Shuhui Hey babes, I miss you too! Mm thanks! I got it at Bugis (:
April Thanks a lot babes, for everything yeh? I'm talking to you online now. Thanks for listening to my nonsense. Didn't mean to bring up your past though :/
Graceyeoh Hahah I know it's hard to ignore luh. Let's just hope there's lesser of such people in the world. :/ So what if I'm in NA? I am stupid enough to do Os, so what can you say? Aiya heck la. I am doing Os leh, why bother about such people right! Waste my time. -taps watch. Thanks so much for being there Grace. Bighug

Needles & lovers collapse on guilty beds.


I had a fucking bad day. And I fucking dread school tmr, which is a Wednesday & it's supposed to be my favourite day. But whatever. Fuck it la okay. _l_

Ugh Shijing didn't come today & I left my art piece with her. So I had to do another one but that's fine. I am okay with it. I just.. anyhow. English was fun, we did group work. That didn't make me better, I guess(No guesses, it's definitely) it made me even worse. SS was okay, half of 5A came to join us though. The class looked super packed & big. Recess. Nette joined us. Shangari's back in school! :D Exciting but didn't make me feel any better either. Bio was crap. Miss Rai made us walked around the whole place just to look for her. In the end, she said every single period lessons will be held in Mrs Lim's homeroom. Ugh I miss Mrs Lim's bio class. ): Miss Rai gave me a bio textbook & it's horrible. There's like blood/coloured marker stains that looks like blood on the book. Ew damn gross. CME was crap, we did work & all. Nothing much. Assembly was about some Thailand field trip the lower school went last year. Whoever who was talking made us all had goosebumps. Really disgusting voice trying to slang her English. Trying very harder. Well, try harder my sweet love. :) After that, we had lunch & went off for Art. Did some sketches. Wasn't very good, Val helped me with two though. My mind was somewhere else most of the time. I couldn't help it so I had to tell Grace about it & I did. Thanks Gracie :) After Art, I walked home crying. Wtf was that for? I don't know. I just needed a fucking good cry. Oh well..

Came home, did my work, dinner, teevee, & finished my SS quadrant. Finally man.

I am talking to April now. Was crying just now but I felt a lot better already. I wanna sleep well tonight. Very well tonight. Please God, please I need a good night's sleep.

Your best friend for the year 2006?
Grace & -.

You mean a hell lot to me & you don't know. I wish you knew how I am feeling right now.
I wish I wasn't wrong for saying that. You never spare a thought for me or rather I didn't that's why you didn't either. And it fucking hell hurts like motherfucker. I wish there was something else that I could do to salvage this. Maybe there isn't any way out after all. Then I guess this would be G to the O to the O to the D to the B to the Y to the E.

My days are turning to solid black & thank you for making that possible.
& I hate you for breaking us up. Thank you so much.

Goodnight everyone(: Have a better day ahead tmr, you & myself.

The words we share are nothing short of inspired,
I love yous and I miss yous across a telephone wire,
She says she never thinks of another,
I wonder if she's a liar, yeah.

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