Bobby Haha I'm not doing fine Bobby but I'm trying to cope so yeah (: I hope your leg's better now. Haha isn't that what you wanna see! :D
Graceyeoh Thanks babes (: Thankful for youuuu. How's school, busy?
Carol Hey.. Carol? Caroline? Who! ):
Untie this rope & let it go.
It's only after you lost everything that you're willing to try anything.
A super wordy post, so sorry babes. My day is so fucked. I am so fucked.
I'm in such a aff-ed erup mood, I'll type whatever comes to my mind about school allright. No bio practical this morning. Did Bio Tea-Why-Ass. I know no shiz. I'm dead. Am-Why-Yi's next week & I haven't been doing as much as I'm supposed to. Mrs Lee weren't in school today so no SS but we did our chapter 2 mind map which is helpless to our exams 'cos we'd never use the mind map to revise. Fu laoshi was in class but she wanted to go through some oral shitz so yeh we were just plain doing our own stuff. I've got nothing better to do so I cleared my pencil case, Sass' & my file :D Recess then it was English. Omggggg I was hoping Miss Chew would go for the workshop but she didn't. She made us do comprehension which I decide that I'll only ask for answers if I really need to. Bio, effin' boring. Did my English 'cos I know no shit about Bio. Maths, did some Algebra worksheet & continued with my English. Finished the summary in Miss Chew's class & went straight home after dismissal. Walked to Compass with Mich (: It only started raining when I was about to leave Compass. Thunders & lightnings!! ): ): ): They scare the wits outta me! Omg & this uncle who was walking behind the wall, cos I couldn't see him & when we both met at the edge of the wall, oh my! I got a shock okay!! Haha damn retarded. He got a shock too actually :/
Went home, showered, did my work & met Si Wing & her friend, Nicolette at Compass. Went to Cold's Storage, bought stuff. Down to SKCC, posted the stuff & went to withdraw money for Si Wing. Brought cakes & stuff for mom, walked Si Wing to the bus stop & went home. Dad came back after I did, he showered & we went for dinner. Godma's back from NZ (: She got me a hoodie & a lip gloss :) :) :) Happy. Aunt Helen got me a Hard Rock Cafe badge :D I saw the photos they took, the place is so beautifullllllll! Aww I wanna be there too, in such a cold, cool & comfy weather. Went home, came online & did my work.
I was talking to Val after dinner. I knew we both have a lot to say, emails are just not enough you know. So I just sat beside her, & she went, 'Eh sit down, sit down..' smiling while pulling a stool over the other side for me. I smiled back at her, & sat down. We started off talking about school, the preparation of Os & stuff. Told her I'm quite fucked at the moment, things just don't go my way & all but everyday I hope for the better. She taught me to be a little more optimistic about things, I can remember that. Told her some stuff about _ as well. She's proud of me, I can tell. She kinda know what I'm thinking & she knows how I was feeling at that very moment when _ happened, she could perceive why I'd feel this way, why did I do this & that. At that moment, I felt so gleeful having her as my cousin-in-law. We appear to be very hi-bye, not so close & stuff but actually we're really close, just that with the countless complications we have in the family, we just feel that we shouldn't be so close when everyone else is around. That aside, mom told me yesterday that Sally told her something went wrong in Val's body which concerns her baby. I was helluva worried but mom told me to keep it to myself. I was hoping Val would tell me about, if not I'd ask how's the baby & the girls(Nat & Pearlyn).
Finally after keeping quiet for 15 minutes, she talked to me about it. Tears welled up in her eyes & I was praying she doesn't cry 'cos everyone would think that I just bullied a pregnant lady! K enough Glyn. She went to the doctor's for a check up that day & found a white spot on the baby girl's heart which is a symptom of down syndrome. >:( The doctor said it isn't a very big matter because she's a Chinese. (I got no idea what's the difference okay, I'm dying to know!) After much discussion with the doctor, and within the couple themselves, Val decided to go to NUH for another check, a second opinion. The results came & it was a small matter. Val felt so relieved but before she could really let her hair down, the doctor told her that this particular blood vessel located around the baby's arm was somehow at the wrong position. (I got no idea what that means la okay) She was so worried. Doctor said that if she wants to have a peace of mind, he suggest that she should go for this scary(to me) test. After a night of consideration, Allan brought her back to NUH the next morning for the test. The doctor poked a needle into her tummy. Oh my oh my, I feel the shiver down my spine ): So painful for her, so painful for the baby. The needle was supposed to like, suck up something I don't know what but cannot, cannot poke the baby. Val couldn't take the fear, nor the pain, she burst out crying which caused the doctor to stop & asked her to calm down. She stopped crying & held on to Allan's hand super tightly, so tight that Allan told her the blood stopped -.- Stupid Allan. The test results would only be out this coming Thursday.
I really hope things would be fine. ): ): ): Looking at her, so weak & all, I feel so painful & tiring for her. August come quick, so baby niece would be out & end all Val's sufferings. :/
I found this weeks ago while doing my Art stuff.
Not Val's tummy la. Mom thought it was scary but I find it so amazing (:
Oh oh oh! Daddy got me a room at Pan Pacific Hotel! (: He wanted to celebrate Mummy's birthday there but I'd be having my papers then & I won't be able to go. Mummy didn't feel like going either. I was just giving a passing remark, 'Eh give it to me lor. Haha kidding la kidding! And dad was like, 'Okay lor. When you want?' I was so stunned. Looking at the way he asked me & all, he was serious this time. You guys don't know how happy I was though I was worrying about one thing which I'm not worrying about anymore. I just told Amanda about it, & we're both helluva excited! :D :D :D Gonna ask Xiaoyuann to come along & we're gonna celebrate Amanda's birthday early. I was trying to keep my cool la, but yeh she was typing in caps which got me excited too. Hahaha yeh, we're meeting this Thursday & Saturday (: (: (: So excited to see them! :D Omg I cannot waittttttttt :D
"Some friends are just not forever" - Kj to Amanda.
After all that I've-got-uncertain-something-for-you moments, she changed nick to 'To make her love me.'
"Eh why you change your nick to that one?"
She don't know what to reply.
"I will love you okay?"
She smiled widely as her heart melts to her words.
:D
Okay it's Art time. Time to draw. I don't know if I'd have the time to sleep tonight but whatever. I'm gonna go talk to J while I draw & I'll go sleep if I have the time. If not I'd skip school. That is if I really buay tahan. Goodnight lovelies, I hope y'all have a great day at school tomorrow (:
P/s: What's a girl to do with friends like this?
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I realised I missed out Sunday's update. Tsk, another time. Art first. It's fucking 0123am. I don't think I'll get any sleep tonight. Gosh fuck it. And stupid J wants to sleep & leave me here alone. Fine, I can't blame her for she has got school & meeting in the morning with her friends. Rah!! ):
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I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
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