dinner.

Super tired. Had dinner there. Ate very little cos I was pretty full from lunch. I'm on the phone with baby now, watching some police show. I'm tired & I don't want school tomorrow, howhowhow? But if I don't head to school, I can't meet baby. Bleah.

Cherilyn's having exams tomorrow so gooooooooood luck! :D Whoever taking Ns, good luck to y'all as well (: All the best okay!! :D


I'm done with blogging & I'm so tired. I hate having little sleep, it makes me fugly. I'm fugly enough. I need more sleep, more sleep!!!! Okay shut up. I'm talking to Xav on MSN. My shoulders hurt, fuck. They're always aching, why! :( Okay goodnight loves. Monday bluessssssssssssssssssssssss

People I've loved, I have no regrets
Some I remember, some I forget
Some of them living, some of them dead
All I want is to be home

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I know the only times you really loved me were the times when you weren't sober.

It's a productive & fruitful Wednesday.
Woke up at around 9pm. Got ready & took a train down to DG to meet baby. We went to have lunch at PS's Mac's. [: Baby stink today -pinch nose!! Hahaha! She just reminded me that she don't smell good today. She's on the phone with me by the way. Sat there, ate & talked all the way 'til around 2pm. Went to walk around after that. Walked to baby's school. The weather is a cunt. It's damn fucking hot. I was perspiring like hell. Went to Coffee Bean. Baby accompanied me 'til around 3pm then she went off for class. I managed to study on my own 'til baby came back. I finished a Maths paper II Yay.

At around 0420pm, baby finished class & came to look for me. We swoped our bags I was so delighted while baby sulked. Which didn't bother me 'cos I've been whining how much I wanna swop with her. Teehee. We walked to City Hall, walk around. Got bored, took a train back home. Sat at our favourite spot & talked. Left at around 6pm for dinner. Back home, mom told me dinner was canceled so I went on to study. Mom was webcamming with Cherilyn which was funny! Haha.

Okay photos for today

Left: It's damn scary la! Hahaha





That's all for today!


Today is such a productive day Studied, spent quality time with baby, had a lot of fun, planned how to spend our 4th anniversary! Jvernbaby makes me a happy girl xoxo. School tmr :( It's Maths & Science so it's not bad. I'll have fun during Maths & get bored to death during Science. Gahhh goodnight lovelies!

Sing with your head up,
With your eyes closed.
Not because you love the song,
Because you love to sing.

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Only once the drugs are done then I feel like dying.

Happy birthday GanRachael!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
I love you bitch♥ :)

I slept this afternoon but I don't know why I still feel so lethargic When it's time to sleep, I can't get to sleep. This is so annoying.

School was boring yet fun at the same time. We had English in the morning which ended pretty fast. I spent the whole time talking to Shijing & Sass for 5 periods. Recess & ate my cornflakes I stole Zel's one, heh. Had SS after that but we were all lazy to do &we were excited for the graduation ceremony. To be exact, we were more excited for the tea reception more than the ceremony itself. At around 1150am, we went to the canteen assemble with the rest. We were each given a cute butterfly which I do not have images of, sadly. I'd take a photo of them & upload yeh. It's really adorable After that, we went up the spiral stairs & into the hall. We were welcomed into the hall with applause from the lower secondary girls. We got addressed by Mrs Chan then by the Guest-of-Honor, Mrs Constance Singam, President of AWARE & former student of SJC. Had prayers said, readings & such. Sang hymns, yaddayadda, the teachers sang for all of us! Haha it was cool though. Mm, after that we got dismissed & went down to eat. The food was so gross. Everything weren't nice 'cept the swiss roll. Went back to class to get our bags & went home :) We got dismissed early, hooray!

Went home & had lunch. Showered & studied 'til around 6pm & slept. Baby called later on & we talked. Hung up after an hour & I went back to sleep. Woke up just before dinner. Ate & all. Adabel(my cute puny neighbor who lives upstairs!) came down to look for Zel. And since today's Mid-autumn Festival, they wanted to play downstairs. I needed to get ingredients for my cheesecake tomorrow so Mom & I went downstairs with them too. Went to get stuff. Bought sparkles & candles for the two girls. Saw her mom there & mom went on to yak all the way 'til around 9 plus then we went back home together




I like the image on the right :)



That's all for today!

Baby is about to come home. I'm watching now. I feel like I'm about to fall asleep anytime from now :/ Oh and on a lighter note, hooray for all SJCians, we don't have school tomorrow! I guess I'll be meeting baby tomorrow for lunch. I'll accompany her until her Chinese class starts. While I wait for her lessons to end, I'll sit down somewhere to study. Anyone wants to join me? I was wondering if I should stay in Oschool or go elsewhere :/


I'm falling asleep & baby isn't home yet. I shall go rest & watch tv. Today is a productive day! I just realised, I haven't ate a single slice of mooncake! I shall, tomorrow I feel like I haven't camwhore in a long time. Teehee Okay goodnight loves :)

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

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