Anon I have no idea about that though. You can download songs from Limewire, that is if you aren't afraid of getting caught :/ Hahah. Oh wait, actually you can download from imeem if you have iTunes. I can't download, I don't know why. Maybe you can try.
Graceyeoh Yeh what pretty friend YOU have :) Haha you admitted it yourself okay. I got the testi as provo! :D Hahah. I can't wait to see you sexyyyyyyyyyy
April I already did, haven't I? Xanga is meant to be sad I guess, it's my private what silly! Haha be glad you're the only person who reads it babes! Chin up sweetie!

I won't sleep a wink to prevent myself from dreaming of you




Current earworm: Jaci Velasquez's Imagine Me Without You
Click the green icon Play, & listen to the song. Fucking nice
It made me cry like fuck because I'm a loser.

I'm so tired now & I'm still doing my art & I have to off at 10pm 'cos Daddy's in a very, super bad mood. Thanks to Zel. And perhaps me. More of me. Nono more of Zel. Okay shut up you inner voice, it's me period.

6 free periods today :) Happiest. Miss Rai was absent so we did practical on our own. Damn funny la, the lab whatever person (I forget what's her name la!) is like the teacher of the day. She gave instructions what to do, how to do & stuff. Hahah. The guy teacher is damn funny la! His phone rang & he gave that 'Err.. is that my phone?' look before looking for his phone. SS was boring but we finally finished on the topic about HDBs & we did a little on comparison skills, gotta finish up by tmr. Fu laoshi kept looking at our group 'cos we kept talking despite the number of times we were told to shut up. Hahah she called us 'doh rae mi fa soh'! Damn funny, Sass imitated her & started laughing.

Cause baby girl's a queen.
Recess, then it was English. Guess who came in? Miss Chia. Which means, Miss June Tan isn't in school :D Read the newspaper & went off for the next class. Bio again, did nothing luh. I was trying to sleep but felt damn uncomfortable. Maths, one period flies just like that okay. I haven't even finish the enlargement question & she's like, 'Okay go to your next class.' I'm like huh so fast?! It's damn fast la. Maths is one of the lessons that I want time to go slower than the tortoise which is totally impossible. English again, did maths & Sudoku! :D I'm trying la okay I'm super slow in such things. :/ I get so fed-up with it but I didn't wanna give up so yeh.

After school, Qiaos accompanied me to the bus stop & waited for my bus to come. 161 came & she left, while I boarded the bus. Down to the Woodlands, then took a train to CCK. Met Shuhui! :D That girl's so nice to accompany me while I wait for Xav to be released for her break. We walked around Lot1 for more than 5 times. Maybe even 10. :/ But we talked a lot I guess. Haha! Bought pencils for Shyan &I! Finally 8B pencil is mineeeee hoho. 04030pm, met Xav while Shuhui went to meet her friends. She went to withdraw money & we went to have lunch at LJS :) The phone just beeped & I thought it was you. We kept poking fun at each other, teasing & all. She was fuming when I showed her my 2/20 chem test paper. She would've screamed if we weren't in public I guess. Haha thank god we were :P Don't worry, I'll pass my retest la okay. No more 'zinc & carbonate' :D Oh & I gave her one of my chicken! 'Cos I cannot finish. And she forced food into my mouth, asshole. And it's like carrots & corns la! Idiot. I still remember the awful taste, ew! Oh and my fries. She keep forcing me to finish my fries grrr.. Of course I didn't listen to her. :P _ is so cute, you just have to agree with it la ok. & I do not, & I did not stare at my phone with _'s photo on the screen on the way to meet you laaaaaaa. >:@ Come thinking about this afternoon again, it's funny & I guess I haven't seen Xav this happy in a long time? No, it's actually because I haven't seen her in 6 months. Tsk. She said I slimmed down leh :D Hahahahahahaha! Went to walk around, I went to withdraw money with her chanting at my ears, saying I'm so troublesome & everything. Waited for a cab, went home while she left for work again.

The uncle cheated my money la okay. He purposely drive super slowly. $17 worth of taxi fare. But I guess it's worth it. I found someone that I feel ample to distinct my heartfelt emotions to but I'm not ready. I'm still as afraid. Sigh.. Someone around me is flaky.


I'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. I haven't felt this lousy in such a long long long time. Or rather I have always been but I could hold on. Today, I guess I can't anymore. I feel so.. gosh pathetic la okay.

L♥, where are you? I need you to make me smile again laaaaaaaa ): ): ):

Lately I've been hoping you could stay with me
And I could hold you close to the end of time, yeah
Maybe someday we will grab some change and run away
But for now I'll learn to say goodbye

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