You're my sweetest downfall.

The above = Fatter days. Omgosh so fat please. I mean okay I'm fat now but those were the even fatter days. I just caught an ugly insect that flew past me, landed on the table & sadly, I had to kill it or I'll feel all uncomfortable. So I did, obviously. Goodbye ugly thing, rest in peace.


It's moving!
(NOT)

School is boring. I'm still so tired after sleeping so early, I don't get it, I really don't know why. Do I really need 12 fucking hours of sleep to be satisfied so I can concentrate better & I wouldn't feel tired at all? I slept at 11pm, woke up at 7am which is exactly 8 hours :( Why oh why do I still feel so lethargic?

Got to school at 0815am, met Bestaye & Qiaos. Flag-rising, sang hymns & went off for PE lessons. I was just sitting there, transferring my lit notes into the book. Mrs Wong asked us to write down what we ate for the past few days & I realised I only had breakfast for the past two days. Haha she asked why didn't I take lunch & dinner. Well, she was about to scream. Haha she looks like one of the the dance floor judges, I forget what's her name la. We did our English CT paper during SS period. Crap, I wrote crap. It was about a time when I got into trouble at school. One issue that I can relate to was the truancy three years back. So stupid, & it's obviously more than 500words 'cos on the first page it's already 411. I didn't have the time to finish counting luh.

Recess, ate Mee Soto [: So happy, I always wanted to eat that but the queue is so fucking long all the time & while queuing, you get really frustrated with all the people in there. So hot & stuffy! That's why I hate crowds. Oh & if there's someone with body odor or someone who just finished PE, you can just die la okay. Tsk. I got 2/20 for my Chem test. Xav is so going to kill me, she already screamed at me over text but it didn't sound so bad. I thought she was gonna call & scream her lungs out. Phew, thank goodness she didn't. I still can tell her I'm starting to love Chem. Eh I really am la okay but the things that I studied for didn't come out :/ Did practical, Qiaos & Sass left for heats after that. Lit was fun [: We spent a period on the text & a period on talking. We did one page & talked for awhile, that's Mrs Tan's way to keep us(& maybe herself? Haha) awake. I found out that different type of beverages that you like somewhat defines what kinda person are you. That's really cool, I thought. Hot, strong beverages are challenging, strong, determined being's favourite while light beverages are weak, less challenging, timid, shy being's favourite. But if you take strong coffee to keep you awake then it's another thing la. Hahaha

After school, it was pouring so heavily we couldn't leave the school at all. Bestaye called her mom several times until she agreed to come & fetch us which was already around 3plus. Thanks to her mom, if not we wouldn't be able to get to Compass Point at all! (: Shyan & I went to have lunch at the food court. Saw Michelle & gang :) Ate & stuff, they came over & updated each other about things & all. Went to Popular after we're done eating. Spent 45minutes in there, got brushes & a pen. Went to check Shyan's watch & none wanted to help, assholesssss. Went down to the basement & got Famous Amos cookies! :D I saw someone eating it & I had cravings so I bought it. Sat around outside 7Eleven, Shyan ate her ice cream & we left around 0530pm.

Dinner, 7pm show & ta-dah here :) I've got so much to do, seriously. I need to get the fucking video done by tmr so I can show Mrs Ong on Friday. I'm dead. Maths test tmr on Loci, I think. & that's after school so I'll rush home, finish up the damn video then I need to study for Friday's test. There's a chem re-test next Wednesday on the same paper. So dead so dead Glyn!


I thought I had you by my side all the time, you were my best side. Each time you get into a _, you change. Before you did this time, I wondered to myself, what kinda person are you gonna be this time round? I knew it was gonna be totally different from other _ but I knew there'd be a change in you. I hope I was wrong, I wished I was. But every thing's right before my eyes, it's a fact & I can't hide it. I wouldn't say that I don't know the you right now, I do know. Letting you know isn't gonna change the fact that you _ & you're changed person. You're not gonna do anything to it like how you have never for the umpteen times I allowed my heart out to speak. Hurt, you may ask if I have been. I guess this heart was broken too many times by you & your ways far too many times, now it's numb.

I'm just not gonna bother so much about you anymore & I'll divert my attention to someone else instead of you. So wave goodbye to my attention spent on you.

P/s: Qiaos, not that I don't see you in school but I miss you :) You know what I mean.

Gonna go read a little & sleep. Goodnight babes! (:

You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish she'd say.

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