♥ Tearstained letters.

Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gonna come too soon

2007-12-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

2008 is at the door. At 11:59, it knocks. When the clock strikes 12 at midnight, it opens the door & come in. When I see 2008, I'm gonna say: please be a better year, I've suffered enough for the past 365 days.

Hhheartbreakhotel, I hate this so let's make it quick. I don't like goodbyes, definitely not goodbyes with you. You've been fabulous, there all the time I needed a place to rant. You kept my secrets safe with you, not something that all of us can do. Fret not, Theklassiquecrime would be just good as the way you are(I hope). You live in my heart, always.

Never liked goodbyes.

(Moved)
Relink when you're not so lazy :)

It's the last thing I need, but I still carry you in my heart

2007-12-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Because every day's so cold but you know how that goes.

Boring Sunday. Woke up at 8am because I fucking stained the bed with my blood. It was the time of month :( I can't wait for it to be over so I can be carefree. Contradicts with the brand of sanitary pad called Carefree. Sorry, just ignore me. I slept at 3am & woke up 8am. That would probably explain to you why I do not make sense here.

Went Ikea in the morning to have breakfast. Yummeh Swedish meatballs with spag & cheesecake as dessert :) Walked around, bought some stuff and went home. Spent the whole day at home 'til dinner. Dinner sucked today. I chose to eat the wrong food -pui

A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam was having trouble with one of her students the teacher asked,"Boy, what is your problem?"

Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"

Ms. Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the principal's office. While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.

Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36".

And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms. Neelam and tells her, "I think Boy can go to the third-grade."

Ms. Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I ask him ?" The principal and the boy both agreed.

Ms. Neelam: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"
Boy: (pause) "Legs."
Ms. Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms. Neelam: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"
Boy: "Coconut"
Ms. Neelam: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy was taking charge.

Boy: "Bubblegum"
Ms. Neelam: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?"

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...

Boy: "Shake hands"
Ms. Neelam: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?"
Boy: "Yep."
Ms. Neelam: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do."
Boy: "Tent"
Ms. Neelam: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first."

The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.

Boy: "Wedding Ring"
Ms. Neelam: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good."
Boy: "Nose"
Ms. Neelam: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver."
Boy: "Arrow"
Ms. Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?"
Boy: "Firetruck"
Ms. Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you don't get it you have to use your hand?"
Boy: "Fork"
Ms. Neelam: "What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?"
Boy: "Surname"
Ms. Neelam: "What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?"
Boy: "Heart."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy to the University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"

Watching The Noose on Ch5 right now while doing up my online shop(teehee). Gurmit Singh is so full of nonsense & comical. He's the person to look for when you need to laugh & feel happy. Two more days to 2008 & I'm so not looking forward to it. I'm not ready for another year. I'm not done with the new blog's layout at all, not ready to start working like mad for money :( Not ready to give up all my play & shopping time for work, not ready to travel early in the morning everyday at 8-fucking-am, not ready to ditch hhheartbreakhotel :(

I've found that I'm bound to regret, forget & screw up everything♥

But they say, a new year means a new beginning. I don't know, I don't really like new beginnings though. I'm afraid of what might happen next year.. Like what B said, I shouldn't take all these so seriously. It might happen to some of us but not all. Oh well! I'm going to go work on the shop now. Goodnight (:

Lie to me tonight
Say it's gonna be alright
It's not gonna be alright
We used to sleep like a grave

The closer I get to feeling, the further that I'm feeling from alright

2007-12-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

But I really wish that I could forget the way you are.

Happy seventh, B♥

You took my heart away when my whole world was gray.
You gave me everything & a little bit more.
And when it's cold at night & you sleep by my side,
You become the meaning of my life.

Micheal Learns to Rock's You Took My Heart Away

I thought we wouldn't be able to pass through six months but who knew, we celebrated our seventh today :) The whole of November and December was a test for us. But I'm really glad we managed to pull through it. We had our first Christmas together & now, we'll welcome the arrival of 2008 as well! 2008 is going to be a good year for us, right? :) Thanks for being a part of my life B. No vocabulary could explain how happy I am today :) Thanks for the Polaroid, yknow I've been waiting for this & I really love it! And also, thanks for the Mango wallet! Teehee it's shimmery & red :) My fav! I hope you like the cute Little Miss boxers I got you [: Thanks for the yummilicious dinner, great company & the ride home.

I don't want to lose you
And I can't help myself,
I love you
And nobody else will do.

I had a really awfully hectic day. But all in all, it was fun with B around :) Some shit happened in the morning. I'm sorry BBFAE :( My bad, I'll treat you the next time I see you ok? Rushed to B's place, stayed for a little while & went off to town. I had to run some errands so we were like rushing here & there. Met a seller & buyer. B & I were so hungry 'cos we skipped lunch to get things done before we go for 'mummum'. Walked around Wisma & B got me a Mango wallet [: Lovely, it's with her right now 'cos before I left the house, mom warned me not to buy anything. Haha, she thinks I'm overspending far too much :/ Walked to Topshop & I got B two girl boxer! Heh, a Little Miss Sunshine one & another Little Miss Trouble :) B was supposed to send me pictures of it but it's not here yet :/

We went to PS, to get the Samsung shop for her aunt. Walked around & went home after buying some chocolates from The Cocoa Trees. We went to the park after alighting. It was still very early so we just camwhored around there. Went home at around 10plus.

That's all for the day :) There's more pictures but I'll upload them into Facebook once I have the time to. I need to purchase 600 film for my lovely Polaroid! I'm so excited.

I'll be your everything, if that's what it what it takes to be me♥

Few more minutes into 30th :( I hate to see 2007 go but on the other hand, I can't wait for it to go. 2007 was such a bad year for me. I hope 2008 would be a better year. Unfortunately, from what I heard from Mom, no it's not gonna be a better year. Oh well, I shan't believe too much into it. Shall hit the sacks, goodnight loves!

We kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's half-way mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light.

I'm all you've ever wanted, what all the other boys all promised

2007-12-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

I need to find the stars, but the sky’s hiding them.

So.. I went out with Merlene & Zel today. We caught the movie Alvin and the Chipmunks :)

Simon, Alvin & Theodore!!

I love Theodore. He's so adorable, omg. Seriously, guys, if you're in need of something to be happy about, Alvin and the Chipmunks would make you very happy. Theodore is so cute. I wanna watch it again!

Here's the official soundtrack of the movie!

If you want the songs, comment/mail me! I'll sendspace them to you :)

M: Yknow what they say about girls with big feet huh?
G: Oh, what?
M: They wear big shoe.
G: -.-

Merlene got the gorgeous headband that Lindsay Lohan wore it on one of the occasions. I love it but when I saw the price of it at Accessorize, I almost fainted. Merlene got it at $0.80 & she smartly bought one. ONE!? Annoying fact #1.

Bought a pair of shoes! Teehee I found the Chanel flats I wanted. So gorgeous :) I don't know how much does it costs though. If I can't get the price, I'd probably get the inspired one. Bought a ring from Topshop. Bought earstuds & a star-studded necklace. Oo blink blink! Haha. I can't find the M(phosis flats I wanted :( They only have got my size in Bugis which is so annoying! Annoying fact #2!

You'll never know that I was the one♥

Fruitful day :) Enjoyed myself! Merlene is so full of shit, really. She gave me $50 for some reasons. I felt so bad :/ I thought of returning it to her but she kept saying it's okay & told me to spend it wisely. I don't mind going out with her again, it's really fun. Zel was being a spoilsport. She was bored 'cos we kept shopping for our items but not hers. Bleh :P and to kill boredom, she took out her PSP to play. Murder her NOW. And she pulled a long face that hits the floor & when she walks, she'd kick her own face 'cos it's too long to be true.

Our friends speak out in our defense.
Pay ten deaf ears for two months rent.
We burn their gallows they erect,
and cut the nooses they tie for our necks.

Looking as innocent as possible to get to you

2007-12-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Our love is legal tender, for your kind to pass around.

Today's trip to M'sia was really rush :( Didn't get to buy much. We did more of groceries shopping instead. Mom said we'd go in again just the four of us. That is if I can apply leave when I start work :/ Oh well.

Dad picked us, then went to pick Aunt Alice & met mom outside her office. Had lunch at this chicken rice store. Not nice :( but we were so hungry, we just finished everything. Hahah! Met Godpa, Godma & Merlene in Jusco. Bought donuts from Dunkin' Donuts. They've got different flavours! :D Like cinnamon! My favvvv. And M'sia still got the coffee bun that was so hot in town but now it's so-yesterday here! It was fab, really. I love it. Drove to Giant after that. I thought we can buy DVDs but noooo :( Oh well.

We bought Mac's & ate in the car while dad drove us back to Sg. Went to Yishun to get some cake for Aunt Alice first then we sent her home. Zetaime is so cuteeeeeeeee! :D Had dinner & went home. Meeting Merlene for Alvin & The Chipmunks tomorrow!

I'm tasting nothing but four words: please don't leave me♥

I'm starting work on 2nd Jan which is coming Wednesday. I'm excited, terrified & overjoyed. Excited because I'm starting work & I'm gonna learn new things! Terrified 'cos I don't know who my boss is. I only know she's a Ch5 actress who used to act in Growing Up. Her house is mega omg big! I'm scared I'd be late, I have no time management & no sense of urgency! :( I'm overjoyed for the monehhh I'll be seeing in my bank after a month :) Can't wait. I will update when I start work. I guess I'll stay in Blogger for 2008 :)

Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?

And I hope you believe me when I say I'm trying

2007-12-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

Maybe she was hiding because she wanted to be found.

Christmas is over. 6 more days to 2008! A new year brings a whole new life ahead. I wonder what's installed for me in 2008. I don't wanna be negative. Let's just out it this way: 2008 is going to be better than 2007 :)

Self-denial? Whatever.

Anyway, I had lunch with Laojie & Shufen at Taka's Coffee Club. It was really nice catching up with them, especially Shufen. I don't know when I'd see her again :/ After lunch, we walked over to The Link 'cos Laojie wanted to buy something from alldressedup. She got a top & we walked back to Taka. Bought some stuff & walked over to Wisma. Topshop was having crazy sales up to 60% for F3 members! Yours truly is one ;) I bought accessories. I was lazy to queue to try the clothes, haha. Shufen got a bit as well, Laojie got two rolls of Hollywood tape. After that, we all separated.

Met B at Kino. Told her about the Topshop sale, she insisted on going. So we walked to Wisma. They didn't have the size + design she wanted so I suggested that we take a bus over to Raffles City. Took a bus over only to realise that Raffles City's outlet isn't having sales! Haha 'cos they're a new outlet, all new stuff, no old stuff so no sales. Whatever, B still got the shirt she wanted while I got more earrings!

I've been really crazy over accessories ever since I got back from Bangkok. I don't know why. It's fun though, heh :)

We walked around town aimlessly. Had dinner at Mac's. B got me a Polaroid One Step 600 for Christmas! :D Teeheehee I am one very happy girl! Pictures will do the talking :)

She's full of expression, seriously.

Ways to eat a burger?

I was cleaning the Polaroid.

My version, haha!

Baby thanks for the Polaroid! *blowwwwws kisses!

I hate that you're leaving with so much unsaid♥

The best Christmas present ever? The bond with my family. I don't know what got me so close to them all of a sudden. I'd give up going out with B & stay home to accompany them. Oh well, I supposed that's a really good sign. Heading to M'sia tomorrow in the afternoon for more shopping ;)

But you are what you love
And not what loves you back
That's why I'm here on your doorstep
Pleading for you to take me back

Lose our troubles because after all, it's Christmas time

2007-12-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

Boring Christmas :( I thought Christmas was gonna be eventful but guess what? Mom destroyed my plans. She woke Zel &I up just to have lunch & help her finish cleaning up the room. Basically, it isn't about the room. It's my bursting closet. It was extended to the living hall. Yeh seriously, what the heck is that huh? The new clothes I've gotten from Bangkok does not have enough storage space & hangers to hang them. And if you don't know, my mom is choosy & very organised. My hangers are all either blue, black or transparent. She kept chanting: Stop buying clothes, time to clear those old ones. No more hanger for your clothes ah! Solution 1: Buy more hangers. But the thing is, we can't find the exact same hangers in stores anymore. It's really annoying, is it not? :(

We rummaged through the closet and found Zel's dresses & my skirts that we do not want anymore. Mom suggested that we should sell it online. So I spent the afternoon taking pictures & measurements. After that, we went to have dindin with aunts + uncles + Laojie.

Have fun guys :) I hope Santa is being nice to you this year!

'Cause there were Christmases when you were mine

2007-12-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

Why wait any longer for the world to begin?

Happy birthday Jermaine, my little punk rocker!

I love you so much, you make my darker days brighter. You're a year older with a little baby sister to take care of, you gotta be a big jiejie now! Can't wait to see you :) Luvvvv

Dear friend,

I really want to tell you what's going on in my life. I want to tell you about the boy from school who I really like, but can't go out with because he has a girlfriend. You know, the one who seems like a bad boy on the outside but is really a sweetheart. I want to tell you about the cute boy who used to like me. The one I didn't even look twice at because if he was interested in me I knew there was something wrong in his head. I don't think he likes me anymore anyway now that he's gotten to know me. That's how it always goes with me. I want to have sleep overs on the weekends and get drunk and go see movies and go shopping with you. I want to walk around each other's neighborhoods at three in the morning and stay up to watch sunrises while we talk about the lust which ruined our weekends and the love which ruined our lives. I want people to talk about us like we're joined at the hip, combine our names into one with nospacesinbetween. I want a lot of things I can't have, but more than anything in the world I want you to be my best friend. That's never going to happen. People like me don't have best friends. You can't trust me, and I won't let you. I won't get close to you because I'm afraid of losing you. I'll protect you from me and protect me from myself by avoiding confrontation, which will lead us to a falling out, inevitably. I will keep secrets from you and tell your secrets to people you hate in order to push you away. I'll do anything to keep myself from getting attached to you because I've been there before and I don't want to go back to being dependent on anyone. But I'd do anything to change. I wish I was the type of person who knew how to make friends and keep them. I wish I had the ability to have you or anyone for that matter as my best friend. I don't and I know this. So please don't underestimate my power to destroy what we have. The destruction of relationships is my trademark move. I want to tell you everything, but I never will.

I miss you..

Boring Christmas eve got me doing this.

I shopped so much online, oh shit. I ought to be shot, seriously. I passed by theminidelights.lj that sells really cute handmade earstuds (click?). They are made of jumping clay, thus the light weight! Super cute okay. I like the strawberry & donuts one :) so cute!

Dinner with the family was fab, at my favourite coffee shop :) Cereal prawns is lurvvvve!

Soon, I'll be leaving you, but you won't be leaving me♥

An hour & 34 minutes to Christmas, who's excited?! I'm not :/ I just thought Christmas would be spent with the person I love but rahhhh no! :( shan't talk about it, really makes me boil. To make it worse, B & I have been really rocky these days :/ Bedtime, goodnight!

I take it slow because I have time
Back to the days when you were mine
Back to this faulty relationship
Back to the days when we both fit

I could make everyone about you, but what about me?

2007-12-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Love is a verb, here in my room.

Five days in Bangkok was spent beautifully with the family. Shopping was fruitful :) All those $5 dresses we got was so worthy though we shopped 'til we had to get Counterpain to rub on our feets. What made it more worthwhile was the ones who went with me; Mom, Dad & Zel. Maybe not so much of Zel (taha, bleah we argued so much k), more of the two old folks. Awfully great parents cum lifetime atms slash wallets ;)

First Day?
We arrived at Bangkok at around 5pm. Dad called for the hotel limousine which caused us 1500฿ which is about S$60. When Dad mentioned limousine, I was stupid enough to think that it would be that kinda limousine. But who knew? It was just a Merz cab! :( Sitting in there was really cozy & comfortable. I always liked sitting in Merz cab. When we got to out hotel, Mom needed to get some toiletries so we walked to MBK’s Watson while Dad does the checking-in of hotel. I bought a graphic top at a nearby shop after that :D I remember Sass telling me that “that kinda shirt is very you”. After we got everything done, we had dinner at CiTi BiSTRO. I had fried rice, Mom & Dad shared a plate of Thai fried noodles while Zel had club sandwich. Four of us shared two bowls of Tom Yam Goong (Tom Yam soup!). It was helluva spicy but tasty for sure. I wanted Apple Martini but ugh I was too full for it. After dinner, we went up to the room. The first step into the room was WOW. I didn’t know we were staying in a executive suite! It was fabulous. I bounced on the bed & went on to check out how the whole suite was like.

While waiting to be checked in..

uSqueez @ airport.. We went with two luggages.

The sexy suite's living room & kitchen.

The living room & the other size of kitchen.

Bedroom & view from our room.

The Christmas tree that I like & at night before bed, Zel, me & Mom.

Second day?
The next day, we had light breakfast at the club lounge. Shopping was next :D We took a BTS down to Chit Lom station & walked to the temple. After praying, we walked to Central World (which was formerly known as World Trade Center). I wanted a pair of red pumps from Baby Love but it was too expensive :( S$80! We didn’t buy much & went off to our next stop, Platinum Fashion Mall! We bought so much! Omg, dad had a bagpack with him and it was so fat. He left it on the floor while choosing clothes so I sat there & tried to carry. I couldn't stand up with the weight of the bag on me! It's waaaay too heavy. Spent the whole day there :)

At Central World's Zen.

I want to bring that home but Dad said Pooh would need another air ticket :(

At Platinum.

I do silly things when no one's watching ;)

Third day?
It's like a lingerie day. I bought 3 cutsie sets of lingerie :) We spent the entire day at Emporium. I bought some stationaries too. My favourite :) Had lunch at the food court. Omg itz dah bombxxx. I heard there's Heads or Tails at CK Tangs, I'm so excited. I have to check it out. Had dinner at a distant relative's restaurant & they speak Teochew. Phew, thank God they could understand what I was saying. It was really like a test okay! Hahaha. Cabbed back to our hotel & went to walk around at MBK until it closed.

In BTS. Mom & my very act-cool SuperDad -.- and a monkey who wore shades & carried a PPG bag.

Two of the three tops I bought from Zara :)
Lookin fucking fat, ~~cchheeeebbyyee~~.

Forth day?

Woke up extra early to go Baiyoke Sky. The weather is a killaz. Fucking 38 degrees, burning hot! Bought 4 boyfriend shirts there, two skinny belts & I cannot remember what else. Walked out & realised it's just in front of Platinum Mall! We walked by the overhead bridge & realised we didn't actually walked that area yet. Bought more clothes, omg haha! After an hour or two, mom suggested that we drop by the tailor's to get daddy's shirt & pants before we forget to collect & fly back home, and after that we'd go Central Chit Lom for lunch & more shopping. So we did. FoodLoft was so crowded. But I like the place. I had so much food to choose from, I really don't know what to eat so I had pizza :) Yumyum! Didn't bought much at Central. Just lingerie again :) Heh I bought like, 6 sets this trip!

Dad & I walked over to the lucky draw counter..
Lady at the counter: Sorry sir, you can't redeem because you only spent ฿994 on participating stores. You have to spend ฿1000 to redeem.
Dad: Ohhh.. Okay we'll go buy more. Thanks!
(When we walk away..)
Dad: Stupid, man! Not participating stores.. Don't want to participate ask them to FO la!
Me: (I was thinking what's FO. When I realised it meant Fuck Off, I burst into laughters)

Went back at around 6plus. Zel wanted to go swimming while mom & I had to pack the luggage. Mom was telling me about the bra cup size & all, it was damn funny! Too much of adult content, not for you little kiddos ;) HAHA. After they got back from the pool, we went to the Japanese restaurant at MBK to have dinner. Fucking cheap Jap food & goooooood yummilicious food!

Fifth day?
One of the saddest & worst day. We rushed like fuck to get everything we wanted from MBK. What made it worse was we didn't have enough cash. Dad was afraid we might not enough money for cab fare & such. So mom said we have to look front and not side 'cos if we do, and we spot something, we'd just buybuybuy. Super broke! Haha. Managed to buy what B's mom wanted though. So I'm pretty happy. Dad got us a limousine to get us to the airport as most cabs can't fit our luggage :( Arrived back in Sg at 8pm, got home, unpacked, talked t B & slept.

Today?
Spent time at Aunt's place. Celebrated Jermaine's birthday & Christmas together. Had a feast! Great food man. Everyone was here :) It's good to see everyone again. We exchanged gifts through some lucky draw, haha. Fun shit we do every year! Pictures with my aunt, I'll get her to send me.

I want to let go and know that I'll be alright♥

Christmas is coming, I cannot wait :) At the same time, I'm dreading it as well. I know I wouldn't be spending it with B :( and I haven't gotten everyone's present yettttttt! Ugh, I haven't seen the girls in the longest time :( Miss them so much. I'm dead beat, I shall go to bed. Nightnight :)

Bones sinking like stones
All that we've fought for
Homes, places we've grown
All of us are done for

I can't build real love out of paper cuts & plastic

2007-12-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

With my lover, she's counting the diamonds on rings.

From tomorrow onwards, I shall be home before 7pm. Why? Kinship II is back in action on Ch8 on weeknights 7pm! I cannot miss it. I watched some scenes & I think, this series is gonna be really exciting! Full of suspense, I cannot wait for the show to start tomorrow. I shall head out early & be home by 7pm.

Finished all research on Thursday! The uncle working at the photocopy room asked B when she went to get some stuff printed why I didn't come today. Haha even the uncle also can remember us! After we're done, B needed to get her aunt's mp3 repaired at some Samsung shop in Funan IT Mall. We walked over & realised that there isn't any Samsung repair shop there, it's located at Toh Guan Road. So I tried called Samsung while B called to ask her aunt where's Toh Guan Road. Samsung was closed for the day while her aunt said she'd get it repair on her own. After that, B & I walked to The Central at Clarke Quay to take 190 to Taka. Si Qi (B's sister) told us Mango's having sales & BeBe as well. I was eager to look for the Mango wallet I wanted. Managed to squeeze into the crowd but ugh :( No wallet for me! Damn sad, I've been searching for it! I really like Mango's long wallets because it has got quite a few compartments & can store iPod, phone & all the necessary stuff. After that, we went to the food court. Got prata sausage from GoGo & tako pachi ♥ Ate, sat around & talked. Sat 'til around 8plus. Walked to the train station, took a train home.

Met up with Sassy on Friday for shopping & some catching up :) It was good to see her. We went Bugis to have lunch at Burger King. We just had fries & onion rings. After lunch, we sat around to talk as we were too full to move! Haha after about half an hour, we walked around at Bugis Street. We were trying to look for the bucket bag that Sarah wanted but no avail :( I'm trying to look out for the bag online. After that, we went to take a train down to Orchard. While walking, some modeling agency girl came up to me & started to blah blah blah. I gave her my number anyway. Let them ring me, book an appointment & I won't go for it. Actually, by giving her my number, I'm helping her! Haha 'cos her job is pretty tough? You've to get a certain amount of phone numbers of girls whom can be the new faces of the agency. Belly stupid. If the number is invalid, it is not counted. Belly belly stupid. And you just earn that few bucks. Seriously.

Walked to Far East. Walked around and stuff. Sass decided to buy a pair of heels 'cos the heels that she wore was killing her feet. She got herself a pair of gorgeous vintage-looking brown pointed heels. She looks cute in them! I wanted to get a pair 'cos Mondo was on sales. But none of the heels caught my eye :(

G: (tries on the black pumps)
G: (silently) Wahhhhhh..
S: Oh oh oh yeh oh yeh, black bitch!
G: (removes the heel from my feet) Oh thanks!

Just because I was wearing almost all black that day. Hahaha!

And wearing stockings actually invited a lot of unwanted stares that I dislike.

I had to go off early (Sorry Sassy, I love you okay I'll see you on the 26th when Yj isn't around!) 'cos Dad wanted to take us out to have dinner with Auntie as a farewell dinner as Auntie was going home for vacation for 4-5 weeks. Took a train to Woodlands & met them at the Indonesian restaurant which I forget what was the name. Great food ♥ A pity my phone ran out of battery & I totally forgotten the existence of my camera.

We went to walk around to let our tummy digest. Mom got herself a pair of demin blue skinnys, she was overjoyed. Met Aunt Ferline & Uncle Chris there. They were shopping for Christmas gifts for colleagues. We went off on our own after awhile. I wanted to get a pair of heels from Mondo but mom just refused to talk to me! Annoying. Went home at around 8plus. Got home, showered & watched tv :)

On Saturday, I met up with B in the late noon to shop for Shirlyna's birthday present. We had Yoshinoya for lunch before we went shopping around. I saw a lady with really nice permed hair. When I took a closer look at her, she was my primary school form teacher of two years. I had the urge to go up to her & ask if she was so&so but ugh :( She w We couldn't decide which design of graphic tee in Dorothy Perkins to get her so I suggested that we go over to Topshop at Marina Square to take a look before making our final decision. Took a bus over & walked to Topshop.

In the end, we decided to buy her this :)
It's newly launched in Topshop & I really like it as well :) Very nice design!

After that, B went to meet Neha while I walked over to Pan Pacific Hotel to meet my family. Saw Luo Zhi Xiang with his dancers & bodyguards! He looks very arrogant :/ Godma Sue was like %&@$^@# Merlene came dressing like an angel with the wings! Haha really cute :) Had advance Christmas dinner with the whole family at Brunch!

And photos of what I wore that day :)

Stayed there 'til around 10plus.

Spent a lovely Sunday at Aunt's place, babysitting Jenae! Haha I coaxed her to sleep twice in the day. She's so cute. She wants us to play with her. When we play with her, she will laugh with her mouth wide open! So cute. I only got one photo of her sadly :(

Look at her mittens! So cute :)

Today, sent Zel to tuition with B. After that, took 21 to Tampines to meet a seller! Got my white demin skirt :) yay! Something to strike off the Christmas wishlist! Had lunch at LJS. Gave B Maths tuition! Like finally. Managed to teach her simple interest & compound interest! Yay! Happy for B ♥

At around 4pm, we didn't have much to do, nowhere to go so we decided to go home. It was raining quite heavily but thank God, B brought her umbrella along. Took 27 back home :) I got home, showered & cleared my cupboard! I rummaged through my two (BIG!) boxes of letters & saw a few super liianxz~ ones, haha! Oh well, those were the dazeeeeeeeeee

Laojie just texted me. Something to be overjoyed about? I've got a job! :D Starting 2nd Jan :) High pay, nice work place & (hopefully) nice people to work with! One thing is.. I'd be alone :/ Oh well, at least I can learn to be independent! :D

I'm bare boned & crazy for you♥

On a lighter note, my Popcam is working! Thanks to Audrey :) She scanned her instruction sheet for me as I didn't have mine. So happy! Oh yeh & I'm leaving for Bangkok (yes once again!) tomorrow evening! But I'll still be able to blog (I think? If I can figure out how to connect to the net over there at the hotel) & post up pictures! I will try to alright. Zel is like a fucking bee at my ear, annoying bitch. I've lots to do tomorrow. I have to put in songs for my iPod, try to figure the problem ('cos I couldn't play it this afternoon), repaint my nails, check my luggage if I've packed enough clothes! :D Yay, goodnight y'all :)

I saw you with your make-up running down.
Now what's that all about?
You say you don't want anyone around
'Cause you're all cleaned out.

Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these

2007-12-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

You would die to forget, but I will live to remind you.

Work was fab yesterday :)
We found about 11 articles in total! The best day everrrrrrrr. At around 4plus, we got chased out of the room because we were the ones who used for the longest period of time. Suckersss. We went to sit around and talk 'til about 5plus & went home. I love home-cooked food.

I went for dental this morning :) The dentist is a very nice person, eh! :D No pain at all, lovely. Work isn't that productive today but we found about 3 articles. After we finished 16 tapes, we went to the laptop corner to surf net. B told me stories about her ex schoolmates. Ohmy, daring bunch! After that, we took a bus down to Plaza Sing. Grabbed a bite, took a train & went home.

It's 12th today. Aunt Edna's going home on the 15th. I'm pretty upset about it but on a lighter note, she is coming back on the 18th of Jan. A month without her :/ I'd miss her.

I don't know what to blog about, blehblehblehbleh.

Okay maybe it's time for some secrets ;)

10 for today :)
Exclusive eh, haha!

I'm watching Ch8's 7pm show Lao Po Da Ren/Just Love on DVD now. I hate Yoyo :( she's the goddamn spoiler of everything. She destroyed Guo Guang & Xi Min's marriage which made the couple so miserable. I'm damn annoyed now. Yoyo is such a bitch, ugh! Okay, I shouldn't get so affected by a show :/

Your place is still at the heart of my everything♥

It's work again tomorrow. I want black stockings :( Momma say she have it but in the end, she found out that it's leggings :( Mom told me to get it at Metro tomorrow. But I want to wear it tomorrow!! Tskkkk. B's coming over tomorrow! Okay, I'll watch a bit more & go off to bed. Nightnight, lovelies :)

Sometimes I wonder why,
I'm so full of these endless rhymes
About the way I feel inside
I wish I could just get it right

I wanna run, but only far enough for you to miss me

2007-12-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

As long as we walk hand in hand, baby they can't touch us.

Sunday 091207
Cabbed over to B's place in the morning. Spent half the day there. Transferred the game Crazy Taxi to her :D We had lunch at her place. Her aunt/mom cooked! Fab home-cooked food :) Cabbed home at around 4pm. It was raining very heavily. Got home, watched Ch8 7pm show on DVD! Mom got it for me from Sally. Yay! It's a very funny show, a little touching at the same time. Worth watching! Dad ordered pizza & my fav spicy drumlets for dinner! Chatted about various things at the dining table with Mom. Watched the star awards in mom's room. Dad was so preoccupied with my laptop for the whole night -.-

Well todayyyyyy, I went to the library & did no shit. Why? Because all the library microfilm reader has been used up! :( So B & I spent time using the net (which we had to pay. Damn stupid, I have free net access at home but I choose to use it at the library). Checked B's facebook which is filled with tons of requests! Haha same goes to mine la huh. I'm checking it now.

Walked to Raffles City. Sat around at Burger King 'til around 6plus. Went off after that. Took train back home. I finally got a choice to have dinner at home :D

I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve♥

It's been raining non-stop these days. It makes me dread going out :/ Even to shop! I need to think of a new url for my blog. I plan to move. I don't know if I should stay in Blogspot or should I move to Livejournal instead. If I move to Livejournal, I won't be doing so much of blogging & such. I don't know. I'll probably do up a poll for this. I'll go watch tv for now & talk to Amanda in the meantime. Goodnight!

I will stay if you let me stay,
And I will go if you let go;
But I won't go far away,
Because you're my only home.

Love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme

2007-12-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

I cheated myself out of a life worth leading.

Okay I am so drained.

Dad drove me to Plaza Sing & I met B there. B was late for fifteen minutes! I really hate being late & being the one waiting :/ Took bus down to the library. Did work. Omg, we're into year 2005 already!! 2 more years to go & we're done with this goddamn research!! :D

Around 1pm, we went off. Took 111 to Suntec City & walked to Millenia Walk. Had lunch at Burger King. We were freezing cold there 'cos there's very little people in the restaurant. So we went to walk around. I wanted to buy the join-the-dot book from the book fair but B don't allow :( she said I'm such a big girl already & yet I still wanna play this. Tsk!

At around 3pm, we went to stand around the stage area. I was really very lethargic but I wanted to support Amanda for the Millenia Walk Most Hip Christmas Party Outfit so B & I decided to stay instead. I'll let photos do the talking, ok?

(I apologise for the bad photos. I know in some photos, you can see camera lens, someone's hair, fingers/hands. I was trying very hard to get a good position but failed :/)

The hosts: Bryan Wong & Kym Ng

Contestant 1: The little angel is so adorable!

Contestant 2: Amanda & her partner Zhiwei's!
Model is dearest Cherre Eng (Thanks babe!)

Contestant 3: 150
Why the name? You ask. Look at the next photo.

Because 3 of the designers are 150cm :)

Contestant 4: Ang-moh model.
B says: Sure win lor.
I say: Damn unfair.

The male model is pretty hunksome :)

Contestant 5: They are their own outfits' designers. Their clothes are from their closet & from there, they manipulated them a little more by adding more stuff :)

Contestant 6: Team Glamorous.
I only got the photo of this outfit but not the other.

I like the one on the left more.

Contestant 7: Love the peacock blue combi with b&w checks.

'Cept the one on the right, the rest are the designers of these 3 outfit.

Contestant 8: Significance of an Egg.
I like what's on her back! :D

I want their scarves!

Contestant 9: They've got decoration lights on their skirts! Very cute :) I like the one in the middle more. Shimmery gold dress!

They four are the designers of the outfits.

Contestant 10: I can hardly remember their names :/

Contestant 11: Second runner-up of this competition!
Love the dress. The designer is from China & B said she saw him before & he's from NAFA.

Contestant 12: Left model is B's schoolmate. Love her gorgeous hair.

I like the grey outfit better.

After the finale, I rushed to the train station & went home. B went to meet her family to go to the library together. Took a bus to Aunt's place. Had dinner there. Chester came over today. Surprise surprise! Good to see him though we don't talk anymore. Went home at around 0745pm.

I’m here for you to use, broken & bruised♥

I'm watching Ch8's 7pm show on DVD now. Talking to sexy Nette, April & B online. Going over to B's place tomorrow morning. I will update other days' entry another day. I'm freezing. My hands & fingers are really cold & it's almost numbed. I'll end the entry here. Goodnight people :)

and I can't claim to know
What makes love die or grow,
But I can still take control
And so refuse to just go home

Heavy hangs my head when I'm unhearted

2007-12-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'd have changed a lot of things, starting with me.

Time flies. I came back from Bangkok, prepared for Prom, now Prom's over, I flew to Taiwan, came back & went class chalet immediately. I feel like I'm having a race with time. So not fun :(

I have too much to update about. I shall just summarise everything. Taiwan was okay. I hate all that viewing of scenery & insufficient time to shop/eat. I bought two dresses, three tops, a pairs of red & electric blue stockings, one pair of earrings, one pair of ear studs, one big flower ring & one pair of zebra printed flats. Not so contented. Daddy's planning a Bangkok trip, just the 4 of us. How happy :)

Chalet was fab. Took tons of photos with various people that I never got to snap much with this year. I've edited some of the photos. I'll upload them when I'm done with all of them. They are on my Friendster profile already though.

I've been tagged by Cecilia Tan.
Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

Favourites
Favourite Color: Red, black, white, brown, grey.
Favourite Food: Currently, shaker fries :D
Favourite Movie: Not documentary or science.
Favourite Sport: None?
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday/Saturday
Favourite Season: Sg has got only two seasons so actually I'm pretty okay with both.
Favourite Ice Cream: Coffee/Chocolate

Currents
Current Mood: Extremely excited because Mrs Ong is ultra very nice!
Current Clothes: Pjs!
Current Desktop: Some graphics.
Current Time: 12:19AM!
Current Surroundings: My bed.
Current Annoyances: My damn sister talking very loudly over the phone with her friend that I hate.
Current Thoughts: I doubt I'd have as much fun as I did previously at chalet this time but.. nevermind la.

Firsts
First Best Friend: Phoebe Ong!
First Crush: Dickson.
First Movie: Forget.
First Lie: Forget.
First Music: ABCs?

Lasts
Last Drink: Sky Juice
Last Car Ride: Train.
Last Crush: Nah
Last Phone Call: B.
Last CD Played: Jay Chou's latest album.

Have you evers?
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Yeah
Have you ever broken the law : Litter/Shoplift?
Have you ever been arrested?: Nah
Have you ever been on TV: Yeh
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nah

Random 5 things you are good at:
Eating
Playing
Talking
Laughing
Shopping

4 things you've done today:
Ate
Walked
Online
Worked

3 things you can hear right now:
Tv
Sister's annoying voice
Typing sound

5 People to tag:
Jvern
April
Claudine (Ha ha cos I know you would read)
Jenchu
Michelle

Ask me what I've been up to these days that caused me to stop doing something I love doing: Work. After I'm done with this post, I'd post once again but backdate those entries. I don't wanna squeeze everything in this entry. The reason for posting this is to just let all of you know Glynis is still alive, no worries. To those haters, bleah I'm still alive neh nanny poo poo!

I'm looking for dresses online but I cannot find any :( So sad.

This morning, I cabbed down to YCK to meet Qiaos. We went over to the police station to get our statements done. It was over that very stupid case. It's been so long ago, ugh. After that, Qiaos went AMK while I went to DG to meet B. Something happened to her bus so she cabbed down. We went to have lunch at LJS. After lunch, we went to the National Library & started working on our research :(

Stayed 'til around 5plus as I wasn't feeling very well. I went home on my own 'cos B need to rush home to meet her mom & get some things done. When I got home, it was the gastric attack that caused me to feel uncomfortable. Had dinner & felt a lot better. Rest for a little while & mom told me that Sally & their family were on their way to Compass Point & told us to meet them. So I agreed. After I got changed into comfortable shorts, we walked over. They bought stuff from Giordano because it is 40% discount for members. After that, we went Mac's for early supper. Had nuggets + shaker fries! I've been eating it everydayyyyyy.

Went home after that. Showered & watched tv. I love the Ch8 7pm & 9pm show! I love the 7pm one more :D Very cute! ChU 10pm show is super hilarious. Mom is watching it on DVD now. I'll watch it all over again when she's done with it [:

Is there a remedy for hating every second that I'm without you?♥

I'm super tired today. So I'll probably go check my mail, send various people their photos & go off to bed. Now I know why my mom gets so agitated whenever she is choosing clothes to wear the next day. I am feeling it every night. I hate thinking what I have to wear. If I am staying home, I'd just grab a tee & shorts to wear. But I am not!! I don't want people to think I got no clothes to wear :( (Actually I don't, hahahaha. Just kidding!)

Caught up in life, losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you

I may be in your wildest dream, but I'm only a nightmare to you

2007-11-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

I remember the way you moved, dancing easily through my dreams.

I'm back with a lot of photos. Hotmail is pissing the shit out of me. I can't seem to send an email! I'm all packed & ready to go Taiwan tomorrow. But the heart isn't. I'm so exhausted from the preparation of prom & prom night itself. I haven't got 12 hours sleep in a week, sigh. Who ever goes for vacation so unhappily? I guess I'm the only one :/

Saturday 171107
Day with Sass was great. We went hunting for accessories. We went to Bugis first. Bought a bangle from Bugis Street. We took a bus to Clarke Quay. Went shopping at The Central. Treated Sass to lunch at Long John's! Continued shopping after that. Sass bought a dress from Celeste. It's gorgeous! It looks really good on her. We got a discount, haha! Walked to Liang Court & realised that it was under construction so it's really empty. Decided to head to VivoCity instead. We took a train there. Walked around aimlessly 'til B came. Sass took a train to Tiong to meet Yj.

B & I walked around. Got a ring from Diva & a pair of earrings from Six. Lovely, I was all hyped up for prom. We had dinner at Kovan's Qi Ji. Bought food for Zel & headed home.

Sunday 181107
Spent the entire day at Aunt Shirley's place. Jenae's so adorable :) Didn't get to capture any shots though. I was pretty restless the entire day.

Monday 191107
I got my hair done at around 1plus at the nearby saloon. Mom got make up done for me. Got dressed & we headed downstairs to get a cab. Dropped mom & zel off at Ang Mo Kio first then off to City Hall. Met B & we went to Mos to sit while waiting for the rest. They came & we sat around 'til time was up for us to leave. B went home while we went up to the ballroom to wait. Sticked around 'til registration was opened. We were all waiting at the cocktail area for the ballroom's door to be open. Meanwhile, we camwhored.

Me, Nel, Shyan

Me, Qians / Qiaos, Mrs Ong, Me

Sass, Rachael Heah / Me, Jaclyn / Tricia, Me

Went in & we all sat together. Weren't supposed to but I don't know what happened. We sat on table 33 :) Which was right in front of the main door & it was so far away from the stage. I shall just let photos do the talking alright :)

Our table. Green light was shone upon it, really nice!

Me, Wenn (SO HOT! Haha) / Me, Yan Nee

Shi Jing, Me

Me, Cecilia / Me, Serene

Our table :)

The menu :)

Us at the table.

Shyan, Qiaos, Wenn, Me

Me, Pam / Me (excuse thy phat arms), Nel / Shyan, Qiaos being silly

Clique with Miss Teh

Clique with Mrs Ong

Lit girls with Mrs Tan

Me, Vicks / Me, Jaclyn
(Both are my Chem answer sheets :D)

Chem girls with Miss Su.

Michelle, Me / Anabelle, Me / Me, SarahF (Our class voted her for Miss SJC! Gorgeous, yes?!)

Me & Qiaos in the restroom.

Lastly, clique in the restroom :)

There's more photos with Nel but I haven't got them yet. I'll upload them when I do , probably into Facebook. I've uploaded my share of photos into Facebook. Click for Part I / Part II :) I lost mummy's lipstick :/ I'm gonna buy her a new one when we're back from Taiwan. Sass got my shawl with her! Haha, I should've gotten it back from her today since I might wanna use it in Taiwan tomorrow. But thank God I have one red & one black shawl with me. B came to pick me. She sent me home after that. We took the last train home :) Camwhored like shit in the train 'cos it was empty! Hahaha

Taiwan tomorrow! Oh you're so gonna miss me, peepo. I hate this. Coming back for an entry or two then I'm off for a week or less. I hate it. I cannot wait to be back in Singapore permanently, no more flying around. I've been so exhausted from preparation of prom & prom night itself. I need time to rest. After I'm back from Taiwan, there's a job interview for me, Sass & Qiaos. Class chalet & stayover at B's place after that :) Lovely. Nel's leaving tomorrow as well, for Bangkok. Take care of yourself Bestaye, will be missing you :) Don't forget to mass-email us!

I was browsing online shop & I came accross to this livejournal that sell bags & nothing else. They look pretty good! Go take a look, clickkkkk :) I always shop in livejournals. So whenever I see a livejournal link on tagboard adverts, I'd click it for sure. I found another livejournal that sells handmade stuff. B made one of those for me last week while I was in Bangkok :D She made a red heart! So sweet. This lj have got a lot of designs & they can be made as a necklace. Gorgeous, no? Go take a look, here! Yknow, if you're looking for something in particular, do lemme know. I'll tryna find & if I do have the luck, I'll tell you the url :) And if you specifically want me to introduce probably some online shop that sells clothes or whatever, let me know. Drop me a comment/mail wouldn't hurt ;)

Because the best things in life, they don’t come free♥

I will have to wake up at 5am tomorrow. I feel like not sleeping :/ Zel is fucking annoying me. I'm ignoring her, argh. She likes to mumble to herself like mom. Friggin' annoyed yknow. Whatever it is, I shan't let this affect me too much because I wanna stay in a good mood. Like what April said, I shouldn't let me emotions take control of me. I'll go call B :) See you guys in a weeks' time!

And I don't want the world to see me,
'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

I don't want to see me leaving in your eyes

2007-11-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

I'm stretching, but you're just out of reach.

Hey, the fat momma's home! :)

Well, Bangkok was great :) I spreed like nobody's business. Went there with ฿10,000, got another ฿5,000 from Laojie, back home with ฿1,240. I thought I had none left but who knew! I kept ฿1,000 for airport tax, ฿240 was from the VAT refund. How annoying! I couldn've gotten that Levi's flats :(

I'll show y'all what I've gotten from Bangkok. I didn't spend a lot on myself. I spent more on food & toiletries!

On the first day, after we arrived, Uncle came to pick us. We had lunch at his restaurant. Yummy lunch! Omg I love the food there, seriously. After that, we went to their office. Uncle drove us to our hotel after sitting around for awhile. Once we're done unpacking our luggage, we took a train (which is BTS instead of MRT like how we say it in Sg) to Chit Lom. We first went to pray at the four-faced Buddha temple, asking for peace & safety. Ever since Laojie met into some dirty things there, I was terrified. I always believed that we should pray whenever we are there. Then, we went off to shop at Central World :) After shopping for about 3 hours, we went to have ice cream at Baskin Robbins!

Bad bad bad lightings.

We went over to the Big C supermarket after we're done with our ice-creams. I spent ฿1,000 there. Seriously, don't ask me what did I buy 'cos I do not know either. ฿1,000 is equivalent to SGD$40. I wish I was kidding. My receipt came out, when compared with Aunty Jo & Laojie, omg mine was the longest! I didn't think it was a big deal until the next day.

Went back to our hotel, left our shopping bags there & went to have dinner at MBK. We had Japanese food for dinner! :D Guess what? We each paid about $8 for the meal. We each had a bento set, ordered fried tofu & ebi fry. In total the bill came up to be about $8 for each person. We went O.O when the waitress told us it was ฿700+ Dirt cheap, no?

A pity Singapore doesn't have Loft :( I love the things there! It's really expensive but their things are mighty adorable :) Especially the pillow covers, they are love!

Second day, we had breakfast at the hotel. After wasting about 45 minutes, at around 10am, we went to the train station. Took the BTS down to Phrom Phong & headed to Emporium! Bought lingeries :) Lovely. Super cute! I bought a shocking pink one by Sloggi. I don't know why but I just like it. It's new in stock and it costs about $25 only!! Cheap cheap. I bought two others from Sabina. It's kiddish but I like! Heh.

Had lunch at the food court. We had Heads or Tails :) It is something that you can never missed, really. The bread is super crunchy. I love how they spread the butter on the toast. It's amazingly fast, no joke.

I bought a pair of Levi's skinny jeans :) My first pair, in fact. I don't see why one must/need to have a pair of branded jeans. For me, as long as they are comfy, I give no shit to what brand that is. I bought the dark blue one! I never liked faded blue jeans. Haha 'cos I feel that it's for construction workers :/ Okay no offense to those who wears or like it!

My new Levi's jeans :)

Siam Paragon!

They had some function going on :)

After that, we took the BTS to Siam. Went off to Siam Paragon to shop. Aunty Jo was looking for her dog's stuff while Laojie & I were busy looking for that particular cookie shop :D We spent eons looking for it & when we got there, we found out that cookies were sold out :( Walked through Siam Discovery Centre then to MBK then to our hotel :) It's so cool! It's all linked, heh.

My shopping bags! Haha I bought so much :/

Left our shopping bags in the hotel room. Went off to Coca to have dinner. On our way their, Aunty Jo got a call from Uncle Jerrone (Daddy's youngest step-brother, which is Aunty Jo's younger brother) that Mickey (their pet dog) passed away. Aunty Jo cried :/ Laojie & I felt so bad. She made so much calls back to Singapore while walking to the restaurant. Mickey has been with them for 19 years! He's blind, can't pee on its own, its paws has already worn off. Laojie told her that it is a burden less for Aunty Jo and it also shorten Micheky's sufferings. I'm glad though. At least Aunty Jo need not worry herself all day at work about Mickey anymore.

We had steamboat + a plate of roast duck + a plate of prawn pancake = $6/person
Fucking cheap, no?! Tell me whereas in Sg can you have that kinda food at this kinda price! Okay right now, I'm craving for steamboat.

Third day, had breakfast. Took the BTS down to Chit Lom again. Headed to the temple again 'cos we were leaving the next day so I thought we should probably thank God for protecting us the past few days. Walked down to Platinum Mall. Bought a shimmery top & a black dress! We had ice-cream at Swensen's Ice-cream Parlor & headed off to Central World. Aunty Jo needed to get stuff. After that, we went to Central Chit Lom :) My fav place! Heh. Bought lingeries again :)

At BTS National Stadium station.

Went back really early. We were lazy to go down to have dinner. And adding on, we all were broke! Haha we first decided to have KFC for dinner to cut cost but we were too lazy. So we ordered room service! Heh. Fried rice + 2 club sandwiches! I love club sandwiches. We watched 3 movies that night :D Maid in Manhattan, My Super Ex-Girlfriend, Fantastic 4! Haha Aunty Jo went crazy after dinner. She sang songs that didn't make sense! It made Laojie & I laughed so hard. We were supposed to push the cart out of the room so that the bellboy can collect it. The cart came in folded as it was too big to get through the door, the bellboy unfold it so that we can eat on the cart.

We finished up everything :D

Seriously, it was hilarious! We couldn't stop laughing. There's more than just these. 4 days with her was super relaxing 'cos she makes you laugh like no tomorrow.

Forth day, we had breakfast at the hotel again. Went to shop a little after that. Bought 5 boxes of donuts from Dunkin' Donuts! Fab♥ It only cost $25! Went back to the hotel room as it was still early. Watched MTV throughout the whole afternoon 'til Uncle came t pick us. I got a little bored, I started jumping on the bed. And Aunty Jo mentioned that I was trying to make full use of the insurance I bought. Hahah!

Uncle came at around 0130pm. We came in 3 luggages, back in 6!

This happens whenever we go Bangkok to shop!

I went into the car & poof! Off to sleep. I was super tired. Aunty Jo fell asleep too. Got to the airport, got our things done. Checked in & went to collect our VAT refund. We got $60 back! Coolio. So we went to have Chinese food at the airport then went to eat at Burger King. They have got chicken wings meal yknow! And it's really nice. We were cravin' for fries, that's why we went over to BK to eat again :D Got into the plane & watched movie! Called baby once I touched down :D 13 people came to pick 3 people home from the airport - How honoured! Went home, showered, unpacked my luggage & talked to baby!

In total, I watched about 5 movies during this trip: I Now Pronounce You Chunk & Larry, Underdog, Maid in Manhattan, Fantastic 4, My Super Ex-Girlfriend :) I officially fall in love with StarMovies channel. It has great movies, omg. I shall try to ask dad if he can subscribe that channel for me :D

Tuesday 131107
B came over in the morning. Passed her the things I bought for her. 3 casual tee, 1 RL shirt + a bag of hand-picked cards for her sister. Auntie made lunch for us both - Spaghetti! Made B wait for donkey hours before I left the house. Went Plaza Sing to get some stuff for mom. Bought my PSP! :D Berri excited.

I had the worse night, worrying that I might get conned by the lady who sold me the PSP.

Wednesday 141107
Stayed home all day to clean up the study room, the book shelve & the store room, making more space for storage. In other words, I can buy more barang-barang! :D Met B later at 4pm. Collected my prom dress at Far East. My phone's having some problems :( Can't receive texts/calls, ugh. Some shit happened at home. Cried in public, how embarrassing :/ It isn't the first time anyway. Had dinner at Long John's! Had a nice long walk to Plaza Sing with B :) Took the train home, after that.

Thursday 151107
I was home all day :) I needed to clear my stuff. B went to school, then off to Jill's advanced birthday celebration. Got my memory card for the PSP! Two games missing :( The lady said she'd replace the two games for me when I'm back from Taiwan the week after next. I'm still very excited :D

Cleared a lot of my things in the noon. Realised that I kept so much junk in my drawers, they are bursting! I threw away quite a bit. Textbooks + notes are kept in a box, up in the store room. It made the study room much more neater now :D

Dad talked to me. He teared. I cried. He's a man of a few words. This time, he spoke more than I did. What touched me deeply + hurt me + made me felt that I was a letdown to them at the same time was when he said, 'You know.. You're the daughter that I love most. It hasn't change & it would never change. Daddy wouldn't sacrifice so much for you. Like what I told you recently, when you had a flu, I (censored).' Ouch. I'm sorry Daddy. Repent is what I'm going to do next. You just wait & see :)

Friday 161107
Godma's birthday today. Sent a bouquet of flowers to her :) Morning, Auntie & I went over to her place to pass her her presents. Godma sent me to Bishan but it was too late :/ Supposed to dye my hair at Aunt Brenda's saloon :( Took 156 home instead. Played Metal Slug throughout. I was so engrossed in the game, I almost missed my stop haha!

Miss April Koh went New Zealand today. I'm a lonely tonight.. on MSN.

Went home to rest. Talked to mum while she was having lunch. Complained a hell lot to her, pfft. Left the house at 0340pm, took a train to City Hall. Walked to B's school & met her there. We went to Far East to buy the black croc belt I've been eying on. I see a lot of nice clothes that I wanna buy but :( I'm completely penniless! Ugh. Walked to Wisma. Walked around, went Taka. Took a bus to PS 'cos B wanted to have Cafe Cartel for dinner. The fickle-minded her decided that she wants to eat at her favourite hawker center near her school. I mentioned to her earlier on that she'd make the decisions tonight for dinner 'cos I'm sick of being the one coming up with what to eat, where to go, what to buy. Walked to the hawker center. It was packed with humans! Dinner time, so can't blame. Ate & went to City Hall. Wanted to look for identical pouches for B's & my PSP but it was too late. Shops are starting to close. Went Aldo to look at accessories, then to Accessorize. B bought me a necklace! Took a train home after that :)

Photos another day. My camera died on me so I used B's phone. She isn't online right now so we'll have to wait!

And okay, this video is what I'm so pissed about.

Okay, I'm slow. I don't know if everyone of you have already read about this but I still wanna mention. This is obviously not the right way to treat elderly! I was so effin' pissed but there's nothing much we can do about it. The elderly was nice, he didn't wanna pursue the matter anymore. He didn't know that he was videoed. The two tourists mentioned that the trishaw is the slowest taxi in Asia. !!!! I cannot stand it. They do not know how to appreciate such things then jolly well shut up. I love trishaws, they are so cute! :(

Leave me breathless, like I would for you♥

Okay, it's getting late. I'm going to dye my hair tomorrow. Brown for me! Haha. I'll highlight another day. Meeting Sassy tomorrow for kBox :) Gonna buy the pair of matching earrings from Accessorize! I love the glittery clutch. I might buy it, I'll consider. Shall go talk to baby, play the psp for a little while & off to bed. Goodnight :)

I want a girl with a mind like a diamond
I want a girl who knows what's best
I want a girl with shoes that cut
And eyes that burn like cigarettes

I don't blame you for questioning why people fall in love

2007-11-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

The only thing worse for you than you is me.

Aloha kidz, mama's backkkkk home! :D

Well well well, have you missed me? I betcha did! Mmhmm & I did too :) Thank God now that the papers are over & done with. I'm loving the smell of freedom. Somehow, the excitement died yesterday. A series of unfortunate (not exactly) events happened and made the excitement go away to someone else. But it doesn't matter. I'm still glad that it's over :) And that, I'm finally back.

Firstly, thanks for the luck, motivation and whatnots you guys have given me through the Haloscan, MSN & even texts! Very much appreciated :) Well, though I have that much of luck, somehow Os almost killed me. It was disastrous. I was stressed out to the maximum, I almost broke down but I told myself, this is the last lap I've gotta go before I take off. There, so I'm still here feeling (almost) good! And there's one thing I've gotta mention. I was such a lucky unlucky bitch for Biology paper. I never done well for my sciences in my whole 5 years in high school. So for Bio, I studied about like, 7 chapters. I know that's really little but I had insufficient time so I just tried to cram whatever I can into my tiny little brain. I mastered cells, stupidly. I don't know why I did either. I know it's a minor part of Bio but I really have no idea why I still did. When the paper started, my heart pounded so fast that I can hear it. I flipped to the last page of the paper which consist of Section B, the structured essay part. Guess what? The first question was about Cells. Red blood cells, xylem vessels, root hair cells, plant & animal cells. Lucky or what!? I was telling myself, 'be so thankful, Glyn. God is on my side!'

I have a lot more to tell you guys so I better cut this short. Chem was tough for me. English was okay. Maths paper I was a killaz, while paper II was pretty okay. I can do most of the questions. Art was a total disappointment. I learned that I should stop doing last minute work. I ought to be shot, seriously. My prepwork was almost done, I didn't managed to finish the paper. But whatdehvr. Saying all these now isn't gonna help much. So moving on, Bio was good. Social studies was alright. I didn't managed to finish the SEQs but I jotted most of the points down. MCQ was okay, so was Lit :)

A lot happened the past two weeks but it's all over :) I'm back to being myself! I have tons of photos to upload. I'll do that when I don't have these much to tell you guys :) Today I just wanna do a quick update about myself & all the other infos that I want to let you all know.

I've got quite a lot to do as of today onwards. I'll be busy all November & that's sad in a way & happy in the other. Plans have been changed over & over again.

On Tuesday,
after Lit paper, I went to collect Jay's latest album & went to sign up for iBanking! Yay. Went home t get changed. I met B at my place and we went over to Eunos. I mistaken that the job interview for NASA is on Tuesday but it's actually on Wednesday. :/ Wasted trip. Took the train back to City Hall. Had dinner at Marina Square's food court. Went home after that. Things weren't very good for us. I expected that day to be really dark for me. Don't ask me why. B was stressing over her undone projects.

And on a lighter note, I saw GanRachael with her two friends and Kelly T :) They see me though. It's nice to see people around!

On Wednesday..
Cherilyn didn't have to work so after Mummy finished her yoga class, we headed to Ang Mo Kio Hub's kBox to sing! Hahaha, played hell lot there. Stayed there 'til 8pm. Took a train to Orchard & met B there. Supposed to collect my prom dress but have to wait so ugh :( Oh well, like what Daddy always say Good things, must wait. 8) After walking around searching for a suitable gift for Sass, we finally got something that ~~I think/hope~~ she'll like :) Teehee! We headed to Cineleisure to have dinner. HK cafe was packed so we went to the food court instead. Ate and after that, we walked to PS. Took a train & went home. Got home at around 12 midnight. Packed stuff, had flu :( Ate medicine and slept.

Today :)

Happy 17th birthday, SexySassy♥
May all your wishes and dreams come true! I hope you like your gift okay? :) *hugs. Take care of yourself & I'll see you when I'm back!

Woke up early in the morning, cabbed to B's place. I copied Jay's latest album for B's mom & she was very happy :) Hahaha. And she offered me a cup of herbal drink :D Heh so cute! She's so happy that she gave B $10! Haha she's so cute.

Cabbed to Singapore Zoo. Met the rest there. Spent the rest of our day there 'til around 4plus. Took 138 to AMK Hub and took a train down to DG. Qiaos bought her prom dress. A cute vintage dress :) I wasn't feeling well so B & I decided to head to Kovan to have dinner at HK Cafe while the rest went to VivoCity to meet up with Nette & Shans. Miss them :(

Took a train down to Kovan, had dinner & went home.

That's all for the three days. I'm feeling so hectic, super tired. And worse still, I'm flying off to Thailand tomorrow and I'm down with flu & fever :( I shall sleep early tonight.

Well, I'm off to Bangkok for 4 days, starting from tomorrow! So sorry guys. I'll be back to blog soon alright? I promise! I'll fill y'all with lotsa photos :) Remember to do the poll! I need to rest so I have to rush this entry. Really sorry guys.

I'll leave you guys with some videos :)

Videos time! :D

Got this from Celeste.

This guy(?) is like, imitating Britney, haha.

No need for reminding; you're still all that matters to me♥

Okay, I really need to rest. I'm feeling awful. Take care y'all :) Have fun these few days. I'll be back soon. Remember to leave me with lots of comments! I'll upload those photos I have with me on Facebook with I have the time. Most probably when I'm back. Really sorry that it's so rush & stuff :) Goodnight!! See y'all when I'm backkkkk.

P/s: You'll miss me when I'm gone :) HAHAHA

God damn the black night,
With all its foul temptation
I become what i always hated
When I was with you.

But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright

2007-10-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW (!!!)
(14) days to freedom!

Look down at your chest and a little to the left. That's where I'll always be.

I just need an outlet but Blogger isn't the way to go. I'm almost done with Chemistry.

A quick summary of what I've done the past two days: Study. Study. Study.
I have nothing better to do other than drowning myself in books. And of course, counting down to the days left to suffer & numbers of days to freedom [: Mom was home on both days 'cos she wasn't feeling well. I went to check for Diner Dash PC Game today, I won the auction & I'm gonna pay for it tomorrow, most prolly. I just realised that I won the auction for my camera as well, many many months ago. How slow am I? I don't check my gmail & yahoo often enough :/

See the bar on your left? There's new poll & everyone please please please vote, alright? :) Sank yew! And it's been long since someone left a comment in my journal. Plez? Anonymous, click & honesty for you, click!

Going on hiatus 'til Nov6.
I'll be back then so wait for me guys! If I ever need an outlet, I'll be over at my lj (: Continue commenting, I'll be on for awhile at times to check emails & reply comments for sure, no worries! Feel free to comment/email me! I'll probably edit this post if I have anything to tell or share with you guys yes? Don't forget about the poll (:

Papers to go?
Science Chemistry
English Paper I
English Paper II
Maths Paper I
Maths Paper II
Art
Biology
Social Studies
Combined Science MCQ
Literature

Every now & then, I spend like 60 seconds happily striking them off. Countdown with me guys :) I cannot wait to be back again.

If I put my hand out, would you put yours in mine?♥

I'm starting to like icons. I might put up icons when I have the time. It's been long since I had a secrets post, eh? Haha after Os, perhaps. So stay tuned sexys! Teehee. I kinda wish someone was here for me so I can cry to. I feel so awful :( Goodnight everyone, see y'all :)

Let me go in his room
I wanna take off his clothes
Show me the way to bed
Show me the way you move.

Hunger hurts but starving works when it costs too much to love

2007-10-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

(2) days to the start of O's!
(16) days to freedom!

When you know you're already dead, you'll love me too.

It's Sunday again. This week passed quick & fast. I planned how I'm gonna spend my days after Os & here's the list!

Wed/241007: Science Chemistry
Sat/271007: Qiaos' 17th!
Mon/291007: English P1&P2, Maths P1
Tue/301007: Maths P2, Art
Fri/021107: Science Biology
Sun/041107: Cynthia's 17th.
Mon/051107: Social Studies
Tue/061107: Science MCQ, Literature. Dye hair
Wed/071107: Shufen's 25th. Tailor to check my dress, out with Sass
Thu/081107: Sass' 17th, celebrate Sass' birthday. Pack luggage.
Fri/091107: 0845am flight to Bangkok.
Sat/101107: Nel's 17th, Shangari & Jace's 18th, Xav's 19th
Sun/111107: In Bangkok
Mon/121107: Last minute shopping, back to Sg.
Tue/131107: Free!
Wed/141107: Tailor.
Thu/151107: Free!
Fri/ 161107: Godma's birthday. Free!
Sat/171107: kBox with Sass.
Sun/181107: Free!
Mon/191107: Prom Night♥ Out 'til late/Baby's place
Tue/201107: Home, pack luggage.
Wed/211107: 8am flight to Taiwan.
Thu/221107: In Taiwan
Fri/231107: In Taiwan
Sat/241107: In Taiwan
Sun/251107: In Taiwan
Mon/261107: In Taiwan
Tue/271107: (Finally) Back in Sg, chalet.
Wed/281107: Stayover @ B's place (!!)
Thu/291107: Tricia's 18th, home.
Fri/301107: Pru's 17th, Miss Teh's Chalet.

That's just for the month Feel free to ask me out on the days when I'm free! (Thick skin, no?) To be honest, I dread the Taiwan trip. If it weren't for mom being ever so persistent that I should go, I'd stay home. I had more stuff planned out that just that. One week wasted, I hate it

Friday 191007

Happy birthday Mairebelle!
May all your wishes & dreams come true :)

Spent the last Friday at home. Went to pick Zel up after she finished during. Headed down to some ulu place to have dinner. My all-time favourite - Lor Mee (: It's the white kind, not the yellow kind. I love it, despite the cats that kept walking here & there right under my chair & I cannot eat in peace because of that. After dinner, we went to J8. Went Swensen's to have ice-cream treat! Went home after that

Saturday 201007
Met baby in the afternoon. had Sakae Sushi for lunch. Thanks B! Went to walk around after that. Went to Far Eat Plaza. Well, I found a tailor to make my prom dress so yay! I'm happy The tailor auntie was so adorable. Went back to Compass & dinner at BK. We were supposed to study but time was wasted & I really don't know how we did that. :/

Visuals here.

Sunday 211007
Stayed in all day :) Went Compass in the noon to grab some snacks. Watched Wok of Life again, I love it man! Bought magazines after so long. I miss magazine nights. Nights when all I do is just read magazines, indulge in my favourite cookies & coffee to go along. I don't have time to do such things anymore Did Maths. I planned to do Art but no inspiration & motivation at all. Mom was yelling so bad but I can't help it either. Sigh. This cannot go on. :/

Funny video.

Damn cock la!

I'm starting to like the colour electric blue. I'm wearing Topshop electric blue ribbed cami now. Red & electric blue, my favourite colour. Oh, littleredheels.lj is selling Victoria's Secrets body splash! (link?) I'm going to ask Laojie if she's interested in getting one. They are also selling Bath & Body Works Body Splash! Looks nice :) Cookieslovemilk.lj is organising a spree for the canvas trainer style pumps as seen in Topshop & Keds. (link?) It is retailing SGD43 @ Topshop, USD29.90 @ Keds. Now at cookieslovemilk.lj, it is only retailing for SGD23!! I sound like I'm advertising for them, uh? I'm not. I'm keen in getting one for B. Heh.

Ah I feel like creating a poll. I shall go do it now :)

I was browsing around & I found Kelly's weblog. Her new MV, Shakalaka Baby, I like her attire in there. The slogan tee one. I like that one! I thought of making one on my own.

She looks fucking thin.

I like her new hair colour. I might dye my hair this colour after Os & highlight strips of red. What dya think?

I edited my lj's layout & B's :) We now got the identical layout like our Friendster. Teehee, c0uples lay0utz w0rhhs~ hEhEs.

You are everything & more than I could want you to be♥

Talking to Xav on MSN, B's on the phone. Everyone seems to be so busy with their lives & have forgotten about me :( I'm feeling a little dizzy. Headache, gahhhhh. I shall go talk to the fat one. Goodnight!

P/s: Good luck to all taking O'levels A.Maths tomorrow♥

I need you.
More than you need you.
I can see you're really really running.
May I ask you where you gonna run to?

Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong

2007-10-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

(5) days to the start of O's!
(19) days to freedom!

Nothing lasts forever, even cold November rain.

I'm seeing one couple breaking up after another. How cruel can this world be? But then again, life isn't a bed of roses. If there are ups in life, there's bound to be downs as well. This world is beautiful. And as beautiful as it may be, it isn't perfect. Perhaps that's one of the lowest event in their life - Break up.

I woke up this morning, feeling anxious for practical exam. I don't wanna screw it up, I want to do well. Practical would be the only one along with MCQ that'd help to pull my science marks up. I went into the bathroom, washed up & showered, did my hair & came out. While waiting for B to come over, I decided to surf net to kill time. I went on Friendster & started hopping from profiles to profiles. Replied comments, left comments for the birthday girls. I went into Jacq's profile, then into her sister's. Went into her blog & linked to Jacq's.

Whilst reading, I was tearing silently. Dad took leave to accompany Zel today, he was in the living room, watching telly. I was hoping he doesn't charge in anytime soon like he always do. I don't know why but I just cannot have my loved ones being hurt, seeing them getting hurt. Not just Jacq in this situation but Jon as well. Maybe you say I'm too young to salvage this love but that isn't what I wanna do. I'm not in the right position to do such a thing. I just wanna share their pain, be there for them. It applies to my friends as well. As I went on reading, I teared more.

The other night, after we had dinner at SSC's coffeehouse, Jon & I were in the arcade, playing video games. He kept saying that he's tired, wanna head home. Maybe I'm sensitive, I felt as though he just wanted to be home, have an early night & not think about anything else. After that, we got bored & went to sit around with the rest near the pool. Dad was on my left & Jon on my right. I was stoning, then I don't know how but trails of thoughts led to thinking of how Jon must've been feeling at that moment. I still haven't recover from the shock I had from Laojie when she told me the news on Sunday then. I was eager (I know, you'll say I'm kpo. Thanks ah! -.-) to know why the break up. I want to know, I want to be there for him like how he was always there to listen to me when I rant. Maybe not all the time but he's like a big brother to me. I always remember his words, how he said that he'd be there when I get into any sorts of trouble.

To be absolutely honest, (pardon me, Shu Fen) at times I dare not get too close to him 'cos I know, I were his girlfriend, I'd feel insecure, from the way he plays with his cousins (aka me, Merlz, whoever). I kinda understand that feeling but I just cannot bring myself away from him because to me, he's like my own brother. So I play with him as I like to 'cos he's my brother. I told mom about it today, how I felt to this shocking piece of news. She told me it's fate. And I agreed.

Who knows? One day I might be in this situation as well..

Wednesday 171007

Happy 20th anniversary to Mummy & Daddy!

The message on the flower.

Left: I took this, randomly. Right: The flower

Left: My mom, being retarded. Right: My family

Went to school in the morning. Did maths & all. Went for lunch later on with Xiuwen & Cecilia It's nice being them! Sass came later on to meet us. They left for school to meet Mrs Ong while I headed to the LRT station with Sass. Went home, she got her stuff printed & left. All of a sudden, the house became quiet & really peaceful Lonely, I am so lonely. I have nobody for my own.

I did this to attract your attention.
Click here
My sale post (: Hee.

Thursday 181007
Met B in the morning for breakfast. Cold war 'til an hour before the paper. Headed down to school with Jac while B went to shop around at VivoCity. Waited for Sass to come & we went into school. Qiaos came, went up to the IT Resource Room at around 1230pm, talked & studied 'til it was our turn. Practical was alright. Chem was like the ultra killaz. Bio was alright. After the paper, it was raining very heavily, like cats & dogs, monkeys & donkeys. B had an umbrella, Qiaos too so we sheltered to the overhead bridge to take a bus to Compass. We were all drenched though we had umbrella with us. Our shoes have got holes! Hahah.

They wanted to eat Mac's but B cannot 'cos she's having a bad sore throat. And we had Mac's in the morning already. So we headed up to the food court to ear instead. We argued for like at least 15 minutes before we settled down. It was fucking embarrassing but I couldn't be bothered. Ate & stuff, things got better. Nel, Sass & Qiaos came up to find us. Sat around & talked. 0530pm, Nel went to find Mariel & we all went back. B accompanied me to go Boon Keng to get my cardigan (!!). Now it's with her, heh :) Yay happy me!

Came home, Jermaine called so I talked to her. She's so adorable Showered, skipped dinner. Talked to mummy & watched tv.

B was supposed to come over tomorrow & have lunch but since Daddy's on leave again, I shall stay home & accompany him. While I was talking to mom just now, she sounded as though she was gonna bring me out when she comes back from work so yay!

I've worked out my timetable for Nov, after Os end Hooray! I'll get them up here tomorrow or something. I'm tired. -yawns

So whisper softly & don't forget to tell me how you feel in five words or less♥

I'm skipping Maths tomorrow. No one's going again so I shan't be an idiot. As much as I want to go, I'm a little lazy to wake up so early in the morning. Heh. I have a lot of mosquito bites on my legs. There's one on my feet that hurts fucking badly. Grrr! K I shall turn in now. Goodnight loves :)

Let the fun and games begin
She is spayed and broken in
Skin is cold and white
Such a lovely lonely night

I'll guard your heart with quiet words, I'll lead you in

2007-10-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

(6) days to the start of O's!
(2) days to Science practical paper!

I just let the music come from my soul.

Fuck Blogger. Everything I typed two nights just poof! Gone with the windzzzz. Blogger does not autosave the draft for me. Oh you suckerdog, make me sad :(

I've been having a lot of thoughts in my mind. I didn't have time to write them or blog them in here. I just needed some time to let these thoughts/words flow. It's gonna take some time. I guess this would be a rather wordy post again. I'll tryna post photos. Ahh I'm falling in love with Westlife all over again, like how I did when I was 8

This is the part where I hate most. I'll have to recall back whatever I did the past week. Rah!

Thursday 111096

Happy birthday Yj!
Happy birthday Zel!
May all your wishes & dreams come true! Much loves :)

School, as usual. B to the O to the R to the I to the N to the G!
Sass & I went to Compass together to get stuff. Walked around, went to have lunch at BK. I miss cheesesticks & grilled chicken salad :/ Went to walk around & bought Zel's present. Went home after that Showered & studied. Got tired so I took a nap. Slept for 3 hours plus, all the way 'til around 8pm. I woke up thinking it's Friday -.- Dad, mom & Zel went to have dinner at Swensen's without me! Ok I was too tired to get up so I skipped dinner. I'm happy anyway

Later on in the night, being a pig, I went to bed at 11plus :) Teehee!

Friday 121007
If it wasn't for the report books & pre-examination briefing, I wouldn't attend school. Took a school photo & it was so retarded :/ Celebrated Hari Raya in the hall. I was teasing Vicky the whole time :P She's so funny, seriously.

After school, went to meet baby at PS. The little fatty wants to eat so we went to Yoshi. Had lunch there, talked & all. I kept bullying baby Heh so fun. Walked around after that. Bought digestive chocolate cookies & Belgium chocolate coated raisins from Marks & Spencer's! Oh my all-time favourite Walked around, met Yj & Sass. They went to have lunch. As we wait for them to finish, b & I went to walk around.

Met Yj & Sass again. We went down to NEL to meet Nel to get my camera. I lent it to her to take her photos for her art. After Nel got onto her train, we walked to take a train down to Raffles Place. Went around CBD area to take photos for Sass' art research. Took some retarded photos. I'll upload them when I load them from my camera Walked around. B & I went back first. I was really tired while baby was very sick.

Slept super early. Before the clock strikes 10, I was already preparing to head to bed. Slept at around 1015pm. I was too tired. Heh

Saturday 131007
Had 12 hours+ of sleep! Teehee. Supposed to meet baby today but I forget that we were invited to celebrate Natalyn's birthday at their place :/ Spent the morning + afternoon studying at home. Left home at around 4plus 5.

While preparing for the birthday girl..

I forced her to smile.
This blackie niece of mine is pretty IF she smiles -.-
She kept saying how ugly she was in that dress :/

Clothes hanger filled with baby mittens & towel, how cute

Bad news: Jon & Jacq(Shu Fen) broke up Two months ago. I was shocked & pretty sorry about it. I like seeing them together. Though Jon can be a little ungentlemanly at times but still :/ He's a nice boyf to be with. I'd love to have a boyf like him. He makes me laugh, he drives, he's a chef, he cooks marvelously, he cracks lame/funny jokes. Rwar!! A year plus relationship gone to waste like this. Oh well! That's life.

Went home at around 10plus. Showered, bed @ 11pm. I enjoy 12 hours of sleep [:

Sunday 141007
Sleeping 12 hours for me, is fab <3
Woke up in the morning. Dad got us breakfast & went out to market with mom. We spent the morning at home. Cherilyn & Aunt Ferline came over, mom & dad came home. We went off to Aunt Shirley's place together. Jernaine is not spelled that way. It's Jenae (: How cute! Omg.

Damn cute.
Aunt Brenda & her family came later in the night. [: The sight of them made Cherilyn & I hide in a corner of the house. :/ Oh well! I hate comparison. Who doesn't?

Monday 151007

Happy birthday Michelle!
Happy birthday Tammy!
Happy birthday Sally!
Happy birthday Kimberly!
May all your wishes & dreams come true! Love :)

Met baby to study. Had lunch at Yoshi again. B is addicted to Yoshi! Omg. After meeting up with the sellers, we finally settled down at Mos to study. Got some photos in the camera, I'll upload them another time.

Had dinner at Singapore Swimming Club. They went bowling after that. Natalyn, she had her membership card with her & she slashed like mad. She spent $10 on bread, JUST BREAD. Different types of bread. Omg she sure is hungry. She is growing, which is good. Puberty got her this way, I guess. Dad ordered Banana Spilt & we shared. He had mouth with holes like cheese which made the ice-cream drip on his shirt. He kept saying it was me -.- In that cheekyweeky look. Stupid daddy. Went home at around 10plus. Missed the last episobe of Ch8 9pm show :( Godma recorded it for us though!!

Slept at 3am, spent time talking to baby. We've came up with a plan. We're not gonna meet when O'levels commence. No long phone chats, no MSN chats. I'll concentrate on studying while she concentrate on her projects. This is for the good of my results. Dad agreed that if I score well, less than twenty points he'd get me both camera & psp! :D He's paying for my bangkok shopping trip, lodging, food & all, so yay!

Tuesday 161007

Happy birthday Sarahf!
May all your wishes & dreams come true :))))

Mom & Dad's twentieth anniversary tomorrow. Merlz ordered a bouquet of flowers on behalf of Zel & I. Cool yo! It'd be delivered to my place tomorrow evening.

I overslept this morning so skipped class. Mom came home & we got reprimanded for things we did :/ She was pissed for the entire day. Zel & I spent the whole afternoon studying for me & she, completing her homework. During tea, auntie & Zel went to get fries from Mac's & bubble tea from Cup Walker at Compass. We sat around in the kitchen & spent some quality time together. I still can't accept the fact that she's leaving us in approximately a months' time. I'd miss her

Dad came home & we went out for dinner.
Headed to Ang Mo Kio hub to have dinner at NewYork NewYork! Lovelovelovelovelove the food there! Delicious man!

The candyfloss they gave us.
I look fugly!

Went to walk around. I conclude, AMK hub has got a lot of bengxzxz & liansxzxz & huasxzxz. It's so scary!! :( Saw Yan Nee & one of my primary schoolmates, Miao Qi! Mom was shocked that I can still recognise her

After walking around, dad drove us to Dempsy Road for Ben & Jerry's! He wanted to have dinner at Hacienda. -.- So weird.

We were too bored? Hahaha! Mom is so funny!

Their serviettes! Super cute

CHECK OUT DADDY'S SMILE! I think he looks damn retarded la! Hahaha!

The merchandise! Their stuff are gorgeousxzxz!

I was too bored, you see

Let me kiss your index finger, I'll point out how you've made me crazy♥

Okay I'm dead beat. I'm sleepy. I'm so tired. I need to rest, I need to sleep. I have school tomorrow. Rwar!! I don't know why I should head to school for Maths. I guess, I'm far too lazy. :/ Oh well. Baby has got project meeting tomorrow. Poor her, sick yet she has to do work. Oh well Goodnight!♥

We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

She's my kinda rain, like love in a drunken sky

2007-10-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

(12) days to the start of O's!
(8) days to Science practical paper!

Because I'm lost in the black, I don't know where I am.

Tuesday 091007
Spent the whole morning talking to the rest Miss Ang is so funny. And she is really nice! After recess, we had SS. It was okay in the beginning & slowly, it starts to get boring. I slept for a little before dismissal. Went to art room to get our questions for Art paper II.

Met baby after school Us + Shijing walked to Compass together. We were stressed over the topics we should do on for the drawing & painting paper. Shijing went to take bus home while baby & I had lunch at the food court. Yummy, it's been a long time since I had lunch there. Ban mian aka handmade noodles - My fav Walked around after lunch, sat at our usual spot. Had random talk & all. Saw Nette & Shantal. Miss them a lot Went to get ice-cream from Mac's, walked around & went home.

Studied for Bio practical. I don't know what to study, seriously. I see what I have in the Biology practical worksheet, I just study :/ Ugh.

Wednesday 101007
School was alright. English in the morning again with Miss Ang. She is funny. Her actions & face expression tickles. Recess was fun, all of us ate unlike other days. We had Art after that. It was pretty relaxing. I saw a book on Photoshop tutorials!! I was so tempted to borrow it but I know Miss Teh wouldn't allow

After school, we took a bus to Compass. Collected the cake. Bought the present. Did all the necessaries outside Mos. Sass, Yj & her sister, Yaomin came. Sang birthday song for Yj, cut the cake & ate. Serene came, Tricia came later on. Sat around to talk 'til around 3plus & went home after that.

Tomorrow will be the last day we're gonna have recess together as SJC students in this familiar school compound. Emotions? Mixed. I'm both happy & upset. I know I'd miss them like fuck. After we all go in our separate ways, I'd be more of less restricted. Things that I used to do, how I used to be behave, I have to change my ways. New friends/classmates wouldn't be as open as they are. I doubt I'd feel as comfy as I did with them. 5 years.. I hope we'll always keep in touch & be as close as how we are right now.

You won't find happiness, if you won't let go.
I've let it go. I've come to accept the fact that we're no longer one. But I have so many questions to ask you, unanswered. I don't know if I wanna ask but I want it answered in the way I wanna hear it. I know the answers I'd get would be negative though :/ I don't know..

Open your eyes, I'd still be by your side♥

I thought I saw you today. My heart skipped a beat. I felt relieved when I found out it wasn't you. Our argument was so fucking stupid & unnecessary. I don't need you & for this, I'm sure. I deserve better.

I'm a little down right now. I'll upload the photos the next time round, alright? Sorry girls. The pain in the eye is here, but this time, it's on the left eye. I hope it goes away in no time. It's really annoying & painful. School tomorrow. Maths in the morning, Chem after recess. Yay I love Maths! Imma' go talk to baby now. Goodnight♥

P/s: It's Yaojun's 18th birthday tomorrow, Zel's (stinky) 11th birthday tomorrow!

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now,
I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will,
Keep me from waking to believe this.

I'm your latest cup of tea to keep your cold hands some company

2007-10-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

(14) days to the start of O's!
(10) days to Science practical paper!

He told me Jesus loves me, but I'm not sure I deserve it.

Blogging is not my occupation but I treat it like one. I feel bad not updating as often as I should, I don't know why. I know it is something I shouldn't be doing right now especially when the Os are here in two weeks' time. Time flies & everyone knows so I shouldn't waste time doing things that aren't gonna help me in my Os like blogging, online shopping & getting hooked on Facebook. I've been studying though, really, seriously! But ugh I feel like I won't have enough time, so just fuck it. I'll just study whatever I can.

Anyway, check out the countdown timer. I hope it makes me feel the urgency to study harder, more & more each day. I hope it works :/

Friday 051007
Skipped school, I expected school to be shit boring. I needed sleep more so I stayed home. Some bitch woke me up at fucking 8am which is only an hour difference from the time I wake up daily. So seriously, the next time I plan to sleep for long hours, I'll hang up the phones at home & put my cell phone to complete silent mode. I'll see how y'all contact me :P

So I dragged my feet outta bed, did all the necessaries & did my work. Mom came home during noon time & we had lunch together at home. Watched a little bit of & continued with my work. Dad & Zel came home. We went to pick Gran & we headed down to Serangoon Gardens to have our dinner. I was bloated from all the snacks I took while studying so I skipped dinner. After that, we went back home. Gran stayed over

Saturday 061007
Woke up at around 10plus. Went to meet baby at Plaza Sing for lunch. Taken our lunch at Yoshinoya. I love eating at Yoshi Met Nel & Sass at Orchard. Baby & I, being smart asses, decided to walk there all the way under the fucking mighty hot blazing sun. We were sweating like mad when we met them. Walked over to Far East & they wanted to have lunch so we went round & round, looking for a place to eat & all. In the end, we went to Subway. Bought cookies & a drink. Hao lian jie! Hahah, inside joke I love the cookies & I feel like having them now -drools. After eating, we went to look for the tailor that Qiaos recommended. Holy cow, guess the price? At least $400. And $400 does not consist of materials, it's just the work & that's all. Fucking $400 for a dress, excluding the materials. It's a killaz. Sass tried on a corset top & it looks great on her. She didn't purchase it though. After that, we went to walk around. Headed down to Lido's Topshop. Went to try on some clothes. I'm gonna get the black sequins skirt & the graphic tee Oh I love it so much. I have to get them! We went to Wisma's Topshop after that. They tried on clothes while baby & I just roamed around. Sass bought the shimmery black dress! I really like that dress though & it looks great on her

We went to Yoshi @ Taka to sit. Ordered some drinks & food, sat down & talked. At around 0530pm, baby & I went off first to take a cab. We were rushing & baby was like pulling me so in a rush, she just pulled my earrings (the pair she got me from F21) by accident & it fell off, went missing. We couldn't find it & we were rushing for time so we just left without looking for it I was very upset but I couldn't do anything. It's valuable to me.. :/ Baby felt guilty & promised me a another identical pair but I refused. Sigh, oh well..

We got on the cab, baby alighted at Grand Plaza Royal Hotel(?) while I alighted at Han's@Chinatown. Had dinner with the family. Cherilyn came along as well. Arrived at the theater, Zel, Cherilyn & I were given work to do. We were supposed to escort the audience to their assigned seats. Saw one of dad's client, Mr Goh Joo Heng. I think he's the one who sells the abalone? I don't know, I'm not too sure. I've heard his name umpteen times. Dad told us he have like 5 sons? Haha, that's like a lot. MP Cynthia Phua came as well. Until around 8plus, the show started. Some fuckers just shooed us & I got so pissed. I feel like whacking his head from the back. We got bored so we went out to get snacks. Stayed around at the ticketing area with Sally . Zataime was sleeping there as well! Haha, fun! Everyone got tired. Dad couldn't leave yet, I was dying to take a cab back with Cherilyn who was half dead at that point of time. Allan was about to head home so we tagged along Got home, showered, went online for awhile. Cherilyn stayed over!! Baby came back from her cousin's wedding dinner, talked & slept at around 1plus.

Pictures of the day is with baby, I'll upload when she does.
Pictures of the night are still in the camera, I'll upload another time.

Sunday 071007
Woke up early in the morning to go over to Thomson Medical Center to visit Aunt Shirley. She gave birthday on Satuday & we were all hyped to see how little Jernaine was doing. Jermaine & Jernaine. Jermaine gave her new born baby sister that name, how adorable! I don't know if it's for real though :/ We stayed there 'til around 2pm & left. Dad drove Cherilyn to Novena train station & she took a train back home. She had to go back early 'cos she had a paper to prepare for the next day. Dad drove us home. Watched tv & studied. Spent the whole time talking to baby. Hello (act)classy 'cherry' bitch :) I like the fact that your mom taught you how to lie the way you do ;) Sarcasm, oh sarcasm! Baby, you get what I mean

Watched Wok of Life! Finally. Hahah. Dad called at around 6plus to ask us to get ready to head out for dinner. Went to some coffee shop at some foreign place. I love dinner! Fine. I admit I was hungry :/ Sent Gran back after that Zel & I were so upset about it but like what momma said, she has to go back to her home still.

Monday 0801007
Tiresome day I had. Science in the morning, as usual. Bio is always boring, usual, nothing to be :O about. Maths was okay. Mrs Ong weren't in class so we had fun. Did work, rest, talk, laugh & the cycle goes on.

Qiaos had bread in her bag. Nel, being playful, went to use stationaries to colour it.

Front & underside.

Gross, much? Imagine if someone eats it.. No, imagine if you ate it.. OH MY GOD. How gross :|

After school, Nel had sudden cravin' for Pizza Hut. All of us were on our way home already & she called everyone to go back. Haha, took 119 down to Compass. Had lunch at Pizza Hut. Again. I was bloated. I hate that whatever paste I ordered. Sucks big time, ew! After eating, we went to walk around. Left after awhile 'cos Mom, Aunt Ferline & Cherilyn were waiting for me at the interchange. We took 163 down to Aunt Shirley's place. Jernaine is home! Stayed around 'til 6pm & dad came to fetch us home. Got home, showered, had dinner, watched tv & here, online. We had visitors over just now so I didn't managed to study, ugh. And yay I'm done with blogging, I'm so friggin' tired.

I found this. It's so stupid! Haha

Lamo seagull :P

I'd give my body to be back again in the rest of the room, to be alone with you♥

School tomorrow. We're getting our Art questions for Os tomorrow. This sucks. Okay, anyway this will be the last time we're doing this. I have to keep reminding myself about that. Sigh, good luck to everyone for whatever exams. Lucky for those who've finished. You guys are bitches, you suck Nah, I'm kidding. Ok so bedtime for me. Goodnight lovelies :)

I have my drugs, I have my woman
They keep away my loneliness
My parents have they have their religion
But sleep in separate houses

I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked up

2007-10-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

A picture of you holding a picture of me in the pocket of my blue jeans.

I've been busy revising so didn't have the time to update. Been trying to sleep early, at about 10plus :) Teehee it only worked yesterday though. Had a bad headache so I made use of this chance to go to bed. After 45 minutes of tossing & turning, I managed to turn in! It makes me a happy girl, by sleeping early. Easily contented :P

Get ready to read a wordy post!

Tuesday 021007
In the morning, we went to hand in our art coursework. How exciting! I'm so done & over with it, hooray! But the game isn't over yet though :/ There's still drawing & painting paper!! Rwar! After we came back, we went straight for recess. And after recess, we had SS which was super boring. SS is such a good 'sleeping pill'.

School was pretty boring but it was my after-school activities that kept me going. Xiaoyuann came to pick me up at school! Yeh la yeh la, you're the best la. It's just that you're a little bitty too rough -.- Well, to me only, obviously :P Met up with some friends of hers & went to Compass after that to have lunch. Treated Xiaoyuann to lunch! I'm so nice. Her friends came & there were a lot of drama. Met her friends, two girls from the same school, Sharon & Cindy :) Amanda came awhile after that!! Talked & stuff, joked, laughed hell lot & all. After everyone went off, we three stayed to talk. Nice, I like! We hardly have such moments together so I guess it's good. Hopefully this would keep the friendship going. Camwhored a little & the photos are with Xiaoyuann. At around 5plus, they walked me home We sorta 'confessed' through texts & yay it makes me happy to know everything I know from the two of them.

G.A.Y
I've already said whatever I wanna tell you both in the text but I just wanna say it once more. Xiaoyuann, it's not the end yet. Problems, who don't meet them in life? As I quoted Jvern, every problem definitely has a solution to it. When it'd come to you or someone else, no one knows but one day, it definitely would. I don't know how you wanna make changes to your life but I hope you wouldn't change you. No matter how violent/crude/rough you are, I don't wish you to change. Stay the same, you. Skip the friends part, as long as you know A & I are always here for you, no matter when/where/what/how, I'm happy enough. We may not be as close as they are but we're here for you. Feel better soon happypill :) One talk may not be enough, we can always meet up to talk again ok? [: Amandaaaaa, you need sleep so get more sleep & rest!! I don't wanna meet a panda the next time round okay! Haha good luck with the fifty sketches you're working on. We can go studying together another time okay? We need to meet up often to avoid us drifting! Teehee. Take care yes! I love you both !

Wednesday 031007
Only had English & Art. Short day :) Met mummy for lunch. Had lunch nearby our place & went back home. I was too tired to do anything. Went home, showered & studied. The whole routine of my life, I guess most of you would be able to memorise it by now -.-

Thursday 041007
School was boring. Had Maths in the morning & Chemistry after recess. After school, Sass & I went to Compass to have lunch at Mos Burger. Talked & stuff, went to walk around. Yay I've got new ideas of what to do/buy! Mm, went back home at around 5pm. Got home, showered & studied. Taught baby some Maths through the phone as she was having some problems & tomorrow's her Maths paper I. Good luck baby, you'll do fine :) Had dinner & went on studying. The same ol'fucking circle, check out the above. Tuesday's entry. Exactly the same man. My life is so boring & mundane, boo! Now I'm watching tv.

To be honest, at times I really hate how some online sellers/buyers & spree organisers are so inconsiderate & irresponsible. Maybe it's just me & my theory..

Once someone comments & shows interest in purchasing the item, the status of that particular item because pending. If there's another keen buyer & if the first buyer didn't reply me whether is she gonna purchase it or not, I'd mail to ask the first buyer if it's okay that I let it go to the second buyer. And blahblahblah..

Isn't that what a seller should do?
But 4/10 buyers I've met, failed to do so.

As for spree organisers, once you've decided that you wanna organise a spree, you should know that an update on the spree status is needed to ensure the spree participants that there isn't any problem going on & etc. You should know that you need to devote your personal time into this.

I've never trusted in sprees. I never thought I'd join but recently, I did. Guess what? The entire shop closed down. Because they got scammed? I don't know, seriously wtf.

On top of these, all online sellers/buyers & spree organisers ought to have basic courtesy & manners. 6/10 of them I've met do not have. Ah wtf. Okay, how 'bout it's just me, myself & I who's having problems? I don't see how others have such problems, seriously. Rahhhhhhhh!

Oh by the way, my dear readers & fellow friends, please do log in & sign this. It is an open letter to the Prime Minister regarding the rule about gay marriages. So go go go go & signnnnnn! Everyone should support gay rights!

So just kiss me & let my hair messy itself in your fingers♥

I'm sleepy. I shall turn in soon. I'm still pondering if I should attend school tomorrow. Mrs Tan wouldn't be in school & English is too boring to be true (It rhymes! HA). And it's Friday so I should let myself start the weekend earlier than everyone else. But ugh I need the $7 I get from daddy as allowance :( I don't know, I really cannot decide. Whatever, I shall just end it here before I start my nonsense again. Goodnight!

Lately my hands they don't feel like mine
My eyes been stung with dust, I'm blind
Held you in my arms one time
Lost you just the same

The sun is setting & it's ending ‘cause you're letting it go

2007-10-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Don't be scared, there's someone there to say these words you need to hear.

Hello everyone!
Monday sucks. Everyone was so lethargic. Had science in the morning, which kinda made the day worst :/ We spent the 5 periods talking, doing work & copying answers, haha. Had recess & after that, we went up for Maths. I was so frikkin' tired, I was totally turned off. Did some questions & we had a "questionnaire" between the five of us. We were too bored to be true. We all had little sleep so in order to wake us up, we entertain ourselves.

After school, baby came to pick me at school. Went to Rivervale Mall to have lunch. Had LJS Talked to baby about random things, told her what happened at school & all. Went to walk around after that. Bought tutukueh! Went to KFC to sit down as we have nowhere to go. Around 5pm, we took a LRT down to Sengkang. Went to Popular, bought some stuff & went home.

Had dinner at Aunt's place. I managed to coaxed Zataime to sleep She was sleeping soundly, in my arms. She was very fugitive, kept moving about & all. As she slept, I watched. Suddenly, she smiled. Fucking sweet, fucking cute. The blurred image of it is captured in my mind. I'd love to be her.

Aunt dug out all the old photographs for us to see. Lucky used to be so fat & healthy-looking! Dad had Elvis Presley's hair. Terence looked super adorable when he was young. Allan was tall, long & really thin. Sally as well, so pretty! I saw Aunt's wedding photos. She looked so pretty when she was young! And haha, Natalyn's baby photos. She was so fat, so chubby! She's really cute but ugh, now she's so tanned & thin, like a stick! Haha, I'll tryna get a copy of them

Tomorrow, I've got SS testing on Sri Lanka. Oh boo I hate this. I hate school! Thank God, our last day is next Thursday. Hoorayyyyy :) We're handing in our Art coursework tomorrow!! I'm eggxited Oh & my dearest happy pill Xiaoyuann's coming over to pick me up from school tomorrow I hope she turns up this time, hurhur. Yay something to look forward to tomorrow!

All I know is that we'd be the perfect match♥

I'm worried about Os which is 19 days away But I still do not have the drive to study, I hate this. I've been coming home everyday to study, hopefully it'd bring the momentum back. I apologise for the short, photoless entry. I'm currently on the phone with baby, watching Beautiful Connection Zel just pissed me off to the maxxx & she just drank every sip of water available in the house -.- Alright, study time. Goodnight & good luck to those having papers tomorrow!

What would you do if I sang out of tune?
Would you stand up and walk out on me?
Lend me your ears and I'll sing you songs.
I will try not to sing out of key.

I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset

2007-09-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

I learned there's no one to catch you when you're falling.

I'm tired & friggin' sleepy but I thought I should still blog before I completely forget about what happened the past few days. Actually, have you ever felt scared/afraid/fear of something but you don't know what that something is? That is how I'm feeling right now

Thursday 270907
School was boring. Thursday is officially becoming like the three-of-us day. Only Chanel, Qiaos & I came to school. Had Maths in the morning which was super fun. It was like a morning call. It woke me up (: We skipped recess & stayed in class instead. Talked about prom & all. Had Science after that, which was bored to deathzzz. Sudden decision, cabbed down to meet baby after school at her school. I got there just in time. After that, we took a bus to her area & got my F21 bag from Vera, the gorgeous girlly Baby paid for the bag, thank you!

After that, we took a bus to Bukit Panjang Plaza & had lunch at LJS! I haven't been there in a long time. Ate & took a cab back home as it was raining very heavily. Showered & talked to mom. Xiaoyuann called after dinner while I was studying. Yes yes, I do miss you Xiaoyuann, my dearest happy pill! Haha had a really nice talk with her about an hour & hung up after that 'cos she was heading out.

Friday 280907
I woke up at 0710am, left the house at 0720am, got to school at around 0722/0723am :D I was dragging my feets 'cos mom insisted that I should go to school. I thought again, & felt she was right 'cos I needed the $7 allowance I'm getting daily from her & since I planned to head out the next day, I should just go along with her Hopefully y'all get what I mean

We had Lit in the morning. Spent one period in another classroom talking, spent the next in the AVA with the rest of the Lit girls. The next three periods, we were given assignments & we went to the library to do. We did a little & started talking about prom & about our other halves Had recess & Chanel came to school. After recess, we had English which was fucking hilarious. Sass & I were laughing our asses off the chair! I told baby about it & she couldn't stop laughing. Haha. Did our ow things after that. School ended early so we went to get some worksheet from teachers. I rushed back home as mom wanted to meet me for lunch. She missed her bus so I went back home first. Zel's friend was at our place. Super cute friend, ahaha! Mom came & I went down to meet her. We had lunch. Funny shit, mom only had like $8 with her so we had to like count every cent & all. Hahaha! After lunch, we went to the supermarket. Mom used Nets & so we bought mom's favourite chocolate home

I went home to showered & studied. I was studying halfway through & Xiaoyuann called. Her calls never fail to make my day Adabel was came over to our place after she finished tuition. We wanted to head out for dinner so we bought her along. Had Swensen's for dinner! Superb Love it. Walked around & went home. Watched tv, talked to baby & slept super early. I was too damn tired.

Saturday 290907
It's 29th of the month again so get ready to read mushy stuff!

Happy forth, babyboy♥

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish & every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
And I'm so thankful I found you

Mariah Carey's Thank God I Found You

Do you remember me telling you that forth month is somewhat like a so-called "safe stage" to me? I'm glad we've passed this stage. Through all the storms we've been through the past month & of recent, I'm pleased that we're happier now. Cleared our doubts & whatever we had hidden between each other, it does feel good to me. I don't know about you but having you around, I don't have anything else to ask for. You were there all the time when I needed you; you'd rush down from wherever you are, just to make me feel better. You're like my ATM, providing me with money when I'm broke. You know what I love to do, like eg., shopping online, you hate it when I spend too much time & money on it but you scold but when I need money to pay for my items, you'd give me the money. I'm late all the time whenever we meet up but you never blamed me :D You motivate me to study hard, accompany me to study though you don't have exams coming up, share my favourite drink with me though you hate it, you know how I love it when you come over to pick me up from my & though it's friggin' far from your place, you'd still come over :) I don't know what I'd do without you. Muahmuahmuah, thanks baby =) I really love you a lot a lot!

Clear liquor & cloudy eyed,
Too early to say goodnight,
You have stolen my heart.

Seriously, it's kinda crappy :/ I woke up really early in the morning. Cabbed down to baby's place. Taught her how to use Facebook & we slept 'til around afternoon, woke up & after that, we took a bus down to Far East. Had Chicken Rice for lunch. Baby didn't wanna stay there 'cos we bumped into her cousin so we went off to Peninsula Plaza. Got our jeans & took a train down to Somerset. Walked around in Heeren, bought nothing. Walked to Taka, bought nothing. Walked to Wisma, bought nothing I hate this. Baby gave me $100 to spend as anniversary present but I've got nothing that I see & like. Ugh. When I'm broke to the bone, I want almost everything I see. Gahhhhh. After that, we got really bored so we went back to Taka. Had dinner at Seoul Garden! We spent like 3 hours there We were bloated after that.

I'm fucking sleepy so I shall let photos do the talking.

Thanks baby, for the feast & the $100 to spend! I love you =)

Sunday 300907
Woke up early & headed down to Downtown East. We went to Wild Wild Wet, settled down & all. Zel's friends came & games started as well. Allan & gang was the latest to arrive, as usual. The weather is a killazzzzzz. Ate yaddayadda. Went back home at around 2pm. Showered & went online. Talked to baby 'til around evening. I was waiting for my hair to dry so I can sleep but ugh before it did, I needed to get out of the house & head to Aunt's place for dinner.

Super tired. Had dinner there. Ate very little cos I was pretty full from lunch. I'm on the phone with baby now, watching some police show. I'm tired & I don't want school tomorrow, howhowhow? But if I don't head to school, I can't meet baby. Bleah.

Cherilyn's having exams tomorrow so gooooooooood luck! :D Whoever taking Ns, good luck to y'all as well (: All the best okay!! :D

So I want to know everything there is to know about you♥

I'm done with blogging & I'm so tired. I hate having little sleep, it makes me fugly. I'm fugly enough. I need more sleep, more sleep!!!! Okay shut up. I'm talking to Xav on MSN. My shoulders hurt, fuck. They're always aching, why! :( Okay goodnight loves. Monday bluessssssssssssssssssssssss

People I've loved, I have no regrets
Some I remember, some I forget
Some of them living, some of them dead
All I want is to be home

The lesson in life's not playing the role of the let down

2007-09-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

I know the only times you really loved me were the times when you weren't sober.

It's a productive & fruitful Wednesday.
Woke up at around 9pm. Got ready & took a train down to DG to meet baby. We went to have lunch at PS's Mac's. [: Baby stink today -pinch nose!! Hahaha! She just reminded me that she don't smell good today. She's on the phone with me by the way. Sat there, ate & talked all the way 'til around 2pm. Went to walk around after that. Walked to baby's school. The weather is a cunt. It's damn fucking hot. I was perspiring like hell. Went to Coffee Bean. Baby accompanied me 'til around 3pm then she went off for class. I managed to study on my own 'til baby came back. I finished a Maths paper II Yay.

At around 0420pm, baby finished class & came to look for me. We swoped our bags I was so delighted while baby sulked. Which didn't bother me 'cos I've been whining how much I wanna swop with her. Teehee. We walked to City Hall, walk around. Got bored, took a train back home. Sat at our favourite spot & talked. Left at around 6pm for dinner. Back home, mom told me dinner was canceled so I went on to study. Mom was webcamming with Cherilyn which was funny! Haha.

Okay photos for today

Left: It's damn scary la! Hahaha

That's all for today!

I'm planning all the words I speak just to keep you here♥

Today is such a productive day Studied, spent quality time with baby, had a lot of fun, planned how to spend our 4th anniversary! Jvernbaby makes me a happy girl xoxo. School tmr :( It's Maths & Science so it's not bad. I'll have fun during Maths & get bored to death during Science. Gahhh goodnight lovelies!

Sing with your head up,
With your eyes closed.
Not because you love the song,
Because you love to sing.

I've sunken in the quicksands of love & I don't want you to rescue me

2007-09-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Only once the drugs are done then I feel like dying.

Happy birthday GanRachael!
May all your wishes & dreams come true.
I love you bitch♥ :)

I slept this afternoon but I don't know why I still feel so lethargic When it's time to sleep, I can't get to sleep. This is so annoying.

School was boring yet fun at the same time. We had English in the morning which ended pretty fast. I spent the whole time talking to Shijing & Sass for 5 periods. Recess & ate my cornflakes I stole Zel's one, heh. Had SS after that but we were all lazy to do &we were excited for the graduation ceremony. To be exact, we were more excited for the tea reception more than the ceremony itself. At around 1150am, we went to the canteen assemble with the rest. We were each given a cute butterfly which I do not have images of, sadly. I'd take a photo of them & upload yeh. It's really adorable After that, we went up the spiral stairs & into the hall. We were welcomed into the hall with applause from the lower secondary girls. We got addressed by Mrs Chan then by the Guest-of-Honor, Mrs Constance Singam, President of AWARE & former student of SJC. Had prayers said, readings & such. Sang hymns, yaddayadda, the teachers sang for all of us! Haha it was cool though. Mm, after that we got dismissed & went down to eat. The food was so gross. Everything weren't nice 'cept the swiss roll. Went back to class to get our bags & went home :) We got dismissed early, hooray!

Went home & had lunch. Showered & studied 'til around 6pm & slept. Baby called later on & we talked. Hung up after an hour & I went back to sleep. Woke up just before dinner. Ate & all. Adabel(my cute puny neighbor who lives upstairs!) came down to look for Zel. And since today's Mid-autumn Festival, they wanted to play downstairs. I needed to get ingredients for my cheesecake tomorrow so Mom & I went downstairs with them too. Went to get stuff. Bought sparkles & candles for the two girls. Saw her mom there & mom went on to yak all the way 'til around 9 plus then we went back home together

I like the image on the right :)

That's all for today!

Baby is about to come home. I'm watching now. I feel like I'm about to fall asleep anytime from now :/ Oh and on a lighter note, hooray for all SJCians, we don't have school tomorrow! I guess I'll be meeting baby tomorrow for lunch. I'll accompany her until her Chinese class starts. While I wait for her lessons to end, I'll sit down somewhere to study. Anyone wants to join me? I was wondering if I should stay in Oschool or go elsewhere :/

Everywhere & every way,
I see you with me♥

I'm falling asleep & baby isn't home yet. I shall go rest & watch tv. Today is a productive day! I just realised, I haven't ate a single slice of mooncake! I shall, tomorrow I feel like I haven't camwhore in a long time. Teehee Okay goodnight loves :)

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

Build me up, tear me down, watch me burn for awhile

2007-09-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye.

If you cannot take profanities, scram. Right now, at this instance.

Have you ever hated someone so much that you felt like killing him/her? Have you ever felt like the hatred has reached its limit & you're about to burst in any moment? I just did. I wanted to murder her fucking badly. I'm going crazy. That fucking cunt won't shut the fuck up. I'm so fucking pissed. I am about to burst, really. I wanna cut her fucking tie off so she can't boss around like it's her territory everywhere. I wanna crash her birthday party so it wouldn't be a ~~happy~~ birthday party. I wanna kick her out of the house so I would stop seeing her, taking her nonsense, swallowing my pride each & every time she bring me down. I fucking wanna make everyone detest her, fucking hate her to the core so she would have no friends, no one would be on her side. I want her to fucking fail in life while I succeed my ass off. I fucking want her out of my life, right at this instance.

Partly, I blame myself. I asked for this eleven years ago when I was six & lonely. I'm sorry God, forgive me. I can't take it anymore. Limit is here so there, ranted & I hope I'd feel better from now on. I shan't be too bothered with her. Well, quoted Tammy, ignorance is bliss

I'm feeling super cold in the room right now. I just took my jacket out to wear. Watching with baby on the phone. Rainbow Connection is on now. School was alright today. Science in the morning. Sat with Jaclyn. Talked a lot & all. Did work & Miss Charles went through with us. Miss Rai came in later on & starting yakking :/ Recess, ate a little 'cos we were supposed to have remedial which got canceled in the end. After that, we had Maths. Maths = Love/Joy. We did the GCE O Level June paper. It was pretty easy though. I got 46/67 which is 69/100 If we did this paper during Os, omg I'd be so happy. Hahaha, that's a B4/B3 right! Oh my, I'd be happy, seriously. After school, we had some briefing on tomorrow's prayer service. It took about fifteen minutes & we're dismissed. Walked out of school with Chanel while baby accompanied me over the phone.

Got home, showered & all. Went to have lunch with mom. Talked & stuff. I love talking to mom. She's buying me my very much wanted camera!! I told her I wanna change my phone to K810i & I wanna get a PSP Slim. She just went on to ask how much & all. And that means she is considering :) Yay!

I like the color :)
That's W660i

Left: K810i/ Right: K800i
Baby's using K800i & I love it

Oh my, this is so gonna be mine.. someday :/

Went to Aunt's place for dinner. Zataime is so cute :) I got photos of her but it's not with me. I'll upload them another time. Nat & Zel was playing some games & it all seems pretty fun. I shall try it later. Bitched hell lot with MissGanRachael this afternoon! Haha I shall keep my mouth shut. Baby's friends saw the keychain she made for both of us & they all wanted an identical one. I told baby she could make money by doing all that, haha! But it's cheap stuff. Cardboard, plastic & marker. I thought we can find better materials & sell it online. And and and! Baby's Maths teacher, which is her mentor, mentioned that she put on weight :D Yay I'm so happy, haha! It makes me happy. I need her to grow & I need me to stop :/ Gahhh

I've sunken in the quicksands of love & I don't want you to rescue me♥

Sigh, SS & English tomorrow. Super boring but I guess the day would be really short as we've prayer service & all. With the company of the lovelies, I hope the day would pass extremely fast. This afternoon, mummy got me tidbits & magazines. I shall go read a little, watch with baby & go to bad Goodnight lovelies, have a great Tuesday

Sunshine, come on back another day.
I promise you I'll be singing
This old world, she's gonna turn around.
Brand new bells'll be ringing.

Just a big old hole in my heart, my heroes are falling apart

2007-09-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

We were standing on the hood of your car, singing out loud as the sun came up.

Hey girls :)
While I was waiting for baby to come home yesterday, I decided to blog. But ugh I was getting a little tired so I went to sleep instead She went to work at Lavis@Sentosa. She was there all day 'til 4am. I wanted to stay up to wait for her 'cos I was a little energetic then as I slept for about 12 hours the day before. But unfortunately, my eye lids started to kiss each other the more I type. I've been busy with Art so I didn't have the time to blog. Actually, I miss baby a lot while I was typing yesterday but I refuse to tell her

Tuesday 180709
My maid, Auntie Edna's birthday :) Teehee we bought a little cake for her to celebrate. First birthday together last year, we weren't that close but this year's birthday, we became a lot closer :) A pity she's going home right after Os I'd miss her & her nonsense. Believe it or not, she's the same age as my mom, 5 kids, 1 grandson & she's really nonsensical. She click with all of us so well, seriously. It makes me wonder why isn't mummy like that. Well, mummy is.. but at times only! Whereas Auntie is all the time, haha!

I had a boring Tuesday. School, home, skipped lunch, studied, online, tv, phone, did Art, sleep. The same ol'routine that I'm getting so bored of :/ I went sleepless again 'cos of Art. I don't know why the fuck didn't I notice the little mistakes few days back but only Tuesday then I realise -.-

Wednesday 190907
Went to school late. Auntie Edna sent me to school with my wood :) Yay! During Art, all we did was just walking around, took photos of our work, talk & all :) _____ is so fucking useless!! weiujebkjfd he doesn't help much, really. After school, Auntie came to take my wood while I walk to Compass with Shijing, Xiuwen & Eilis Met a seller to get my black Topshop ribbed cami & went back home! Mom came back late, Zel had tuition so I had the room to myself. Got tired so I went to take a nap! Woke up & had dinner. Watched tv, talked to baby & slept.

Thursday 200907
School was boring. Qiaos & Sass didn't come to school so only Shyan, Chanel & I. Had Maths in the morning. Five periods of it spells fun We're gonna start remedial as of next week! We wanted to have night studies instead but 'cos both Nadiah & Shijing stays really far so we've to be a little considerate & all. Partly, it's because Mrs Ong wants to watch tv la.. Hahah!

Science was ultra boring. Spent the whole 5 periods with Chanel & Jaclyn Laughed, talked, did work & all. Walked Chanel to the bus stop & wet baby after that. Had Hkcafe@Koven for lunch! Walked around, sat down & talked. Went home after awhile. I was dead tired. Went home, showered & did my work Talked to baby & went to sleep.

And baby made me this

She have one too, with her name (:

Friday 210907
Both mom & dad told me to stay home to rest so I went to school to hand in my Art & went home. I changed out of my uniform & went to bed. I couldn't get to sleep So I went to surf the net. Talked to Ashlee 'til around 11am & went to sleep. Baby called at around 0130pm & interrupted my sleep. After that, mom called to ask if I wanna go for lunch. So I agreed. Mom came home at around 3pm so we went to eat. Talked & stuff, mom was damn funny & super lame. Mom told me to trim my hair so I did. Look so tootsxz now Went to pick Zel, brought her to have lunch at BK & went home

Dad went out to have dinner with his friends so we had a simple dinner together on our own. Mom flared up at Zel which got baby & I to rejoice, haha! She kept talking back to mummy so, I think she needs to be taught, really. After dinner, mom & I went to buy ice-cream! Dad came home & we all went into our own rooms. Baby & I argued, didn't talk & slept.

Saturday 220907
Saturday is a stay-in day! :)
I found peace in my lovely, sunny & not forgetting, humid Saturday♥

Baby & I argued all the way 'til she went to work at 4plus. We're good now though It was a small problem actually but BECAUSE MISS NG IS SO SMART, everything became worst. Well, she's not all to blame, I'm at fault too for being unreasonable

Stayed home 'til dinner. Dad went to fetch Gran & brought us all to Ang Mo Kio (The place I grew up in!) to have dinner. I love that place. I grew up there for good ten-odd years. I met so many friends there, learned so much & all. I'd love to go back to stay there again, heh. After dinner, we went to some block party, met mom's friends there. Auntie Diane is so funny. I mean, seriously, I find it so untrue. She said I'm 'miao tiao' which meant great figure (I guess so?) in Chinese. I was like ?! Blind ah auntie! Haha so phat cannot see.. Tsktsk. After that we went to fetch Zel from her school event at Harmony Park & went home.

Did y'all hear about the lady who gave birth in the carpark! Haha seriously I think it's so cool. I can't find the article anywhere. I'll put it up when I do :)

Sunday 230907
Had breakfast with the family + Gran. We went to Hkcafe@Marina Sq :) We ordered so much, I was bloated after eating. Met baby after that =) We went to Library@Orchard. Ate & they had some function going on at around 2pm so we left. Walked around, thinking which place should we go & all. Headed down to Cine. It was crowded everywhere as people are having lunch so we went to walk around first. I want that Adidas bag! It's so vintage & it's really lovely :) Went to Yoshi, ate again. Seriously, today is another eating day Read on & you'll know. So after that, we started studying. And slowly, we started to gossip. Haha! Uh huh, we got bored & camwhored. We did a lot of nonsense. I tattooed baby's arms/hands & we wrote nonsense on the feedback form

It made baby & I laughed so hard.
I'll show y'all who's that another time!

Baby's big tattoo!
Which got rubbed away during the bus ride home

The artificial couple ringsxzxz

Left: Baby & I's current dp
Right: OH MAMA CHECK OUT THE PHAT ARMS!

Went to toilet, then went to Bk to sit. Guess what? ATE AGAIN. This sucks, seriously :( I needed to meet Mom & Dad so we took a cab to City Hall. Baby went to take a bus home while Mom & dad came to fetch me to dinner. We had dinner with aunt & the rest! Zataime came too So cute! She wasn't sleeping so all of us were like playing with her. She doesn't smile but we can see that she's really playful, so cute!

Baby, thank you for today & I love you!
Thanks for the food, the company, the love, the jokes, the gossips, the bitchings & the money for my shopping cart! And.. I'm sorry for the past few days. I hope from now on, things get better between us okay? I don't wanna argue with you anymore. I don't like I want us to be happy & together okay? *hugs

The writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end♥

Okay time to sleep! Baby's on the phone right now with Riverly Horse, haha! I slept at 2am last night, woke up at 10am. Damn tired I just downloaded a lot of new songs. The Starting Line craze is back. I downloaded all of them few days back. Whoohoo, I love it :) I shall go put songs into my iPod & phone then to sleep! Oh my, school tmr. I hate Mondays. Gahhhh. Goodnight everyone!

Oh, no, I've got the notion
Let's get together and start the commotion.
Round and round, till everyone stops
Till the next needle on the record player drops

The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

2007-09-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

There's a hole in the trust that we mapped out in my bed.

Wars of In-Laws, I'm already at ep 15 :) I'll finish in no time! Yay :) Watching tv now. They are repeating the Chinese serial drama on tv. Baby's on the phone with me, talking to Xav on MSN. Zel is all set for her birthday party at Wild Wild Wet.

I had a great yet lethargic Monday.
Felt really good in the morning. Dad sent Zel to school then he alighted me near school, two traffic lights before school to be exact. Had a nice walk & tried to convince myself that the day will go fine :) And it did! Yay, haha.

So school started. New VP for us & she's a little weird :/ Science in the morning for 5 frikkin' periods was super duper boring. It was bored to the max, I swear. All we did was just worksheets & caught up on our lives :) Fun fun fun. I always love the first day of school. Mm, so after recess, we had 5 periods of maths. At least it was a lot better than having science. Did TYS. Mrs Ong came in & she went through with the questions we don't understand with us. We only have like 27 more days left to Os & 15 hours of Maths lessons with Mrs Ong before Os start. Super boring :(

Fuck, I didn't study for SS test! Omg I've to like study a little later.

After school, Sass, Qiaos & I went Compass. Qiaos got her lipstick, Sass got her flash cards & we went to the community center, had our lunch at the cafe :) Sat there & talked all the way to around 4pm plus & left for home sweet home :)

Came home, showered & did art while watching Wars of In-Laws :) Everyone went out for dinner while I stayed home. My eyes are way too sensitive. I've been rubbing them all day since morning. It's still a little itchy now, omg I hate it :( Oh I hate that mocca advert, the current one with the fucking matching pipes, the one with the disgusting muscular man. It's so gross! It's really disgusting, you can see the shape of his d^#k! It's gross, seriously. And I bet he thinks he's omg gorgeous, haha!

Oh, joke of the day.
Lower sec girl, telling her friend.
'Eh add me in Friendster leh!'
It was so loud. All of us heard it & we burst into laughters then we started to imitate that girl & all. Haha!

Britney's greatest fan.

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Edited some photos last night while on the phone with baby :)

Short hair?

Baby like the one on the right :)
I've uploaded some of them up into Friendster!

You look like the songs that I've heard my whole life coming true♥

Mm, I shall go read my SS notes now. Super tired. I haven't been able to sleep. I'd lie on my bed, close my eyes & I'd start to think & usually, it works for me but now, I really don't know why. It takes a really long time for me to fall asleep. I'm not the only one having this problem. The entire clique is -.- I wonder why. School tmr, SS test :( Boring shit. Goodnight girls :)

Do I read a message in your eyes
You wanna love to stay another night
Baby when your day goes down
I won't be waitin' around for you.

The love you take is equal to the love you make

2007-09-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

As of this entry onwards, replies would be done in the Haloscan itself, (: Thank you!

I finally know the taste of love it's a cross between cheap beer & blood with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speech.

Facebook is so addictive. I've been playing with it for days. Omg so fun. More people joining, more fun :) And I haven't been in that typing kinda mood. Pardon me for the outrageous lack of updates. Well, visuals would make up for it (:

Monday 100907
Baby came over. We wasted time at home before leaving the house for the doctor's. We took bus down to Yishun & walked in. It was drizzling but the weather was cooling :)

I really like this :)

Baby left before I went into the doctor's 'cos she had to rush off to meet Neha & head down to school. I can tell she was excited for the first day of school (:

Doctor mentioned that the reason why a bump grew around my eye because there's germs & it's a virus. And I didn't have enough sleep, it was also one of the reasons why it turned out this bad. She gave me antibiotics & told me to rest well. Reviewed about my illness' condition & she gave me more medications, boohoo :(

Met momma after that at North Point. Had lunch at the food court. We had nice time there. I made mom laughed so much that she teared. I told her about Jermaine's behaviour on Sunday & it was hilarious, seriously. After that, we took a bus back home :) Mom told me about her adventures on various bus 161 she took. How funny. Some guy was so lazy to take the card out of his pocket to tap & guess what? He just like, yknow tried to move his ass to the machine to tap. My mom was trying to contain her laughter at that point of time, haha. I burst into laughters after I hear that.

We got home, rest & all. Headed down to Aunt's place for dinner after Dad came home (: Dinner was great. My ever-so-omg-nagging-and-forgetful 4th Auntie, Auntie Helen & her husband, Uncle Alan is going away to a part of M'sia for business purposes. Which means we won't see her for quite some time. I thought it was good. She creates unnecessary trouble most of time & that actually strain the relationship between the family so I guess it's good that she goes away for awhile (: But still, I wish her all the best!

On a lighter note, Zataime chopped her hair & turned into a little nun (:

Cute? :)

Tuesday 110907
I stayed in all day so it's friggin' boring. Nothing much :)

To make this space look full..

So friends of mine, download Firefox now :)

Wednesday 120907
Had lunch at home. Mom wanted to get stuff so we went to Compass together with my maid. Bought a cute eraser! Mama was nice, she deposited 100$ into my bank account :) :) :) Baby gave me $50 to spend! Heh happy happy me. Oh & mama bought me a nice dress, I love it.

Earthquake. Did anyone felt it? I did not but was a little dizzy though.

After dinner, I went to mom's room & we watched Wars of In-Laws together. A really hilarious show. Thank God for the subtitles, I couldn't understand what they were saying in Cantonese! I'm still in the midst of watching the show. I'm hooked on serial dramas, again!

Thursday 130907
I went school in the morning to see Miss Teh & went back after an hour. Met baby later on :) Planned to watch movie but we went on a shopping spree instead 'cos baby was feeling rich (haha). She came to pick me & we went straight to Orchard & had our lunch at Pizza Hut :) Yummehhhh. After that, we headed down to Taka. Went to Zara & baby got a sexy blue top :) We went to Guess & check out the bag I wanted. Hell lot of people there. Mm, after that we went to get donuts! A lot of donuts :) Baby got some for her family & I bought the entire tray of mini donuts for mom. Walked over to Topman at Wisma. Baby got a basic red top & she paid for the one I wanted to get Dad as well, which is a pale yellow one! Went up to Topshop & I got a red puff sleeves top! Heh. Seriously, it was a great shopping day.

Dinnertime, we went to VivoCity, ate at Marche! :) We weren't very hungry 'cos we were still bloated from lunch, haha. After that, we took our time to get home :)

My new dress which mom just bought me & I wore it out with baby!

Thanks for the day baby :)

Friday 140907
Xav & I had a date in the morning & it was hilarious. Shan't let it out though [: Mm, it was raining in the noon when mom was coming home so I went over to help mom with her things & brought an umbrella with me in order to shelter the two of us back home. Bought bubble tea & went back. Mom wanted to bring us to a movie so I went back home & booked the tickets for..

Yes, Ratatouille!
Great show, I really love it :) If you need a good laugh, you should catch this show. Went to shop at Daiso after the show. Bought a cockboard! Yay super happy. Bought things to deco it as well (: Took a train to Hougang & had dinner with daddy. We had dinner at the coffee shop near the block where the fire that took place the night before at Hougang. After I got to know about the accident, I went round to look for news paper. I was anxious to know.

After reading, I felt really sad. I wonder how the both victims felt. It must've been awful 'cos mom told me, one of their neighbors wanted to save the girl but couldn't because if he does, he'd die too. And what he saw was that, the girl lost her hair & her hands were in the air, groaning in pain. Oh my, how pain would that be! The other time when I got burnt by the woodburning tool, it was so painful that I teared. The fire must've been at least 10x (or even more!) painful than that. Ouch. (Source)
Saturday 150907
The best Saturday :) The motivation is here & so, I stayed in to study all day. It was great, seriously. I finished quite a bit of work so yay for me! I watched Wars of In-Laws as well (: Baby was busy at chalet with her family so we didn't talk much in the day. Whee, talked to Xav 'til about 0230am in the morning & went to bed!

Sunday 160907
Planned to have breakfast with the family but Zel woke up so late canceled. We decided to have dinner at hkcafe instead. So I woke up at 0930am, went to get ready all & took a train to meet baby at DG :) Had lunch near her school. Yummilicious, omg I love it so much. So after that, we went to City Hall 'cos I needed to meet my sellers to get my stuff. Gotten my things & went to Starbucks to study. I was meeting another seller for my red cardigan (whoohoo yay!) but apparently (I just found out) she got caught up at work & forgotten to take my number down so she couldn't contact me & let me know that she wouldn't be meeting me anymore. So yupp :) I was so frikkin' cold I swear. I was shivering & so baby said that we go elsewhere. Couldn't find a damn place to sit that is cosy & warm :( So baby suggested that we go Fleshimp to look for jackets 'cos the previous time she saw, it was on sale & it's only about like 20$. Headed down to Wisma & found nothing we like. Went walking around to look for places to sit. Everywhere is so fucking packed. Esp Lucky Place -.- Well, you know who's there. All the maidsssss, ugh.

Last resort. Cine's food court. Cosy, warm, quite empty but smelly & lots of yummy food fragrance. We studied all the way 'til around 4plus & we took our time to go back home :) Hkcafe canceled 'cos Aunt wanted us to join them for dinner. I had a awful headache all the way 'til now. Feeling a little bit better. And I'm finally done with blogging, oh my.

Something nice, meaningful & amazing to show/tell y'all :)

A professor asked her class, "Why do people shout at each other when they are angry?" The class discussed & a few answers were offered but none that the professor was satisfied with.

Finally, the professor said, "When people are angry with each other, their hearts are far apart. That's why they shout. But strangely, the more they shout, the further their hearts get, & the louder they go."

The class was intrigued, & the professor went on. "On the other hand, when 2 people are in love, their hearts are very close to each other. That's why they whisper sweet nothings to each other. Sometimes, they needn't even use words but let their eyes do the talking."

How true. So, the next time you are angry & bear in mind that your hearts are far apart, let things cool down & when you know that your hearts have become closer once more, that would be the time to speak.

Source: Sunday's Chinese newspapers.

I love it. I shared it with baby & Ashlee that night & Ashlee was really impressed. We're like twins, seriously. We think in the identical way, whoo :)

And one more thing, I'm hooked on Audition :( It's bad, y'know why! 'Cos I can only play it in my desktop & like, Zel is on it like 24/7 so I can't & don't have the time to. Idk why it doesn't work on my laptop! :( It works for Xav but not me, how sad :( ! But no, it's a good thing 'cos I won't spend nights playing it. Good good. GOOD!

Let me start this from the end to beginning that way the story has a happy ending♥

School starts tomorrow :( I'm half done with my work but whatever. It's only science & maths tomorrow which I'm like almost done with so yupp :) Monday blues, oh Monday blues! I'm actually quite happy to go school 'cos I'd get to see my dearest friends again & hopefully, be happy again. And I'm looking forward to Wednesday when I hand in my art piece & Thursday 'cos baby's coming over to pick me up from school, yay! Alright, I wanna go watch some tv now. Goodnight lovelies!♥

I'm cold inside, & these pictures can’t even
Explain what’s missing in my life.
The coldest of calendars,
I couldn’t have it any better.
Half the time, I am alive just to see your smile.

Thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots & marigolds

2007-09-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

Mary Haha thanks :) Aww!
Tessa $49.90 :)
Varron Nah, special! :D I know. I did all that at 2am, what dya think? :/
Shinnteo Why! I like the pair that Tammy has.
Ning Haha it's okay :) Yes yes! Haha I love FoodRepublic! Omg talk soon Ning! Lovelove.
Jasmine Yeh, girls. Hahah :) You can always IM me on MSN whenever you need to talk :) :) :) Love!
Janclari Haha somewhat! Take care :) See you soon!
Amanda Haha thanks, yupp talk soon :)
Kriss ME TOO! :D
Cherine No problem, sweetheart :) Yupp I will, you too yeh.
Jvern Liar! Haha I love you :) I supposed to call you now actually, haha.
Prunella I saw Prunella Tea today & it reminded me of you. Yes after Os ok? :)
Nicole Hello Nicole. Erm, not rude t me though. Yes she does :)

Where’s the pills that cure that thing that you call sweeping me off my feet?

Great men may die, but there ideas won't.

My right eye hurts bad :( I don't know why. I hope it doesn't grow a bump or something. I really hate it whenever my eye hurts. I've got sensitive eyes, sadly :( Ugh.

Thursday 060907
Morning, I bought Zel to tuition at Aunt's place. Uncle was happy to see me like he always is. I'm happy to see him though. He made tuition days a lot better for Louise & I way back seven years ago when we used to have tuition like Zel does, at aunt's place. Fun-filled days :)

At the train station with my (right) spastic sister.

I'm glad I'm independent, somehow.
I seriously can't rely on you.
I'm sorry.

Took a train to Bradelle (I always fail to spell the name, fuck). Had facial with Cherilyn. Mom, Aunt Shirley, Gran & Jermaine came for haircut. Coincidentally, Yonghan & Minhui came with their mom. The salon was filled with our family's voices haha. Zel came, dad fetched her from tuition. Cherilyn & myself bought Jermaine & Zel to have lunch. Jermaine is so adorable :) Ate & went back to the salon. After a while, more people were coming in so Aunt Shirley, myself, Cherilyn & Jermaine went over to the opposite Mac's to sit down & ate again (!!) I hate that Mac's there. I ordered McFlurry & they didn't have that spoon yknow which means they can't stir(?) the ice-cream with the oreo bits & I have to do it on my own. It's seriously retarded. Ugh.

After that, mom & the rest, done with their hair, came over. Headed down to town. Walked around & bought donuts. Actually the whole motive of going there is to support Chester in his lion dance competition. He got into the finals which is good, it's the effort made anyway :) We didn't got to watch though, it starts at the time we had to go off for dinner. So he said just visit him will do the job. Cherilyn, being the ever so lovely sister, bought him donuts to support him. Awww :) So after that we walked over to CK Tang as Aunt Shirley wants to get dessert forks. Gotten them & took a train to AMK. Alighted & took a bus to Serangoon. Met Daddy there & we had dinner. Our feets were sore but it was good :) Mom kept complaining & I turn a deaf ear on them, it was too annoying to be true.

Cherilyn came over to stay after that. We had fun at night just the three of us in the room :)

Friday 070907
In the morning, after we washed up, we just lazed around & surfed the net. Met mama for lunch in the afternoon. Had LJS (after a really long time) at Hougang Mall :) Bumped into Ciyun! Haha. Received some news about Cherilyn's very much wanted HSM2 OST cd & we rushed down to Plaza Sing to get it.

Camwhored while waiting for mummy :)

Funny shit happened on the way.

The bung next to mama was about to fall on her.

Cherilyn thinks she is damn cool.
Took that in the train :)

Got her cd & mama bought me Corrinne May's latest album! Hooray :) I've been playing it ever since & Zel is complaining :P So we went to fried Mars Bar & went home. Cherilyn went home too.

Saturday 080907
Zataime's full month!

Did nothing much. Went to Aunt Alice's place. Hell lot of people there. Allan's friends, Valerie's friends, both side's relatives. There were a lot of people there. Godma brought us to Kovan & bought Merlz & I each one a pair of shades! Hooray :) Later in the night, we went for a spin in Auntie Jo's car :) I was squashed to death by Merlz & Jon but I felt comfy, haha. They said I was sick but seriously I was too tired to be true. As in, boredom & it became tiredness? Haha yupp.

Lunch & dinner was fab :) After their friends left, I took out the laptop to surf net & attempted to watch a movie but failed. People keep coming to talk to me -.- It happens when I'm doing something, wtf. Haha B & I didn't talk much again but it's okay. My eye hurt pretty bad that day. Talked to Xav after I got home, online. She's full of crap.

My eye was too painful to be true, I only managed to turn in at around 3plus.

Lastly,
Happy birthday Kelly!
May all your wishes & dreams come true :)

Sunday 090907
Family gathering at Aunt Shirley's place :)

After studying with Corrinne May singing, play the playstation for long hours, we got bored. So we went downstairs to get junkfood :)

In the second photo, you can actually see how swollen my right eye is, compared to the left eye. I got a shock myself after seeing it.

Check out wtf my sister is doing behind in the first photo, omg.

Dinner was the best of the best. My favourite soup :) Heh.

Before I forget,
Happy birthday, Quek!♥
May all your wishes & dreams come true :)
Finally 19! Call me ok, see you soon!

I found this on Photobucket the other day. I was laughing my ass off this, haha.

April showed this to me: (Link)
High-end boutiques like This Fashion, oh fab :)

And Shinnteo showed this video to me. I told Zel who was crazy over this song about this, we watched & laughed our asses off the bed. Its damn funny.

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Little tiffs in relationships make it all better.
Yes yes yes.. It does.
I have to convince myself that it trulyyyywurly does.

I'll tell you something that'll never be true baby,
I'll get over you♥

I'm heading down to the doctor's tomorrow morning with baby IF she is still willing to come with me after tonight. We're having a cold war & I'm feeling cold now, haha. Watching Who Am I on tv. It's an really old show I guess. I've watched this so many times. I wanna rest my eyes but ugh I wanna talk to April as well. Gahgah. Idk, shall see how. Haha good luck to those starting school tmr. Have fun! Goodnight&hearts;!

It's always some excuse.
'Too tired, too obtuse.'
You look so far removed.
This time, I fear I'm losing you for good.

I'll count headlights on the way back home; each one holds a wish & a secret

2007-09-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

Shinnteo Haha thank you, glad you like it!
Steffi Haha I want to, too! Thanks though I don't know who this is. The black& white one? It's OOS :(
Mary Haha thanks, I just did!
Varron Nope. We showed it to her privately :)
Jasmine Haha thanks. It's okay! Mm, sorry I forget to reply your sms! I just remember :/ Hahaha.

It might seem like a dream but it’s real to me.

Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.

Special day today :) Why?
Because because because..

It's officially our hundredth day together!

So I met baby in the morning at around 1145. As usual, Little Miss Glynis has renamed & now named as Little Miss Late. I'm always late, I don't know why. I try to be early but fayled :( We intended to catch a movie. But we're both kinda broke so yeh. Watched some little kids performing on stage. It was some competition on High School Musical. There's a little girl who's damn cuteeeeee! She's really petite & she stands out out of the group 'cos she's daring & she is really confident of her moves. Adorable (:

Had lunch at Wisma's FoodRepublic. Fried fish noodles again :) Love it! Yumyum [: There were 4 gentlemen sitting next to us & omg, their conversations were so hilarious. Okay so after that we made our way to Peninsula Plaza! Yay but bought nothing :( The red skinnies I saw, I didn't like the colour. I'm going to buy it online instead, along with baby's white skinnies, the grey one mama wanted :) Yay!

Walked to City Hall & ate fried Mars bar! There were a lot of people queuing for donuts. I told baby we're gonna queue for it on Saturday morning, haha :) Walked around & baby got me my long awaited lanyard! So happy :) Went to Mac's at Marina Sq. Ate oreo cheesecake & had nuggets! Yay, talked & laughed all. So fun :) I love wasting time with baby.

Walked around for a little while more & we went back to the train station, took a train & went home :)

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Something funny?

I'm so in love with Corrinne May's new album Beautiful Seed. Omg I want to buy but it's really not worth it 'cos I can get it online sooner or later. Oh well, should I or should I not? Baby is addicted to online shopping by the way. Haha she is on Yahoo Auctions all the time, looking for various things :) So cute.

She has a fear of heights, the way you feel when you're leaving on your first flight. She's like a sinking stone, fading from the surface, but we are never alone. She's on a tightrope, losing balance, yet something's pulling her towards hope. I want to run to her, but I've already played that card, so I will fight the urge. Eyes closed, fingers crossed; praying that she's lost. You'll never know what's around the bend. 'Avoid the unknown' is ringing in your head. She has a fear of love, accepting everything but what she really dreamed of. She keeps her heart locked; no she won't ever answer even though she hears a knock. But love is at the door, and after all isn't that what we are here for?

I like that :) You like it too?

We can work without the perks just you & me♥

I'm drained. B & I are.. Idk. Having it again. One of those times when one of us kept apologising. I hate this. I'm tired. Going to bed. Got facial tmr. Breakfast with Zel first, then send her to tuition & off to facial. I wanna be pretty tmr. Goodnight everyone! :D

And this time it feels so right
Let's set the tone tonight
Somehow I've found
Somehow I've found home again.

Matters of the heart are hard to address

2007-09-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

A Hey thanks. Who is this, may I know?
Felicia Eh, not too sure. Too much fonts, haha.
April Haha thanks. It's all up to you.
Graceyeoh Thanks.
S I got mine online but I wouldn't advise you to get from the same seller as I did 'cos her attitude was atrocious. You can get it from cheez06.lj as it's pretty cheap, $23 shipped, available colours, sadly, are only black, grey & white. If you don't do online shopping or don't trust online shopping, you can make a trip down to Peninsular Plaza or Bugis to get them. Price ranging from $20 - $50 :) Hope that helps!
Varron Whatever Varron, not funny :P Haha study hard! Good luck for your English paper tmr :)
Jenchu Haha thanks!
Wenna Haha yupp, you too. Thanks!

Here you can be anything & I think that scares you.

Life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% of how you respond to it.

I wonder if it'd better if I reply the comments through Haloscan itself or should just stay the way as it is, reply in my entries and all. Suggestion, guys thanks! :)

I'm actually doing this for the second time -.- Firefox is so annoying :(

Monday 030907
Baby came over in the morning. Had breakfast & crapped a lot. Attempted to watch Rush Hour 3 but failed :( Haha end up lazing around & all. Got out of the house at around 11am, went to Hougang Mal 'cos Zel was meeting her friends to celebrate her teacher's birthday. Walked her to Mac's & we both went up to the food court for lunch.

Walked around, couldn't find a place to sit so we went to the library. Surfed net using my laptop, some shit happened & we went back to Compass. I went home without baby, got my work & kept my laptop at home. Met baby again, went to Compass library to study. It was damn noisy & full of kids running around. The worst library ever! I got the feedback form & I told baby I'm gonna write in haha 'til they change the layout. It's really annoying. No studying corner for students, wtf? Only the cafe & we have to buy things so we can sit here, ugh.

Went Mac's, did our work while waiting for Qiaos to come. She couldn't make it in the end so we went to buy food for Zel & mom, walked around & went home.

Fugly.
Baby's rainforest/ forest/ jungle hair & mine flat-like-fuck hair :(

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Hello everyone, check out my gorgeous baby!
Click here & here! :D

I was bored so I went to edit the photos. Actually, I got it like last weekend but ugh I couldn't save it. Nono I saved it but when I look into my image folder, there's nothing in the file. ):

A list of what I did today.

Today, I..

Studied, did my work
Cleared some unwanted stuff in the laptop
Played Audi!
Was called a noob 'cos I didn't know how to play ):
Had bubble tea!
Uploaded Teacher's Day video on imeem!
Played 15 minutes of Habbo with baby
Had a nice talk with baby :)
Told baby a joke that made her, her sister & mom laughed like nuts.
Had dinner that was fab.
Did treatment for my hair!
Told mama about the skinny jeans & she allowed me to buy it! :D

Happy Tuesday! :)

Teacher's Day video :)

Click here for bigger screen!

Close by Westlife reminds me of the class & Mrs Ong. I didn't know we're gonna say goodbye this soon.. :( I updated my private.

My soul has never had this feeling,
& it feels like gold♥

Meeting baby tmr for a special reason & she doesn't know what ;) Haha will tell you guys tmr! Rwar, something just spoil my mood, super badly. Fuck it man. Okay shan't let it spoil my mood. Baby went to sleep earlier on, I shall go off to sleep now. Goodnight everyone!

Because it's just a memory
I can't love completely
When you're really with me
I'm indifferent

Our hearts will spill over you, over me, over this

2007-09-02T23:26:00.000+08:00

A Thanks :)
Felicia Aw but ugh DP only bring in limited edition for that, I'm so sad yknow. It's OOS already :( Thanks for reminding! I almost forget about them.
Kwai You tagged just to say this? :(
Maybelle Hello Maybelle!
Varron I ought to, I know. Shut up, you should too. Video saved! Hahaha.
Mary Yay thanks! Maybe I'll buy that.
Shinnteo Haha thanks! It's nice & I love it. I saw someone else with the same top & I went O.O & :( after that. So annoying.
Jenchu Yes we haven't, I realised that too :( Rahhh mine's on 22nd Oct, when's yours?
Rachaelw Cool, I think she is pretty.
April Why?

You gotta swear don't forget to remember me.

Life is a comedy for those who think and a tragedy for those who feel.

Late posts happen when laziness kicks in. This is one of the times (and many more times to come). New layout's up! Comments please, lovelies :) Your comments matters! And take note, the Haloscan link has been moved up to the top, next to the time :)

Baby has got a new layout too, go check it out. Haha Elmo :) HAHA & my favourite colour, red! Haha she got influenced!

Anyone have any idea if there's such a HTML script that is like, you click on this link & there'll be like words/links come out below the link? Not a scroll-down menu (I hate that) though. Something else, perhaps something like a navigate? Idk. Lemme know if you do know something like that. I wanna use it for my links.

Wednesday 290807
Time flies & it's our third :)
(Bear with it, I guess it's gonna get mushy)

Happy third, luvah♥

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.

Lonestar's Amazed.
At times, it's hard to believe we've come to our third month. Time flies like a rocket, days with you pass like that without me knowing we've already been together for 1/4 of the year. I'm glad :) They say third month is the month where most unstable couples break up. I thought we would, judging from the way we fought & all. But I guess I was proven wrong. I know it has been tough on you ever since the birthday party. I promise we'd eat less restaurants & more food court/ coffee shop ok? Speaking of the birthday party, I can never thank you enough for doing what you did that day. It touched me entirely & I was speechless. Though the roses wilted, dried up & now left on my displayed cupboard, whenever I see it, it reminds me of that day & things you told me. Don't forget about our future plans, baby. You promised me, your word is your bond. Don't go back on them. I love you, Jvern, more than anything else in the world.

I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me to keep you beside me.

Skipped school. I needed to rest, wasn't feeling very well.
Met baby in the afternoon 'cos I needed to get stuff. Ate, walked around, bought two tops& went home. Continued with the class video at home. Boring Wednesday!

Thursday 300807
Skipped school again. Aces Day so I thought I can rest one more day at home. Gran came over!! To stay :) Feeling much better though. Finished up the class video finally at 2am.

Friday 310807
Went school for Teacher's Day celebration. I was dead beat, kept yawning & all. Had mass early in the morning. Great though but I kept getting distracted :/ After that, we went back to class to show Mrs Ong the video we got her. She really thought we didn't got her anything but the video proved her wrong. Upon seeing the images of how we grew up with her the past days, she cried :) The singing part done up by half the class made everyone laughed. After the video, she thanked us for all these, the video & the necklace we got her with the class funds & told us how she felt. Some gave her gifts & the rest went off for recess :)

After recess, we had concert. Watched the past videos teachers made for us during Teacher's Day. Saw a few teachers like Miss Sek, Miss Yeo & Mrs Lim in the video whom had already left the school. Nostalgia. I really miss them :( The concert was about Sengkang's Next Top Model, how cute :) They did exactly like ANTM 'cept no photoshoots but photos produced. Mrs D Tan looked gorgeous in the photos, Mrs M Low looked ultra cute, Miss G Goh looked so pretty.

Left: The OM who wore pink tee & a jeans jacket outside for this year's Teacher's Day which dress code is hip-hop. Cool much?
Right: Mrs D Tan :)

Mrs D Tan & Miss G Goh

After that, we had some SJC rap that was going on & super retarded. Then we had the students' performance. It was all good :) Collected our holiday homework & exam papers then went home :)

Got home, ate with Gran & changed. Left the house to the saloon & did my hair. Yay! No more pubic-like hair :) Cherilyn came to accompany me. Finished at about 7plus. Went PS for dinner. Had Fried Mars Bar, butterfly prawns from Mos & ate a lot of crap. Went home with a bloated tummy. Cherilyn came to stay over! :D

Saturday 010907
Went out with baby :) She came over to pick me in the noon & we went off to PastaMania at Bugis for lunch. Wanted to have fried fish noodles but it was under renovation :( We went to eat & walked around for awhile & went off to City Hall. Wanted to go Peninsula Plaza but it started pouring heavily so we decided to walk around that area first. We got stucked in a human jam at the escalator going up to the overhead bridge from City Link. So we decided to go Marina Sq instead.

Went Wisma to look for rings. We got water & started playing Twenty-tooooo again. Haha! It was super funny, I couldn't stop laughing. Went Taka, got donuts for my mama. Bought Takoballs & stood around to eat. Super idiotic. Got really bored, went to sit outside Taka like some no lifers. Around 6pm, we went to FoodRepublic to have dinner. It was great, superb man. Haha I'm in love with food all over again, omg. This is really bad.

Cute.
Aw thick skin

Sunday 020907
Boring Sunday. Did work at Aunt's place. Had a nice talk with Xav in the morning :) Which made my day a little better. So in the noon, we watched tv, played playstation & yupp, ate crap. Haha I got bored so I went to get a big plastic bag & cut holes so I can wear as a raincoat. It was pouring then so it kinda fit the weather yknow. Hahah :)

Left: I like what I wore today. I apologise for the hair :/
Right: Haha the raincoat!

HAHA CHERILYN IS GOING TO MURDER ME :P

Dinner was great, I love it.

Birthday photos:

Left: We got bored so we took the candles to form April's name :)
Right: The lovelies roses by B :)

I look fugly, thanks, in EVERY photo& no one told me.
Btw, it's April & Shuhui on the right photo :)

B, myself & the roses!

Neha, Gimmyboy, Yvette, B, myself, Shirlyna & Jill!

B, myself, April & Shuhui

Qiaos, Nette, Shans, Sass & me!

Omg, fugly, I cannot stand it.

I'm lazy to upload the gifts :/ Whatever, check out my Facebook.

We're hooked up with the love ‘cause we grow it♥

Amazingly, I got more than a thousand hits on Friendster this month, haha. Okay, I'm off to talk to baby who's on the phone & coming over tomorrow! Yay! Haha she's gonna cut her hair & we're gonna get breakfast :) Whoohoo. Night homies, happy holidays!

There’s the ones that you love
The ones that love you
The ones that make you come
The ones that make you come unglued

I want life in every word, to the extent that it's absurd

2007-08-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Anon Photobucket, deviantart, journals (:
Michellelau Hahah yupp yupp okay!
Rachaelwee Haha really? I didn't know. Hey Rach (:
Jenchu Oh I do that too, so no worries. Haha tripping UP the stairs is so impossible when you say it but hey, it happened to us! Hahaha :)

You & I are like one heartbeat.

War does not determine who is right - only who is left.

I swear it's been really tiring for me & the whole week would be. I wanna finish up whatever I have to do & I'll be gone for more revision. Art deadline tmr, video for teacher's day by Thursday, 3rd month tmr, dad's birthday tomorrow, godma Irene's birthday today, Pearlyn's birthday on Thursday.

Click on images for a better view (:
Sorry, I've to resize the images so that the blog would look neater!

Saturday 250807
Went to Sassy's place first. She got ready & we left the house. Coincidentally, we both wore green & black [: Haha so cute. We took a train to Suntec City. Went to walk around & got my laptop bag. It's black, yay! We couldn't find a proper coffee place to sit down & surf net. We got tired & our laptops/bags were super heavy. So we decided on Mac's. Had lunch & surfed the net. It was hella funny, the way we got amazed when we were connected. Wireless@SG is cool, baybeh.

B came at around 4pm. We went to walk around after that while we waited for time to pass. Went to Dorothy Perkins to try on clothes! Haha too bored.

Baby said the last one is nice.
Comments, please?

Sent Sass to the train station & went to have dinner at Cartel. After that, went to get Daddykinz's present. Bought him a Superman tee! Haha he said he wanted one so I got him one :P

These are my favourites (:
For more, click here!

Camwhored, went home :)
Sunday 260807
Celebrated Pearlyn's birthday. Jon, Merlz, Aunty Jo & I went to pick Pam up. She just got back from Hongkong [:!! Haha she got me accessories, whoohoo! Andandand she said she'd bring me there the next time :)))))
Monday 270807
We did the class video for Mrs Ong. Selfishness got into the blood of some which got all of us very annoyed. Qiaolin had enough of the complains & started shouting which made the class start moving. We got the video done by around 4pm. Went for lunch at Compass with Michelle & Shijing, slacked & went home.

Some snapshots? :)

Spasm, much?
I look really retarded, omg.
Tuesday 280807
Happy birthday, Godma Irene :)
School was boring. Mrs Das' talk made me realised it's officially 54 days before the start of Os. I need to stop having breaks & chiong all the way. Met mummy after school. Got Daddykinz's birthday present, & mummy got me a Esprit top! [: Went Dorothy Perkins & cannot find the tshirt dress I want :( I'll go with baby tmr to get it :)

Supposed to have tuition today but ugh, stupid Pingpong :( Really hate her to the corezzz. B & I thought of a way to sack her once I'm done with my Os. Haha sack her straight in her face.

On a lighter note, we might get one more week of holidays after the one week holiday that everyone is going to have. Oh yay! I'll be very happy, really. I get to stay home & study & all (: Jealousy, much? :P Coming Friday night, I'd do up the new layout for Hhh (: Yay! Excited eh? :)

I loved you & I should have said it just tell me what has it ever meant♥

I'm off to do more work.. Nonono, more sleep. I'll wakie at 4am later to do. Super tired. I'm on the phone with B right now. She's so cute at times, really. It's our third tmr, how fast time flies. I'm glad it's Wednesday tmr which means I get to have more time at home. Alright, goodnight♥!

I will never ever be your lover again
As far as I'm concerned,
We are not even friends
This may not seem to subtle to you
The point I'm trying to make is
We are completely through