Joey Haha okay thanks! [:
April Hughug, love you April. Thanks for everything okay. I think no one else can be like you. Ever so supportive & stuff (: Thanks! Your answer is not out of point la! Make sense (: Totally agree with you.
Michelle I'm fine, doing good. You? (: I like your xanga layout. So pretty!
You'll find me at the end of my rope, hanging onto your every word.
Sometimes what we think we really want, we don't exactly want it.
I didn't even step a foot out of the house today. Not even to buy newspapers. So I reckon today's post would be extremely short. But I've come up with something to blog about (: Read on!
I woke up at 1pm, around the same time as yesterday. I wanted to sleep more but feel like I'm such a pig so I woke up. Weird. :/ Went to wash up & all, went online. Mom came home around 2pm, asked if I wanted lunch. I can't eat after I wake up not too long ago. Just can't, I don't know why. Mom was scolding about me skipping meals all the time & stuff but I just ignored her. Haha, she showered & went out to meet Godma Vivian. [: Just as I thought I could have the whole house to myself, my maid came home. But it isn't that bad. She allows me to do whatever I want :D
Zel came home from her class BBQ & slept like a log in a very weird position. Like she fell asleep talking on the phone or something. Mom came back at around 7pm while Zel & I were at the dining table, having our dinner. Zel(the Fat Ass) was famished(Sleep, & eat, like pig eh!) so she asked if I could have dinner with her first & I did. Watched teevee, dad came home from his weekly swim session :D So proud of daddy, I never thought he'd really go swimming on his own but he did. For the past two weeks(due to the rain, he couldn't swim & was really upset), he has been swimming at.. I don't know which pool luh. His friend, Uncle Anthony asked us all to go over to his place located at Serangoon Gardens to swim someday (: He has got his own private pool! Plus daddy & he has been good friends for a really long time. & guess what? He is already somebody's grandpa -.- Mom was like saying that all daddy's friends are mostly grandpas :/ Hahah eh that shows that daddy clicks well with elder people okay. Anyway! After procrastinating for I-don't-know-how-long, I finally decided to get down to my work. But before I did, I went to search for videos to watch :D Did my work while the videos load & all. I'm at the last part of 2nd episode of Corner with Love, that Taiwanese drama :D I'm gonna finish it tonight & watch episode 3 tmr (: Did one chapter of chem TYS, finished the two maths transformation questions. So happy :)
Both my parents really think that I'm a superwoman. I was doing my work, watching the video, talking to April on MSN, helping daddy with his new thumb drive & helping mom to install her new game. Superwoman eh? I was damn pek cek la. Anyway I'm on the phone with Xav. There's maths tmr at 8 fucking am. Xav is like fucking high on the phone now, singing songs that came to her mind whenever I say something. :/ Weirdo.
Yesterday's question: What is the feeling when you are sure that you have found The One?
My answer: Unbelievable, incredible, in Heaven, on cloud 9. It's like you're the only person with your other half on this universe & this universe is your Heaven. The One makes you feel that way. Happy because you need not go on searching for Forever & Always, The One who makes you happy all the time. Happy even though The One breaks your heart in a way or another but it is for a good cause. After all that quarreling & arguments, you both still love like never before, or perhaps even more. Even if The One did something wrong to hurt you & let you down, you forgive because you love. From the time we are able to desire a partner, most people seek The One, the person who is here to make them feel complete. That person would be a lifetime partner - always there with unconditional love, compassion & understanding. The One is here to share your journey, through all of its detours, &to support your decisions as you evolve. Through the years, who we are, and what we become, our personal needs and goals, changes. To find The One, who would compliment us throughout our journey, is certainly a challenge. At a given point in time we can meet a soul who compliments our journey at that point, but will it last?
I don't know if I've met The One but if I had, I already let him/her slipped away. Goodbye The One. Eh but of course I wanna meet mine perfect The One laaaaaa. People always ask, "I can't wait, I got no patience, when?" Well, when the time is right. When you have learned how to appreciate, learned how to treasure the things you have around you, to cherish & most importantly, to love.
When you meet The One, if you are lucky enough to meet that person, you do not have to ask, "Is this The One?" You will know (:
P/s: Answers are still welcomed, yes? In the Haloscan, thanks! (:
P/p/s: I'm starting to think that my answer don't make sense. Tsk!
I will always think of you as someone that I love.
The fucking iMeem is pissing me off. I just had to take it away so it can be published. Ugh
Jaded, so is Grace, so is April, so am I. You both would know what am I talking about eh. I'm giving up the hope that someday things would get better. I don't know. I'm always having that bad sixth sense thingy. Sigh
I'm meeting Grace tmr after school (: I guess it's something that I should look forward to eh? Yes definitely, nothing beats hanging out with the one who understands me the best. But.. Sigh, like what I told Xav just now, I have this gut feeling that tmr's gonna be just another day where I cry my guts out alone & feel fucking fucking down.
Just hung up. Yawns, I'm supposed to text her before I sleep. I bet that asshole is having fun with doggie style now :P Okay sorry. Goodnight sexys, I'll be back tmr, don't miss me too much!
What was all that for? I'm no fuck to you. Not at all. Maybe I do. Like a toy that you play with whenever you feel like it, & when you feel like it, again, you throw me aside. Hm? I'm important to you hur? Yeh definitely. Important because if I ain't around, who is gonna let you play them this way & yet say nothing about it & yet stay by your side? No one will. Me important to you? My foot.
Oh but just to let you know.. I do miss you & I can't wait to see you again. A fact that I can't deny, ugh.
You're first & foremost,
You're always on my mind.
Through the songs that I'll sing,
I'll give you my heart.
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