Graceyeoh I think Mx & I can be twins. Spastik twins. Hahahahaha but I love Mx's spasticness, it makes me hahahahappy :D
Yifang Yeh more comment more comments! Haha I'll see you tomorrow (:
Rena Haha yeh man!! Things are okayyyyy. How are you! :D
I've seen love die way too many times.
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.
Happy Labour Day to one & all!
Labour Day is also known as May Day, you know? I just knew it too. Heh (: Learn something new everyday! :D
Talking to Deanna, Kait & Steff on EL (:
I really hate time zones. I can't talk to them as much as I want to. Annie is missing & so is Ashlee ): I haven't seen them on EL for a really long time. I guess it's school :/ Sigh. But they are really great people to talk to. It's nice knowing them, seriously (: And I remember Ashlee telling me how I can come home & talk to her if I ever need to & all. Really nice girl (:
Anyhoos, I woke up today at 0130pm, thinking it's 11am. If it weren't for J's text, I guess I wouldn't open my eyes, haha. Washed up & went online, replied mails & showered. Did my work & all. Had fried rice for late lunch! :D I really wanted to concentrate on my Maths but my eyes were hella painful. I wanted to rest but I feel so guilty for not studying. So I stayed on the table, studied & all 'til around dinner time. Didn't eat much. Went Compass Point with Zel. Did all the necessary stuff, went Popular. It really sucks okay, they don't have the books I want. So pissed. I planned to go over to Kovan or Hougang to get it before I go studying with Yifang & Shu Hui. I need the freaking books 'cos I need to study. Gah!
Came home, online & yeh. I am here. Fucking bored. I need to redo my labels for all my entries. I feel so retarded having quotes as my labels :/ Now I want to change them all & guess what? I think this is my 75th post which means! I have to change 74 posts. -.- Ah whatever. For the sake of my own memories, I'll change. I'll still come to hhheartbreakhotel someday to read through my entries to see how much I've grown(teehee) & how bad my English was at that time.
Oh, by the way. Thanks to Dad for waking up at 2am in the morning, coming into my room & asking me to get off the laptop & then tell mom about it the next morning. I knew I was gonna get fucked. & yes of course, I did. I gotta log off every other night by 11pm. Fuck this shit. I was so goddamn pissed with her, with him & of course, myself. Logging off @ 11pm = lesser time to talk to ______
I told her about it & she said it's good 'cos we both would go to sleep & can concentrate better in class, wouldn't have to feel tired anymore. I doubt I'd sleep, honestly. I think I'd get down to work, start doodling for Art. Especially when it's the midyears now, I don't think I'd sleep. I'll probably study & start writing a lot in my diary again. Someday I'll walk away & say, "You disappoint me."Maybewe're better off this way.
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Meeting Yifang tomorrow 1150am at Vivo to study. Shu Hui will come a little later 'cos she has got school. I want desktop themes ): Aprilllllll, _____ is so so so so so fucking cute right? Heh. Ahhhhh (: (: (:
Okay 11pm in another 10 minutes. I am so sad tonight. Thanks to myself & the stupid logging-off-at-11pm rule. I want my laptop so I better not go against the rule if not, I'll be dead meat. I am supposed to upload photos & videos today but ugh I got no time. Goodnight everyone ):
It's over now, get used to it.
Just burn my picture and go to sleep.
It's over now, I'm sure of it.
Forget my number and don't call me.
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