Because even if I said a thousand times, I could never get you to believe all my fears.

Sometimes, things turn out the wrong way, but you gotta stay strong, you gotta move on cause the hardest lessons in life are the ones that always keep you stunned & speechless.
Didn't blogged yesterday because I was busy doing other stuff & logged off early. I've got a whole chunk of things to say but ugh it's lost now. The inspiration is gone. But I remember it was something that has gotta do with scents along the walk home. It was great, honestly. I haven't felt so great in awhile. There was breeze, & along came the smell of fresh, clean clothes. The smell of detergent, it must be, I thought. I walked Sass to the traffic light before her next stop & walked home from the other way. I was thinking if I could cut through the blocks & get home faster & of course I did. It was really messy, the way I walk & stuff, but oh well, give me time & I'll find the straight cut :D
Before words escape me, let me say this properly, I miss you.
I got all of my results back already. Well, I expected the worse. I didn't study hard enough so yeh, I should blame myself. Got 30 for Maths, 26 for CombSci & 36 for CombHumans, 59 for Art. I thought I'd get single-digits but I didn't so I'm glad. I gotta work hard, very very very effing hard. It's not gonna work by plain saying so I'll do it, show it & prove it to everyone else. I'll play hard this week & mug hard from next week onwards. I'm left with not much days to play ):
Dear You,
I'm not saying it's love but lately, you're all I've been thinking about♥♥♥
xoxo, Glynis!
Meeting Amanda tomorrow after her school ends (: Friday is finally here, the long awaited Friday! Our sleepover :D So happy. I'm gonna charge my laptop, pack my stuff, charge the camera (though I know we'll be using Amanda's pretty camera) & I think I gotta call Yuann to check if she still remembers our date. I'll kill her, honestly, if she doesn't. I'm so excited, I really can't wait. Let's see, I'll bring lappie + mouse +webcam + charger, iPod + USB, phone + charger, clothes + garments, what else? J thought I should bring El along. But El's too big to squeeze into my bag & I don't wanna walk around with her on my hands.
Okay whatever, I'll see how & decide later. I just hung up the phone with Yuann & Amanda. Yuann forget about our sleepover ): ): ): Effing disappointed. Idk if she's still coming but ugh! I'm watching the 9pm show now. I hate Aimei. Omg Carmen! Such a bitch, gosh.
P/s: I love you today & forever♥
Okay sleep time. I doubt I'll be heading to school today. I'll probably tell mom I don't feel like going. Ugh the only factor why I wanna go school is th marks of today's Chinese paper & I'll miss one day of paper which I do not want to as I really really wanna pass my Chinese with flying colours. Oh well, goodnight babies. I'll be back here again tomorrow. (: Have a greaaaattttt Friday! :D
I think I'm missing something,
A subtle target on my heart.
I think I'm missing someone,
And that someone is you.
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