Mingxian I don't see where is your email ): No way. No ice-cream for you :PpPpPp No cone, no tub, no nothing, bleh! Do not lose your spastic gland please! :D
Yohfng Hey hello! :D Hahaha.
April Yes yes we've been talking for hours on MSN now :D
Laura Thanks hons, & I will (:
Shuhui OMG >:( That is bad.
All these awkward jumpstart-stalling conversations mean much more to me than anything.
Sometimes love isn't about how much someone suits you but how much you're willing to change to suit them.
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I can't fucking blog!!! I'll probably blog in Xanga/Livejournal first then C&P it into Blogger when it's back to normal. Fuck blogger, seriously. Is anyone facing the same problem?! Ugh I am so damn pissed.
I'll be blogging in my LJ! Http://_bittbeauty.livejournal.com! :D Temporary, wait til Blogger decides to be nice again (: Oh comment using Anonymous & leave your name behind if you do not own a LJ account :) Bye loves!
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Hello! :D
Was tired when I came home last night & Blogger was being a fucktard so I didn't blog. Came home just in time for the 9pm show! Heh.
(080507 Tuesday)
I had such a happy time with J♥!
I haven't felt this happy in such a long long long time & J did it (: I am honestly happy (finally) though I spent the last few nights crying my ass off. Went straight home after the paper to get change & all, I was really late so I took a cab down. Met her at PS. I kept apologising for being late due to the delay at school. She brought that grey bag nearer to me & went 'Mm this is for you' & I went on & on asking & saying why is she giving me, why spend money on me, why didn't tell me you giving & etc. Reason for giving? 'Mm because.. We're on a date for the first time ma.. So.. Yeh' AWWWWWWW! So I took it :) She asked where's hers & I didn't prepare so I told her that my presence is the best gift I can give. In return, I got a disgusted facial expression. -.-
So we went off for movie, the Letters of Death. Fuck man, it is not a show to watch, seriously. Fucking hella scary! I was so fucking scared for the first time, really, over a movie! I kept using my jacket to cover, trying to hide behind her, trying to sit in a position where I can hide, not look or hear at the same time & do that at a very fast pace so when I hear the screamings, I wouldn't hear anything. She kept laughing at me for being so silly & timid. She kept looking at the couple over our right 'cos.. We heard the unbuckling of belt. Okay quite kinky, you do that in a cinema while watching a horror movie? Coolio. She kept looking at our left where a big sized uncle sat. Kept saying that he's my friend, there is someone there, all that nonsense to scare me. The couple sitting in front of us is like talking, laughing & eating like they are in Starbucks. I kept telling her 'Show the black screen & on the lights!!!', 'Wrong show.. I wanna watch Spiderman if I knew it was like this!!', 'Why didn't you choose Spiderman!!', 'I want to go home.. I wanna cry already so scary!' I feel so silly & stupid ): But I was horrified!! :/
After the movie, we got out of PS & we walked all the way to Heeren. Went in, shopped around, looked around (: Walked further down to Taka & we went to Kino. Looked around at books. She kept showing me books that are sex related -.- Why Do Men Fall Asleep After Sex, How To Kill Your Husband & a lot more that I couldn't remember their titles. My feet had cramps & we stood at the Chinese dictionaries area, with one of my feets bare, trying to make them feel better. She was testing my Chinese. Bloody evil, she kept laughing at my pronunciation! Went to ArtFriend & she kept pestering me to think about what we both should have for dinner. Walked to Wisma after that & went into Ripcurl & Topshop. Walked around & I cannot find my top, damn fucking sad la okay. ): ): ):
Decided that we head to Cine for dinner. On the way, we were arguing if we should have BK or LJS. She said there's no LJS but I remember there is & she said it closed down & it's KFC now so I was like okay, BK then. When we got there, I saw LJS & I started shouting at her. She was like 'Do you need to say so loud? You wanna go to the PA system & announce?' Wth hahaha. Ate & stuff. She refuses to sit across me & she kept asking for my ezlink card but I refuse to give it to her. Hahaha sat 'til around 7plus, went to the restrooms & off to the train station. Talked a lot along the way & she sent me all the way back home right to my void deck. I was worried that she wouldn't be able to find her way out. I texted her after I showered & settled down in my bedroom but no avail. She came online & I was relieved. I thought something happened to her or whatever. So we continued talking & stuff (:
Photos of the gift (: (: (:
Jvern, thanks for the movie, for the dinner, & for sending me home! Oh oh oh! & not forgetting the little gift you got for me (: I love it & I cannot lie. Don't forget about Shrek! :D Heh & don't be too upset about your hamster okay? ♥!
Jace came to talk to me yesterday & we did some catching up :) Blogger was down (fuck blogger, really hate it) so I blogged in Xanga instead. Talked to her & slept at 3plus.
Today. I stayed in & did art (: Woke up at around 1pm by phone call. So agitated but I kept telling myself I should wake up early to do my work so I did. :D
Mrs Lee's reading that day. Remember I said that I really like it? I've found it & I'm gonna share (:
One evening I was parked in front of the mall wiping off my car. I had just come from the car wash and was waiting for my wife to get out of work. Coming my way from across the parking lot was what society would consider a bum. From the looks of him, he had no car, no home, no clean clothes, and no money. There are times when you feel generous but there are other times that you just don't want to be bothered. This was one of the "Don't want to be bothered" times.
"I hope he doesn't ask me for money," I thought. He didn't. He came and sat on the curb in front of the bus stop and he didn't look like he could have enough money to even ride the bus. After a few minutes he spoke. "That's a very nice car," he said. He was ragged but had an air of dignity around him.
I said, "Thanks," and continued wiping off my car.
He sat there quietly as I worked. The expected plea for money never came. As the silence between us widened something inside said, 'ask him if he needs any help.' I was sure that he would say yes, but I held true to the inner voice.
"Do you need any help?" I asked. He answered in three simple but profound words that I shall never forget. We often look for wisdom in great men and women. We expect it from those of higher learning and accomplishments. I expected nothing but an outstretched grimy hand. He spoke three words that shook me.
"Don't we all?" he said.
I needed help. Maybe not for bus fare or a place to sleep, but I needed help. I reached in my wallet and gave him not only enough for bus fare but enough to get a warm meal and shelter for the day. Those three little words still ring true. No matter how much you have, no matter how much you have accomplished, you need help too. No matter how little you have, no matter how loaded you are with problems, even without money or a place to sleep, you can give help. Even if it's just a compliment, you can give that.
You never know when you may see someone that appears to have it all. They are waiting on you to give them what they don't have. A different perspective on life, a glimpse at something beautiful, a respite from daily chaos, that only you through a torn world can see. Maybe the man was just a homeless stranger wandering the streets. Maybe he was more than that. Maybe he was sent by a power that is great and wise to minister to a soul too comfortable in themselves.
Maybe God looked down, called an Angel, dressed him like a bum, then said, "Go minister to that man cleaning the car, that man needs help."
"Don't We All?"
Meaningful, y/n? Love it :) If you're feeling down or want to have a good laugh, watch this! It's damn hilarious, really.
Blogger is such an idiot! Ugh. I'll probably do the other editings tomorrow. Gonna go watch teevee & study now (: Maths paper 2! Cheer up, J. I don't like seeing you like that. Goodnight everyone, yay for those who're done with exams, boo for those (like me) who are still in the midst of MYE.
Sweet and sour
Turns out “he loves me not”
Is the last petal on the flower.
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