Michelle I don't know. But whatever it is, the test has shown that it doesn't decompose. I'm gonna stop eating so much fast food. Ew gross.
oh Yknow what, I don't give a damn. Thanks for all that. If you're hoping that it'd affect me & bring me down, nope it doesn't. I strongly believe in Karma & whatever you're doing now, someone would do the same to you & that'd be revenge for me & a punishment from God because of what you did. Maybe you should watch out. No one told you to look at my pictures anyway (: My love shit is no concern of yours, get a life yes. Being a sec5 doesn't mean that I need to stop having emotions. & who said all that I'm talking about is about love? Prove, no? Shut up then. So you're sixteen.. & childish. Pity you for the latter. If you hate me, kindly never, ever click on my link or come to my blog again & click on the 'X' on the top right hand corner. Goodbye, thank you for adding on to my web counters. I'd love not to see you here again. :)
Ctee Ugh I've got something to ask you! Hahah. Nevermind I shall wait 'til I see you online again or something. Art is fun luh. Your Os wouldn't be like mine. They changed their syllabus already. Can do fashion design, I heard. Quite fun leh. Tsk damn unfair la, they change only after my year. Tskkkkkk
Jo Which means like, it stays as the way it is. Didn't change, just like a brand new packet of fries. Omg goosebumps. :/

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours.


I'm doing the Sec4/5 Level Camp video that would be played during Sec4/5 PTM (: Yayness. I wonder what song should I play. Mrs Ong suggested no hard core music, no loveydovey. What should I put then? I must put up something smoothing, something that the parents will like. Any suggestions! Comment okay (:

Nothing much yesterday. Miss Teh taught us how to make copies of our drawings (: We learned inequalities during Maths & it was hell. Quite tough though. We had Chinese mock test. Fu lao shi changed our places anyway. She want us all to sit according to index number until the whole class submits the workbook. -.- Skipped NYP's open house though, Sass didn't wanna go. I heard it was quite boring so I guess thank god we didn't go (: Went home immediately after school. Did half the video already (:

The arms of love are holding me like a silhouette, or a serenade

Today, school's very easy & comfy. It has been raining once in a while the whole day. :/ A very good weather for nice sleep though, teehee. Morning we had English for the first period. Miss Chew is damn.. funny sometimes. She gave us the worksheet, asked us to finish doing & all. When we finished, the last page is actually the answer -.- So much for trying! I mean, we learned something but the thing is, print the answer at the back behind for what fuck! Grrr.. After that was Maths. Ohhhh I got tons of correction to do for that inequalities work we did yesterday :/ PE was boring. Chinese was really damn funny. Last week we did this worksheet that has the question, "Who do you think of when you're lonely?". Tricia's answer was the best, 8/10 marks given to her. Fu laoshi read hers out & it was filled with emotions. (Well, rude she might be at times, but she loves her family a lot. She proved me wrong though.) Xiuwen's answer cracked everyone up. It made Tricia spit out all the water that she was drinking in her mouth on the floor which dirtied Shijing's bag. Hahaha! Well, this is her answer, 'When I am lonely, I talk to myself.' Even before Fu laoshi could finish the sentence, the class started laughing like crazy. Even Fu laoshi laughed too! Hahaha.

Recess, then it was CD period. 5B was so embarrassed. Omg but that's okay. Haha shan't talk about it. It's just.. we making our own decision on not wanting to sit according to 5B1 & 5b2 as told. l: We played this 'game' of concentration that allowed us to write down all things that would cause us not to do well in our Os. Eg., what is it about friends, family, school & yourself that would cause you not to do well in Os? Poor 4F have got 5 maths period all together at one shot. Pity them! Some of them gave really good feedback though. Really good ones. Hahah (: Like insufficient recess time, little variety of food, uncomfy uniform, too much time spent on discipline(I like this) & CCAs, the sudden change of teacher who uses different method to teach after getting so used to the previous teacher who taught the class for 3 years & etcetc.

After that was Maths. Mrs Ong told us about the quote she had in her room. I noticed that quite some time ago, it kinda hit me but I never really go think about it, how does it affect me & all. 'Sometimes when you lose, you win... Because that's when you find yourself.' Agree? Uh huh. Like what Mrs Ong says, when you lost a match, you're willing to work it out in a different situation. Then you'd be determined to challenge yourself & you gained experiences eg., how does failure feels like. And you'd definitely sacrifice time for training. Then by the next match comes, you win. Like wanting to mend a broken friendship. Sitting in the corner of your room, thinking about the good times you've shared, how much fun you both used to have, & say that you wanna mend this. But you ain't doing anything to it, how is it gonna be mended? It'll never be mended if you just sit there & hope that someone would hear your thoughts. It's not work out that way. You want something, you have to work on it. Just like in studies. Whether is it a major exams or not, if by just plain saying that you wanna work hard, do well, & archive your goal, it's not gonna happen. Not some kinda miracle that would happen without you working hard. The same thing goes to relationships. The exact same concept. When he/she left you, you thought you lost. But in fact, you won & you're the winner. You'd find yourself then, that's you (:

After Mrs Ong had her piece, the whole class became so quiet, so emotional. I gave that sentence a deep thought & I'm a winner (: After that, Mrs Ong gave us some free time on our own to do our work. She did student-profiling & it was my turn. I think after this talk we had, her impression of me kinda changed. Hahah. She asked who am I closest to at home, I told her my mom, & I'd tell mummy everything whether if I'm in the wrong or not, whether is it good or bad. I told her we used to converse less than 5 sentences a day, & I hated the family, my mom, my dad, my sister & recently, we got a lot closer. (She almost made me tear.) She asked what made me give them another chance to try again. Xav. (Nonono of course I didn't mention about her but I merely told her what she taught me & all :)) And she said, 'Glynis, you grew up. You were so different now than the little bubbly girl I first saw you at the interchange two years back.' :) Aww thanks! So she asked directly if I have then tendency to cut. I told her the truth, I said I used to but not anymore & she asked why. I told her that I find it kinda stupid, wanting to end your life over such a small matter. I have a long life to live, I have a lot of things undone, there are things that I wanna do before I die. I wanna have my own family, I wanna have a career, my children, my lover by my bedside when I'm about to go up to Heaven. That I have a dream to fulfill, that I wanna see myself succeed in whatever I do. She smiled, nodding her head & asked what kinda dreams do I have in mind. I told her that I wanna be a deejay, that I wanna be a designer as well. So she said that I can be a part time deejay & be a designer as well. A career cum interests :) She also said that she is very amazed, very surprised to know that someone in this class has a dream of her own & she's very proud of me. I told her that she was the one who encouraged me to study hard, who kinda made a impact on me & my studies. It was when she took over our class two years ago, I realised I really needed to change & mend my mistakes. Mrs Ong isn't like other teachers, she encourage us & she have this mindset that 5B's gonna do well, we're gonna be the top class, we're gonna do the school & the name of the class 5B`07 proud. Other teacher doesn't have such high hopes on us but Mrs Ong does. I told Mrs Ong that I always sing praises about her to mummy & mummy's interested to know who is she. & Mrs Ong was like 'Really? Don't make me touched for nothing leh. Really or not! Glynis you know you can do well without a tutor. You don't exactly need one like others, I think you'd do just fine on your own just that you need guidance.' :) She asked if I liked this class, I said yes. So did she (: We're a bunch of crazy, fun-loving, nonsensical, noisy people!

Actually I told her a lot about me :) I was pathetic but put up a happy front in the past. But now, I'm truly happy, inside out. :) After school, Qiaos, Shyan & I went over to Rivervale Mall for lunch at Long John's. Left at around 3pm, Shyan went for training, Qiaos went home. I cabbed back home. Showered, online, dinner, teevee + homework & tadahhhh here online again.

I love you Wong Lye Yee! She's the savior man. She just helped me activate my PhotoshopCS2 :) I tried so hard but couldn't. Thanks a lot Ly. When I see you, my treat okay! :D
I want this! (:

So pretty. I know Quek has it. Grrr. I'm gonna snatch it from her when she comes back to Sg.. mm next year :( Nevermind I shall do well in my CT & ask Daddy to get it for muaaaaaa. Hahah.
I'm watching The Truth About Jane on YouTube now. Super slowwww :( Woah long entry. :/ Sorry about that yeh. I've got a lot more to rant. But definitely not in here. In my Xanga. I don't like the username though so I think I'll change the username soon. I'll use the ugly one for the time being.

Two texts from you & that's the end. Sometimes you really make me feel like trash.
And you too. Dya know that I miss you?

I'm tired & I think I'll go sleep early tonight. Maybe I would. :/ Meeting Qiaos & Shyan tmr. Kino, hair cut & Muji (:

Goodnight all!(:
I love you B, goodnight.

You taught me many things,
Like how it feels to miss someone so bad
It feels like a part of you is missing.
I can tell you one thing,
Now that you have gone, I never will forget you.
You left your mark.

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