Beatrice Haha thank you (: Added you back in Lj! I still see you every morning during assembly :D
Angeline Choli Hahah Shu Hui! Am I smart, or am I smart? Hahaha :D Eh it's really cool what. Naturally blackened lips :P Sexy eh!
Just say how to make it right, & I swear I'll do my best to comply.
Forgiving is not forgetting, it's letting go of the hurt.
I forgave but the hurt remains. Everything that you've been doing prolongs my pain. I don't know what to do. I need to move on but our past keep holding me back. I don't know, don't ask me, I really don't know.
I wanted to blog yesterday but I was too busy trying to cry out every single ounce of energy I have in me so I didn't. Apparently, I flooded my keyboard with tears & I have to wipe it off last night before I went to sleep. I hope it doesn't spoil or something :/ I'm talking to Shu Hui, Cherine & Akina on MSN now (:
Okay that was 2 hours ago, now I'm talking to Shu Hui, Cherine, April & Jvern! Jvern is backkkkkkkk home, happy man! And now I'm on the phone with Xav. She finally realised she have a friend called Glynis who is still here for her :/
That's an hour ago. Haha it's 0145am now, I'm talking + on webcam with Jvern (: Her baby cousin is damn cute! His eyes are super big like fishball. Damn cute. :D Anywayyyyyyyy I just hung up with Xav because that idiot has got to work tmr morning & yet she doesn't want to sleep & Cherine just went to sleep. Oh Cherine is love. She said I am love too, in her blog entry. Haha, go visit! Her link is there -points. I just got to know her not long ago. She is really nice! Haha she is Miss North while I'm Miss Sengkang. Hahaha very stupid, I know. My new weekend friend, Ily! Felt a lot better talking to her actually :) Hoho, I shall blog & go to sleep.
A few days back while on webcam with Jvern in my room (:
(Friday 270407)
Went to school. Was feeling unwell so I went home during recess. It was gastric, really bad gastric. Mom & dad couldn't come & pick me so I called my maid instead. Had a nice talk with Xiu Wen. It's really long since I last get to talk to her one-to-one (: She's really nice to talk to by the way. Mrs Ong asked her to go back up to class while I sat alone outside the chapel to wait for my maid to come. Prayed & stuff until the sudden appearance of Mrs Chan distracted me. -.- I saw two buses passed & I predicted that my maid is here so I walked out when I saw her walking to the guard house. I was feeling so uncomfortable & lazy to climb the flight of stairs to go over to the other side of the road so we decided to walk home instead of taking 119.
Have I ever mention that my maid is a great listener? I tell her things that I don't tell mummy. No, nothing about my relationships, anything other thing besides that. Had a really nice long talk on the way home (: Ate, showered & went online while waiting for my hair to dry. Mom came home, I went to rest until before dinner, went online. Dad came back, had dinner & went back online. The same old dry routine. Talked to Jvern. She was preparing to go for her chalet. Made her something before she went off (:
Not gonna tell you why this photo, no no no! Haha okay that's really stupid but STILL! I'm not gonna tell you why this photo. Shall keep y'all in suspense (: She left at around 8plus & missy here felt so lonely & suddenly, my phone rang. Haha yay a text from her. Haha damn nice of her luh. Texted a little here & there. She was busy with her cousins, nieces & nephews. Tried on my new top from PirateParade :D Mega love but I don't know if I'd wear it out. Damn shyxzxz wor. Jvern texted me before she slept & yeh, I was talking to Amanda & Siwing about -. After that I updated Xanga & went to sleep at around 0230am.
(Saturday 280407)
Woke up at 0130am. No one was home 'cept for my maid ): Had brunch & showered. The rest came home & Zel just haveeeee to irritate me by squeezing next to me in the study table. I got so pissed, I moved outside in the balcony to study. She always win, ugh I just have to give in. Anywayyyyyy, I did my work as I planned to! Haha revised a little of Maths & Chem, read a little of my Lit text (: Productive though it was a little of everything. Just that I didn't study Bio la. I planned to do Maths & Sciences today. Haha nevermind, tomorrow! :D
Went for dinner with the whole family @ Downtown East (: Lemongrass Thai food! Yayness, had Ben & Jerry's for dessert. :D Walked around & went home. Was online since 9plus. Talked to Shu Hui like after 95873873926 years. Helped her friend Donna who is also my loyal fanz in her tagboard & stuff cos she got scammed but some eediots. Finally meeting her with Yifang on Tuesday to study (and shop a little, teehee) :D Stupid Shu Hui wanna take a cardboard with my name & my blog url on it & walk around her school. She thought of doing that as my birthday present. Sickening. Hahah I told her I want a Tiffany&Co.'s ring would do :D Hahaha which would cost her a bombbbb so no way. And she has decided to get me things that are red, only red, no ahlian-ish stuff. Haha yay thanks luv!
I miss my old hair. ):
Even Jvern likes my old hair. ): ): ):
Actually, my maid does know about my relationships. I told her like, 'You know auntie.. My friend's boyfriend & her yaddayadda'. I didn't tell her it's me of course, I wouldn't. I was just afraid she might tell mom about it which I kinda know she did before :/ But she did it out of good will. She wanted mom &I to be on better terms. Oh well!
"what are you doing?"Oh well (: How sweet is that huh! :D
"haha thinking of you."
"awww so sweet. is that true & did that came from the bottom of your heart?"
(CENSORED)
"yes haha it's true."
Everyone go AWWWWW (:
I think I do & I hope you do too.
Well well well, more studying tomorrow (: Might be meeting Anabelle for dinner & before that I'm gonna meet HVV seller for my purse! I'm damn excited. :D Okay gonna sleep now. Two more days to Mummy's & Grace's birthday. I am so going to die. I'm gonna surprise mom with a cake during dinner on Monday but I need to get her a gift. And Grace too!! Ah shats, I need to crack my brains, I wanna hand make something for her, she is too precious to me.
Donna, I know you'll be reading this. Ignore that passerby (: As long as you're happy, ignore whatever he/she said allright? Feel better soon! And don't just read! Hahah do comment okay, I don't bite! :D
Time check: 0248am. Goodnight everyone, I'll update tomorrow, hopefully with pictures :(
P/s: I think I.. like you. -blush [Edited: Sunday 0130pm] And now, do you think I should keep a distance from you? Or rather you should keep a distance for me so things would just stay as they are right now & go no further than that? Sigh ):[/Edited]
A long time ago, we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all.
If ever again, a greeting I send to you,
Short and sweet to the soul I intend.
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