2008 is at the door. At 11:59, it knocks. When the clock strikes 12 at midnight, it opens the door & come in. When I see 2008, I'm gonna say: please be a better year, I've suffered enough for the past 365 days.

Hhheartbreakhotel, I hate this so let's make it quick. I don't like goodbyes, definitely not goodbyes with you. You've been fabulous, there all the time I needed a place to rant. You kept my secrets safe with you, not something that all of us can do. Fret not, Theklassiquecrime would be just good as the way you are(I hope). You live in my heart, always.

Never liked goodbyes.

(Moved)
Relink when you're not so lazy :)

Labels: goodbye, relink, sunday

Because every day's so cold but you know how that goes.

Boring Sunday. Woke up at 8am because I fucking stained the bed with my blood. It was the time of month :( I can't wait for it to be over so I can be carefree. Contradicts with the brand of sanitary pad called Carefree. Sorry, just ignore me. I slept at 3am & woke up 8am. That would probably explain to you why I do not make sense here.

Went Ikea in the morning to have breakfast. Yummeh Swedish meatballs with spag & cheesecake as dessert :) Walked around, bought some stuff and went home. Spent the whole day at home 'til dinner. Dinner sucked today. I chose to eat the wrong food -pui

A first-grade teacher, Ms Neelam was having trouble with one of her students the teacher asked,"Boy, what is your problem?"

Boy answered, "I'm too smart for the first-grade. My sister is in the third-grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the third-grade too!"

Ms. Neelam had enough. She took Boy to the principal's office. While Boy waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was.The principal told Ms Neelam he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the first-grade and behave. She agreed.

Boy was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Boy: "9".
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Boy: "36".

And so it went with every question the principal thought a third-grade should know. The principal looks at Ms. Neelam and tells her, "I think Boy can go to the third-grade."

Ms. Neelam says to the principal, "I have some of my own questions. Can I ask him ?" The principal and the boy both agreed.

Ms. Neelam: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two of?"
Boy: (pause) "Legs."
Ms. Neelam: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"
Boy: "Pockets."
Ms. Neelam: "What starts with a C and ends with a T, is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"
Boy: "Coconut"
Ms. Neelam: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer, Boy was taking charge.

Boy: "Bubblegum"
Ms. Neelam: "What does a man do standing up, a woman does sitting down and a dog does on three legs?"

The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...

Boy: "Shake hands"
Ms. Neelam: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?"
Boy: "Yep."
Ms. Neelam: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do."
Boy: "Tent"
Ms. Neelam: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first."

The Principal was looking restless, a bit tense and took one large Patiala Vodka peg.

Boy: "Wedding Ring"
Ms. Neelam: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good."
Boy: "Nose"
Ms. Neelam: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver."
Boy: "Arrow"
Ms. Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' that means lot of heat and excitement?"
Boy: "Firetruck"
Ms. Neelam: "What word starts with a 'F' and ends in 'K' & if you don't get it you have to use your hand?"
Boy: "Fork"
Ms. Neelam: "What is it that all men have one of it's longer on some men than on others, the pope doesn't use his and a man gives it to his wife after they're married?"
Boy: "Surname"
Ms. Neelam: "What part of the man has no bone but has muscles, has lots of veins, like pumping, & is responsible for making love?"
Boy: "Heart."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and said to the teacher, "Send this Boy to the University, I got the last ten questions wrong myself!"

Watching The Noose on Ch5 right now while doing up my online shop(teehee). Gurmit Singh is so full of nonsense & comical. He's the person to look for when you need to laugh & feel happy. Two more days to 2008 & I'm so not looking forward to it. I'm not ready for another year. I'm not done with the new blog's layout at all, not ready to start working like mad for money :( Not ready to give up all my play & shopping time for work, not ready to travel early in the morning everyday at 8-fucking-am, not ready to ditch hhheartbreakhotel :(


But they say, a new year means a new beginning. I don't know, I don't really like new beginnings though. I'm afraid of what might happen next year.. Like what B said, I shouldn't take all these so seriously. It might happen to some of us but not all. Oh well! I'm going to go work on the shop now. Goodnight (:

Lie to me tonight
Say it's gonna be alright
It's not gonna be alright
We used to sleep like a grave

Labels: blockquote, ikea, joke, sunday

But I really wish that I could forget the way you are.



I had a really awfully hectic day. But all in all, it was fun with B around :) Some shit happened in the morning. I'm sorry BBFAE :( My bad, I'll treat you the next time I see you ok? Rushed to B's place, stayed for a little while & went off to town. I had to run some errands so we were like rushing here & there. Met a seller & buyer. B & I were so hungry 'cos we skipped lunch to get things done before we go for 'mummum'. Walked around Wisma & B got me a Mango wallet [: Lovely, it's with her right now 'cos before I left the house, mom warned me not to buy anything. Haha, she thinks I'm overspending far too much :/ Walked to Topshop & I got B two girl boxer! Heh, a Little Miss Sunshine one & another Little Miss Trouble :) B was supposed to send me pictures of it but it's not here yet :/

We went to PS, to get the Samsung shop for her aunt. Walked around & went home after buying some chocolates from The Cocoa Trees. We went to the park after alighting. It was still very early so we just camwhored around there. Went home at around 10plus.







That's all for the day :) There's more pictures but I'll upload them into Facebook once I have the time to. I need to purchase 600 film for my lovely Polaroid! I'm so excited.


Few more minutes into 30th :( I hate to see 2007 go but on the other hand, I can't wait for it to go. 2007 was such a bad year for me. I hope 2008 would be a better year. Unfortunately, from what I heard from Mom, no it's not gonna be a better year. Oh well, I shan't believe too much into it. Shall hit the sacks, goodnight loves!

We kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's half-way mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light.

Labels: imeem, photos, seventhmonth

I need to find the stars, but the sky’s hiding them.

So.. I went out with Merlene & Zel today. We caught the movie Alvin and the Chipmunks :)




Simon, Alvin & Theodore!!

I love Theodore. He's so adorable, omg. Seriously, guys, if you're in need of something to be happy about, Alvin and the Chipmunks would make you very happy. Theodore is so cute. I wanna watch it again!

Here's the official soundtrack of the movie!

If you want the songs, comment/mail me! I'll sendspace them to you :)

M: Yknow what they say about girls with big feet huh?
G: Oh, what?
M: They wear big shoe.
G: -.-

Merlene got the gorgeous headband that Lindsay Lohan wore it on one of the occasions. I love it but when I saw the price of it at Accessorize, I almost fainted. Merlene got it at $0.80 & she smartly bought one. ONE!? Annoying fact #1.

Bought a pair of shoes! Teehee I found the Chanel flats I wanted. So gorgeous :) I don't know how much does it costs though. If I can't get the price, I'd probably get the inspired one. Bought a ring from Topshop. Bought earstuds & a star-studded necklace. Oo blink blink! Haha. I can't find the M(phosis flats I wanted :( They only have got my size in Bugis which is so annoying! Annoying fact #2!


Fruitful day :) Enjoyed myself! Merlene is so full of shit, really. She gave me $50 for some reasons. I felt so bad :/ I thought of returning it to her but she kept saying it's okay & told me to spend it wisely. I don't mind going out with her again, it's really fun. Zel was being a spoilsport. She was bored 'cos we kept shopping for our items but not hers. Bleh :P and to kill boredom, she took out her PSP to play. Murder her NOW. And she pulled a long face that hits the floor & when she walks, she'd kick her own face 'cos it's too long to be true.

Our friends speak out in our defense.
Pay ten deaf ears for two months rent.
We burn their gallows they erect,
and cut the nooses they tie for our necks.

Labels: blockquote, conversation, imeem, movie, shopping

Our love is legal tender, for your kind to pass around.

Today's trip to M'sia was really rush :( Didn't get to buy much. We did more of groceries shopping instead. Mom said we'd go in again just the four of us. That is if I can apply leave when I start work :/ Oh well.

Dad picked us, then went to pick Aunt Alice & met mom outside her office. Had lunch at this chicken rice store. Not nice :( but we were so hungry, we just finished everything. Hahah! Met Godpa, Godma & Merlene in Jusco. Bought donuts from Dunkin' Donuts. They've got different flavours! :D Like cinnamon! My favvvv. And M'sia still got the coffee bun that was so hot in town but now it's so-yesterday here! It was fab, really. I love it. Drove to Giant after that. I thought we can buy DVDs but noooo :( Oh well.

We bought Mac's & ate in the car while dad drove us back to Sg. Went to Yishun to get some cake for Aunt Alice first then we sent her home. Zetaime is so cuteeeeeeeee! :D Had dinner & went home. Meeting Merlene for Alvin & The Chipmunks tomorrow!


I'm starting work on 2nd Jan which is coming Wednesday. I'm excited, terrified & overjoyed. Excited because I'm starting work & I'm gonna learn new things! Terrified 'cos I don't know who my boss is. I only know she's a Ch5 actress who used to act in Growing Up. Her house is mega omg big! I'm scared I'd be late, I have no time management & no sense of urgency! :( I'm overjoyed for the monehhh I'll be seeing in my bank after a month :) Can't wait. I will update when I start work. I guess I'll stay in Blogger for 2008 :)

Will I lose my dignity?
Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow
From this nightmare?

Labels: groceries shopping, malaysia

Maybe she was hiding because she wanted to be found.

Christmas is over. 6 more days to 2008! A new year brings a whole new life ahead. I wonder what's installed for me in 2008. I don't wanna be negative. Let's just out it this way: 2008 is going to be better than 2007 :)

Self-denial? Whatever.

Anyway, I had lunch with Laojie & Shufen at Taka's Coffee Club. It was really nice catching up with them, especially Shufen. I don't know when I'd see her again :/ After lunch, we walked over to The Link 'cos Laojie wanted to buy something from alldressedup. She got a top & we walked back to Taka. Bought some stuff & walked over to Wisma. Topshop was having crazy sales up to 60% for F3 members! Yours truly is one ;) I bought accessories. I was lazy to queue to try the clothes, haha. Shufen got a bit as well, Laojie got two rolls of Hollywood tape. After that, we all separated.

Met B at Kino. Told her about the Topshop sale, she insisted on going. So we walked to Wisma. They didn't have the size + design she wanted so I suggested that we take a bus over to Raffles City. Took a bus over only to realise that Raffles City's outlet isn't having sales! Haha 'cos they're a new outlet, all new stuff, no old stuff so no sales. Whatever, B still got the shirt she wanted while I got more earrings!



I've been really crazy over accessories ever since I got back from Bangkok. I don't know why. It's fun though, heh :)

We walked around town aimlessly. Had dinner at Mac's. B got me a Polaroid One Step 600 for Christmas! :D Teeheehee I am one very happy girl! Pictures will do the talking :)



She's full of expression, seriously.

Ways to eat a burger?



I was cleaning the Polaroid.



My version, haha!

Baby thanks for the Polaroid! *blowwwwws kisses!


The best Christmas present ever? The bond with my family. I don't know what got me so close to them all of a sudden. I'd give up going out with B & stay home to accompany them. Oh well, I supposed that's a really good sign. Heading to M'sia tomorrow in the afternoon for more shopping ;)

But you are what you love
And not what loves you back
That's why I'm here on your doorstep
Pleading for you to take me back

Labels: gickr, photos, shopping

Boring Christmas :( I thought Christmas was gonna be eventful but guess what? Mom destroyed my plans. She woke Zel &I up just to have lunch & help her finish cleaning up the room. Basically, it isn't about the room. It's my bursting closet. It was extended to the living hall. Yeh seriously, what the heck is that huh? The new clothes I've gotten from Bangkok does not have enough storage space & hangers to hang them. And if you don't know, my mom is choosy & very organised. My hangers are all either blue, black or transparent. She kept chanting: Stop buying clothes, time to clear those old ones. No more hanger for your clothes ah! Solution 1: Buy more hangers. But the thing is, we can't find the exact same hangers in stores anymore. It's really annoying, is it not? :(

We rummaged through the closet and found Zel's dresses & my skirts that we do not want anymore. Mom suggested that we should sell it online. So I spent the afternoon taking pictures & measurements. After that, we went to have dindin with aunts + uncles + Laojie.

Have fun guys :) I hope Santa is being nice to you this year!

Labels: christmas, tuesday

Why wait any longer for the world to begin?

Dear friend,

I really want to tell you what's going on in my life. I want to tell you about the boy from school who I really like, but can't go out with because he has a girlfriend. You know, the one who seems like a bad boy on the outside but is really a sweetheart. I want to tell you about the cute boy who used to like me. The one I didn't even look twice at because if he was interested in me I knew there was something wrong in his head. I don't think he likes me anymore anyway now that he's gotten to know me. That's how it always goes with me. I want to have sleep overs on the weekends and get drunk and go see movies and go shopping with you. I want to walk around each other's neighborhoods at three in the morning and stay up to watch sunrises while we talk about the lust which ruined our weekends and the love which ruined our lives. I want people to talk about us like we're joined at the hip, combine our names into one with nospacesinbetween. I want a lot of things I can't have, but more than anything in the world I want you to be my best friend. That's never going to happen. People like me don't have best friends. You can't trust me, and I won't let you. I won't get close to you because I'm afraid of losing you. I'll protect you from me and protect me from myself by avoiding confrontation, which will lead us to a falling out, inevitably. I will keep secrets from you and tell your secrets to people you hate in order to push you away. I'll do anything to keep myself from getting attached to you because I've been there before and I don't want to go back to being dependent on anyone. But I'd do anything to change. I wish I was the type of person who knew how to make friends and keep them. I wish I had the ability to have you or anyone for that matter as my best friend. I don't and I know this. So please don't underestimate my power to destroy what we have. The destruction of relationships is my trademark move. I want to tell you everything, but I never will.

I miss you..

Boring Christmas eve got me doing this.

I shopped so much online, oh shit. I ought to be shot, seriously. I passed by theminidelights.lj that sells really cute handmade earstuds (click?). They are made of jumping clay, thus the light weight! Super cute okay. I like the strawberry & donuts one :) so cute!

Dinner with the family was fab, at my favourite coffee shop :) Cereal prawns is lurvvvve!


An hour & 34 minutes to Christmas, who's excited?! I'm not :/ I just thought Christmas would be spent with the person I love but rahhhh no! :( shan't talk about it, really makes me boil. To make it worse, B & I have been really rocky these days :/ Bedtime, goodnight!

I take it slow because I have time
Back to the days when you were mine
Back to this faulty relationship
Back to the days when we both fit

Labels: blockquote, jermaine, jermaine'sbirthday

Love is a verb, here in my room.

Five days in Bangkok was spent beautifully with the family. Shopping was fruitful :) All those $5 dresses we got was so worthy though we shopped 'til we had to get Counterpain to rub on our feets. What made it more worthwhile was the ones who went with me; Mom, Dad & Zel. Maybe not so much of Zel (taha, bleah we argued so much k), more of the two old folks. Awfully great parents cum lifetime atms slash wallets ;)

First Day?
We arrived at Bangkok at around 5pm. Dad called for the hotel limousine which caused us 1500฿ which is about S$60. When Dad mentioned limousine, I was stupid enough to think that it would be that kinda limousine. But who knew? It was just a Merz cab! :( Sitting in there was really cozy & comfortable. I always liked sitting in Merz cab. When we got to out hotel, Mom needed to get some toiletries so we walked to MBK’s Watson while Dad does the checking-in of hotel. I bought a graphic top at a nearby shop after that :D I remember Sass telling me that “that kinda shirt is very you”. After we got everything done, we had dinner at CiTi BiSTRO. I had fried rice, Mom & Dad shared a plate of Thai fried noodles while Zel had club sandwich. Four of us shared two bowls of Tom Yam Goong (Tom Yam soup!). It was helluva spicy but tasty for sure. I wanted Apple Martini but ugh I was too full for it. After dinner, we went up to the room. The first step into the room was WOW. I didn’t know we were staying in a executive suite! It was fabulous. I bounced on the bed & went on to check out how the whole suite was like.


While waiting to be checked in..

uSqueez @ airport.. We went with two luggages.

The sexy suite's living room & kitchen.

The living room & the other size of kitchen.

Bedroom & view from our room.

The Christmas tree that I like & at night before bed, Zel, me & Mom.

Second day?
The next day, we had light breakfast at the club lounge. Shopping was next :D We took a BTS down to Chit Lom station & walked to the temple. After praying, we walked to Central World (which was formerly known as World Trade Center). I wanted a pair of red pumps from Baby Love but it was too expensive :( S$80! We didn’t buy much & went off to our next stop, Platinum Fashion Mall! We bought so much! Omg, dad had a bagpack with him and it was so fat. He left it on the floor while choosing clothes so I sat there & tried to carry. I couldn't stand up with the weight of the bag on me! It's waaaay too heavy. Spent the whole day there :)


At Central World's Zen.

I want to bring that home but Dad said Pooh would need another air ticket :(

At Platinum.

I do silly things when no one's watching ;)

Third day?
It's like a lingerie day. I bought 3 cutsie sets of lingerie :) We spent the entire day at Emporium. I bought some stationaries too. My favourite :) Had lunch at the food court. Omg itz dah bombxxx. I heard there's Heads or Tails at CK Tangs, I'm so excited. I have to check it out. Had dinner at a distant relative's restaurant & they speak Teochew. Phew, thank God they could understand what I was saying. It was really like a test okay! Hahaha. Cabbed back to our hotel & went to walk around at MBK until it closed.






In BTS. Mom & my very act-cool SuperDad -.- and a monkey who wore shades & carried a PPG bag.

Two of the three tops I bought from Zara :)
Lookin fucking fat, cchheeeebbyyee.

Forth day?

Woke up extra early to go Baiyoke Sky. The weather is a killaz. Fucking 38 degrees, burning hot! Bought 4 boyfriend shirts there, two skinny belts & I cannot remember what else. Walked out & realised it's just in front of Platinum Mall! We walked by the overhead bridge & realised we didn't actually walked that area yet. Bought more clothes, omg haha! After an hour or two, mom suggested that we drop by the tailor's to get daddy's shirt & pants before we forget to collect & fly back home, and after that we'd go Central Chit Lom for lunch & more shopping. So we did. FoodLoft was so crowded. But I like the place. I had so much food to choose from, I really don't know what to eat so I had pizza :) Yumyum! Didn't bought much at Central. Just lingerie again :) Heh I bought like, 6 sets this trip!

Dad & I walked over to the lucky draw counter..
Lady at the counter: Sorry sir, you can't redeem because you only spent ฿994 on participating stores. You have to spend ฿1000 to redeem.
Dad: Ohhh.. Okay we'll go buy more. Thanks!
(When we walk away..)
Dad: Stupid, man! Not participating stores.. Don't want to participate ask them to FO la!
Me: (I was thinking what's FO. When I realised it meant Fuck Off, I burst into laughters)

Went back at around 6plus. Zel wanted to go swimming while mom & I had to pack the luggage. Mom was telling me about the bra cup size & all, it was damn funny! Too much of adult content, not for you little kiddos ;) HAHA. After they got back from the pool, we went to the Japanese restaurant at MBK to have dinner. Fucking cheap Jap food & goooooood yummilicious food!

Fifth day?
One of the saddest & worst day. We rushed like fuck to get everything we wanted from MBK. What made it worse was we didn't have enough cash. Dad was afraid we might not enough money for cab fare & such. So mom said we have to look front and not side 'cos if we do, and we spot something, we'd just buybuybuy. Super broke! Haha. Managed to buy what B's mom wanted though. So I'm pretty happy. Dad got us a limousine to get us to the airport as most cabs can't fit our luggage :( Arrived back in Sg at 8pm, got home, unpacked, talked t B & slept.

Today?
Spent time at Aunt's place. Celebrated Jermaine's birthday & Christmas together. Had a feast! Great food man. Everyone was here :) It's good to see everyone again. We exchanged gifts through some lucky draw, haha. Fun shit we do every year! Pictures with my aunt, I'll get her to send me.


Christmas is coming, I cannot wait :) At the same time, I'm dreading it as well. I know I wouldn't be spending it with B :( and I haven't gotten everyone's present yettttttt! Ugh, I haven't seen the girls in the longest time :( Miss them so much. I'm dead beat, I shall go to bed. Nightnight :)

Bones sinking like stones
All that we've fought for
Homes, places we've grown
All of us are done for

Labels: bangkok, blockquote, conversation, friday, photos, saturday, self shots, shopping, sunday, thursday, tuesday, wednesday