Camii 'Twas alright :)! How are you?
April Will always, forever & ever (AMEN) love you Aps. I love how I love calling you Aps, you know Aps? Hahaha ILY x9093843947823782!
Varron Thanks, I will :) Enjoy your long holiday!

A bronze box I keep encased in glass & dust off whenever I want your pity.



Sometimes you fall before you even get the chance to fly.

I am so broken-down. Woke up at around 0630am, got ready & Daddy sent me to the train station to take train. Took a train to Kovan, & I really enjoy the short morning walk I had from the train station, to the interchange then to Aunt's place. The sun was beautiful, so were the clouds. The sight of these really made me feel so fresh.



Nat was sitting at the dining table, having noodles for breakfast(Which to my mom, that is the reason why she is so smart because she have a great filling breakfast everyday before she heads to school. Which in other words, mom wants me to be like that. Two words: Totally impossible). She has got extra Malay classes! That's really cool. Haha I asked why didn't she chose Tamil & she said Malay & Chinese were the only two options given.

We set off at around 8am :) Got to the temple, prayed & stuff. While waiting for the candles' wax to melt, we sat around, had breakfast & talked. At around 11am, we went over to Godpa(Godma Irene's spouse)'s hawker store near First Toa Payoh Primary to eat. I was so bloated but Godma Irene insisted that I should have a bowl of noodles so I did. They were talking about the way Dad treats Zel, being so biased, bad-tempered & temperamental. I was so numbed by all these, I was smiling away, telling them that I'm really okay. Godma D was telling Aunt Alice that they should stop talking about it before it hurt my pride or make me feel paranoid. I don't really know what they were talking about la huh, they were whispering really loudly so I overheard. Sally told them that it's okay, it doesn't matter 'cos I am aware of it. I told Godma D that I'm fine, I'm okay, getting used to it. I'm glad I am.

Allan drove Val to work, met us again at the hawker centre & when we're done with our food, he sent us all back. Godma Irene stayed & waited for Godpa to finish work to go home together. Allan sent the rest home first then sent me home :) We talked about family politics, which was really sad & has been affecting all of us since the first day of the wake.

Got home, showered & did some work!



Been talking to thy girlfriend all day! Drew that for her while doodling. I hope that made you smile bb :) We were teasing & joking all afternoon, hella funny. LV bag &selling calculator, the argument over ham chee peng & ham chin peng & a lot more that I couldn't remember now.

We went out for dinner after Daddy came home. We went to Defu Lane again! I've got a lot of photos! Okay like finally. It's been long since Hhheartbreakhotel have got a photo-intensive entry :)


1/ Nat, the weirdo is in the CNY mood, check out her top -.-
2/ Pearlyn, talking to Zel

3/ Pearlyn with the drawing that Zel gave her :)
4/ Pearlyn & me, she looked good but my eyes sucked! Eye bags :(

5/ look awfully retarded

6/Me, haha. Pearlyn took it
7/ Pearlyn! Damn cute

8/ Nat, the monkeyyyyy

9/ Pearlyn the rabbit!

10/ Aww in jail!

11/ Presenting Aunt Alice :) Very pretty auntie of mine! Great cook :P

12/ Pearlyn - Face Wrap!

13/ The monkey series!

14/ 15/The best for the last :) Pearlyn & I

16/ Myself :)

I've got quite a bit of overdue photos though. I'll upload another time, I'm tired now. Thy girlfriend's gonna be away from 12th to the 14th while I'll be away from the 15th to the 18th which means we wouldn't be in contact for a week, much less meeting. Less time = Less gf's loving ): But oh well, our planning for tomorrow actually failed because Mom is asleep & I can't discuss with her what I wanna do tomorrow instead of going over to Aunt's place to waste in the afternoon. We planned to meet up, & head to my place for movies, like my very much wanted show, 200 Pounds Beauty! But grr.. the plan failed so I'll be meeting her on Friday instead. We are going for movie, then we'll go shop for my red jumper :) Heh. Oh & baby's gonna be a real sweetheart by coming all the way to my place to pick me & we'll head out tgr :)


Okay Mandy's waiting for me on EL, thy girlfriend's being a glutton in the kitchen, indulging in her noodles (after two bowls of rice as she told me so, haha!) &I shall end the post here :) Goodnight sweeties!

This is a point of view it's doing nothing for you
I don't care if you stare its not that complimentary
I'm where I need to be is that hard for you to see
What once was better for you is better for me

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Rena I'm good sweetie (: She is effing hot, really. -drools
Vonnkua I think if I posted everything that I wanted to post, you'd really cry. Hey Vonn, how are you? :)
Graceyeoh Yupp lovely, isn't it :) I've got a lot more that I wanted to post. Maybe I'll do so in this entry!
Yf Yay, me too! :D

I want you to make me feel beautiful.



In order to ask for forgiveness, one must understand fault.

I'm feeling so sickly now. I overslept, woke up two hours later than expected to. I got all ready for school. While I was still considering if I should head to school, I felt damn sick so I went to rest. All the way 'til now. Down on a high high high fever, wtf ): I've got some prayer services tomorrow & I won't be able to go to school tomorrow, again. Miss Teh is going to kill me 'cos I haven't show her my final designs that I've come up with & I haven't finalize yet ): She'll be going away for two weeks & will be back only on the last week. I've to show her by tomorrow but I won't be able to go down. Thursday's a PH, I've got something on on Friday ): Oh well, I think I'll have to show her on the last week & rush it out everyday to finish.

Omg, I'm feeling all feverish. I think I'll stay in bed until tomorrow comes. I have to get out of bed tomorrow morning, like super early to get to Aunt's place & we'll go down for prayers together. I hope it ends early though, just in time to go to school. Mom said that I'd be able to rush to school before lunch, I really hope so man. As much as I do not want to go, I have to go to school to finish my Art. For the sake of my Art grades, I have to sacrifice.

Okay, so Zel was on webcam with her friend. She was showing her friend who's home & stuff, she turned the webcam to me & her friend asked if I like Panic! At The Disco & I said I do. So Zel told her friend, & her friend was like, 'Tell her that she rocks' It got me laughing though I was feeling damn uncomfortable. After that, she asked Zel to give her my MSN & so she did. She added me & stuff (I asked Zel if she knew how old am I & Zel was like, 'Wahlau give me face la, I give her ah'), & Zel turned the webcam to mom. I was like, 'Mummy say hi' And she said hi. I said, 'No mummy, wave!' & she waved & asked, 'To who ah?' Zel & I started laughing.

I made changes to my links, removed & added some shop sites. Mostly those few that I like :) I'm not done with my profile yet. I wanted to do it last night but was tired so I finished up with the links & tada :D I'll do whatever I can today & see how. Feeling better though :)

I really enjoy looking at all these secrets. I'm sorry if it annoys you ): Do drop me a comment if you think so yes? :) Another twenty-five today!

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Ahhh maybe I should set up a secrets community too :)

Today could be the happiest day of my life.
I'm sorry if I made a fool out of you. You know, I never meant it. I just like the way you behave when you're so shy :)

P/s: I love you, darling!
P/p/s: I miss you a lot ):

9pm show! Haha & I'll go talk to the loved one :) The 9pm show is new, looks good though I don't really like actresses & actors. Gonna sleep early tonight, gotta wake up super early tomorrow. Goodnight everyone! Have a great Wednesday tomorrow :) Keep the comments coming in!

You wake up, only to find there was
No piece of mind in your sleep
You wake up, the dreams that were there are
The memories you can't seem to keep

Labels: blockquote, j, joy, love, photos, secrets, tuesday

Hehe Would appreciate it if you leave your name here. Just type patterns. They'd usually give you in Photoshop Pattern file format (:
YX Hello :) I thought you were Xiaoyuann but typed your name wrongly at first when I saw YX. Now I'm guessing what does YX mean :/ Do I know you? YX is really familiar! Anyway thanks a lot :) I will take care!
Shuhui Haha yupp (: Okay I'm talking to you on MSN & I have some sad news to break.

Maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.



Everything happens for a reason the hard part is to figure out what the reason is.

Chinese was okay. Easier than I expected it to be, but it was quite tough. Some unknown words here & there but oh well, it's over & I don't wanna think so much about it. Stayed in school for art 'til around 0530pm & took a bus to Compass with Shijing, Jaclyn & Maureen. We went on our separate ways after that. Went to transfer money, brought drinks & went to get ink refill at Popular. Came home, everyone was out for dinner already.

I have nothing much to blog about today but I'll show y'all some secrets I found from some anonymous people (:

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Twenty five for today :) More next time!
I really like some of them, especially those that I can relate to. Actually, it's most of them, haha.

Come home soon please, come home soon, I really miss you a lot a lot ):


Okay sorry for the lousy entry. ): Maybe I have a lot to say but I don't know if I should let it out here. No, maybe in the private LJ, after this. I have joy to share but I don't wanna be too excited about it before it all goes down the drain, becomes false hopes again. Oh well.. Goodnight sweeties, keep commenting alright? Love!

I understand that you will one day love again
And that it's selfish of me to want to ask
If you can only live off the memory of me
So please stay in my past

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