Graceyeoh Yeh greaaaat (: Haha I love my maid though sometimes she really piss me off whenever she keep my stuff without asking me. Grr.. Anyway, yeh I wanted to make you something but I've got no time to make & send it by postage to you. It's tomorrow :( Freeaaaakkkkk ughhh!
Raine Oh err www.junkfood.com? Or you can try going down to Bugis Street. There is plentiful in there (:
Puayleng No problem hons (:
Jiayi I miss you too twin (: We need to talk soon :D

I can no longer apologize for your former lover's mistakes.



Behind every beautiful thing there is some kind of pain.

I'm supposed to be happy but I'm not feeling it at all. I'm feeling more of fear, more of upset than what I'm supposed to feel. I know there is something between us & I know we both aren't ready to go into it yet. So let's wait 'til the day comes. Don't worry hons, I'll wait, I'll still be here (:

Actually I have a lot to tell you but I don't know how to start, where to start, & I don't know how to get you into the mood. We're always talking in that laughing, teasing, joking kind of way, never been able to get to talk about something serious. But it's okay.. We'll let nature take it's course allright? (:

I am still an option that you have.

Anyway, it's a Sunday which means there's school tomorrow ): I woke up at 12pm today. No one's home again, except for my maid & I. Washed up & went online, replied emails & stuff. Planned to study! Haha & I did. A little. Hahaha. Mom came home with my new webcam (: Thanks Mummy! Now I can webcam with J without any worries! :D :D :D It made the two of us so happy, yayness! Yeh supposed to meet HVV seller & have dinner with Anabelle but plan was ruined. Ugh Uncle wanted to have dinner together so I have to cancel my plans. ): Went for dinner & came home earlier than usual.

I had plenty of thoughts running through my mind while on the way home. I don't know why but there's a lot of fear in me. I don't know luh, sigh.

I'm gonna show y'all my Tarot cards reading.
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When everything seems to be crumbling around your ears, it can be very difficult to believe that things can and will get better. But, despite the fact that The Tower represents disruption or collapse of certain aspects within your life, these very events can often lead to brand new possibilities.

THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE TOWER

There’s no getting around this one, The Tower is not a welcome card in a reading yet, at the same time, it does not warrant feelings of panic or fear. The card can often indicate an event or period of time that could be challenging and difficult but, as is so often the case, one disaster can often lead to a new victory.

For example, an unexpected request for divorce from a spouse could be devastating, yet I know of people where such an experience led to them achieving more than they ever dreamed of because they pursued a different path as a result. Often, such an incident creates the freedom and space for a new and greater love to walk into your life.

Many people have experienced bankruptcy, lost their homes and material possessions only to change tactics and create great wealth and success. The clearing away of the old often makes way for the new.

The life lessons we learn from the turbulence indicated by The Tower help us to rethink and to approach our lives with a newfound wisdom so that we don’t make the same mistakes again.

So, if The Tower appears in your reading, then there may be something in your life that will challenge you or has challenged you, and it will be up to you how you choose to get over it and learn from the experience.

Sometimes The Tower may represent you as the person causing the disruption. Perhaps you need to make choices or decisions that are important to you but could cause material or emotional loss. In such a situation, only you can know whether you are prepared to pay the price.

The Tower can also serve as a warning that a certain choice or decision could lead to disaster, such as, if you are considering an extra-marital affair, leaving your job without a new one to step into, that kind of thing.

Take heed when this card comes up, but don’t panic or get anxious. Consider your options and choices wisely and if you can avoid such chaos, great! If chaos is forced upon you, trust that however challenging it may be, you can find a way to move forward with your life.

Love and Joy,
Alison

P.S. If the Tower describes your current life events, you're probably feeling really lousy right now. You may have no idea which way to turn and just feel that your life is falling apart. It's at times like this, that I find the Tarot most beneficial. Gaining some insight into your circumstances really helps to give you hope that there's light at the end of the tunnel, and that you'll reach it sooner of later.

April, Grace, Cherine, Amanda & Siwing would know best why I say this card is so fucking fucking fucking true.

I love being in love only because it's with you.
I'm supposed to feel happy. But I'm not feeling it at all. Damn upset over exams. I haven't finished revising yet. I'm prepared. To fail. Ugh which is so not what I'm supposed to do. Damn fucked up over some shit too, I told Cherine about it last night. Sigh. :/ Shall go sleep now. J just went offline, I shall go hit the sack too. Damn tired already, it's like 1223am. Goodnight, I want a better tomorrow.

So we stay on the open road
We drive for hours, and still no end in sight at all
Driving in your car
Miss the stop sign, fall in love.

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