Brenda Hahaha(: Take care of yourself allright babes! Get well soon!
Prunella Tsk I'll update you soon okay. Maybe I'll pass you my private blog url so you can read everything in there yeh? (:
Rena Hello babes, miss your comments! Haha so how are you! Take care allright! :D
April Haha thanks a lot babes, for being there, the support you gave & everything else! -hugs back! Well, I hope so too. Lovelovelove!
Odelia I never said that it was an easy job. But some company leaders don't do their jobs. Maybe you haven't seen it, but I have. Having the most important role but not doing anything, pushing all the responsibility to all the little ones. If you are one, good for you. I'm sure you've done a good job & to you, it is tough, that's why you've got the guts to comment in here. Good, I like that (: Oh & who are you?
Graceyeoh Uh huh :D Haha Friday is just two days away. [: So if I have problems on probability, I can go look for yooooohoo! :D

This is our time, we can't rewind.

I'm gonna put up some comic strips that I've found (:


It happens :)


This is retarded.


Awww (: I like this!


I like this too (:

I was just hoping that the next MSN window that opens would be from you & I've been waiting since I realised that you were already online.


I've been watching the first episode of the above since this afternoon in the laptop. :/

Happy seventeenth, Serene ah Chew! [:
May all your wishes & dreams come true. I don't think I'll be attending your chalet so, have fun! I'll pass you your present when I see you on Friday for Maths (: Much loved & all the best to you & her! :D

Oh gosh, I slept at 4am last night 'cos I thought Xav would call back or something. Her voice before we hung up was so bad, I thought she might call back & rant so I waited. But she didn't & I thought it was safer to sleep then, I found out it was already 4am. :/ I went to school at 12pm, was late for an hour. Eh but Mrs Ng was nice. She say 'It's okay, at least you make an effort to come even when you're already late. Very good.' Wah so nice! Hahaha. I'm so sorry Sassy!! ): Did the last few questions & she dismissed us all early 'cos some of them had camp & all. I was only there for half an hour la. :/

Ate with Sass in the canteen while waiting for Qiaos to come back to school to pass her her printed stuff. Ate & talked, Qiaos came, talked for a bit & she left. We stayed for awhile more after she left, took a bus to Compass. Guess who we met in the bus? My sister. Annoying pest. She wanted to follow Sass & I, I keep giving her excuses so she'd go home. Sass helped me to shake her off & she went home, thinking that I've got something left at home for her. Which is a lie. :/

Walked around, searched for Serene's birthday present. We walked through almost every part of Compass. That's what we used to do in the past when we have too much time to spare, so we'd just roam around at the mall or sit around at Compass Heights & watch the time go tick-tock (: I thought of getting her 1) A shirt, 2) A personalised Zippo lighter, 3) A cigarette box or 4) A wallet. If I smoke, I'd want the second. :D Sass mentioned that Serene has got too many wallets to choose from so don't get her wallet. We think that someone might get her a lighter or a cigarette box as well so that is out. It's not easy to get a shirt that she likes. And I'm left with no choices. But! I still managed to get her something. I'll probably take a photo of it when I'm done (:

Went home, slacked & Mom, along with Gran, Jermaine, Aunt Shirley & Zel came home. Played with Maine for awhile, watched Mr. Bean. Maine is damn cute. She laughs when Zel & I laugh. If I didn't explain the show to her, I don't think she'd know what is it about. She just laugh because she knows it's funny & when you watch Mr. Bean, you're supposed to laugh. Tsk, silly girl (:


1- Her, in my shades, in my room, on my bed with Elmo & Piglet (:
2- Zel (with her ugly hair) & Maine (:

We had dinner together, watched teevee & stuff. Uncle Eric came & they went back. [:

I found this somewhere so I thought I'd share it with y'all (:

Ruth went to her mail box and there was only one letter. She picked it up and looked at it before opening, but then she looked at the envelope again. There was no stamp, no postmark, only her name and address. She read the letter:

Dear Ruth:
I`m going to be in your neighborhood Saturday afternoon & I'd like to stop by for a visit.
Love Always,
Jesus

Her hands were shaking as she placed the letter on the table.

"Why would the Lord want to visit me? I'm nobody special. I don't have anything to offer."

With that thought, Ruth remembered her empty kitchen cabinets.

"Oh my goodness, I really don't have anything to offer. I'll have to run down to the store and buy something for dinner."

She reached for her purse and counted out its contents. Five dollars and forty cents.

"Well, I can get some bread and cold cuts, at least."

She threw on her coat and hurried out the door. A loaf of French bread, a half-pound of sliced turkey, and a carton of milk...leaving Ruth with grand total twelve cents to last her until Monday. Nonetheless, she felt good as she headed home, her meager offerings tucked under her arm.

"Hey lady, can you help us,lady?"

Ruth had been so absorbed in her dinner plans, she hadn't even noticed two figures huddled in the alleyway. A man and a woman, both of them dressed in little more than rags.

"Look lady, I ain't got a job, ya know, and my wife and I have been living out here on the street, and, well, now it's getting cold and we're getting kinda hungry and, well, if you could help us. Lady, we'd really appreciate it."

Ruth looked at them both. They were dirty, they smelled bad and frankly, she was certain that they could get some kind of work if they really wanted to.

"Sir, I'd like to help you, but I'm a poor woman myself. All I have is a few cold cuts and some bread, and I'm having an important guest for dinner tonight and I was planning on serving that to Him."

"Yeah, well, okay lady, I understand. Thanks anyway."

The man put his arm around the woman's shoulders, turned and headed back into the alley. As she watched them leave, Ruth felt a familiar twinge in her heart.

"Sir, wait!"

The couple stopped and turned as she ran down the alley after them.

"Look, why don't you take this food. I'll figure out something else to serve my guest."

She handed the man her grocery bag.

"Thank you lady. Thank you very much!"
"Yes, thank you!", It was the man's wife, and Ruth could see now that she was shivering.

"You know, I've got another coat at home. Here, why don't you take this one."

Ruth unbuttoned her jacket and slipped it over the woman's shoulders. Then smiling, she turned and walked back to the street...without her coat and with nothing to serve her guest. Ruth was chilled by the time she reached her front door, and worried too. The Lord was coming to visit and she didn't have anything to offer Him. She fumbled through her purse for the door key. But as she did, she noticed another envelope in her mailbox.

"That's odd. The mailman doesn't usually come twice in one day."

Dear Ruth:
It was so good to see you again. Thank you for the lovely meal. And thank you, too, for the beautiful coat.
Love Always,
Jesus

The air was still cold, but even without her coat, Ruth no longer noticed...

Lovely, isn't it? (:

Oh! L♥ is back from her science camp & I think she is sleeping. Hahaha. Pigggggg

Yknow sometimes I quite can't understand myself. I keep reminding myself that I'm gonna keep my problems to myself because I know she is already not in the mood & she has other things to bother about. But when I see things that reminds me of it, someone is right there, someone that I wished was there just when I needed comfort & I wanted so bad to cry, to bawl out to her. But I keep reminding myself that I am not supposed to add on to her worries, add on to her troubled mind. Despite the umpteen reminders, I still spill the beans.

So tell me, what the fuck is wrong with you Glynis?

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I just did what.

My shout-comings.
The frailty, the vulnerability caused me to be where am I now.
Fuck it.

I'm so fucked up I could punch the wall now. Yes, I was agitated but it's not because of you telling me about her or because it's her but it's because of her doings, inflicting so much pain on you & I don't like that. And since I don't have the right to get agitated, I'm not going to express my emotions about it to you anymore so you'd feel better or maybe, I wouldn't even be given a chance to express.
And yknow what? Whenever you tell me about your heart affairs, I listen & my heart goes out to you. Why? Because I do fucking care. If I do not, do you think I'd bother so much, staying up late even though I have school early the next morning just hope to make you feel better? Think again. I still want the best for you yknow.
And err.. yeh I'm sorry because I'm already in a very foul mood. I didn't mean to. I'm sorry. Perk up love. Since I can't do anything to make you feel better, I hope someone out there would do the job & bring your emotions back to where it is supposed to be.
Because I have a fucking soft spot that I can't deal with for you.
I cried so fucking much, my eyes are so fucking painful. I swear it's gonna fucking swell up tmr.
Omgosh it's fucking 4plus now. Goodnight everyone!

The rain is falling on my window pane.
But we are hiding in a safer place,
Under the covers, staying safe & warm.
You give me feelings that I adore.

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