♣ Wednesday, February 28, 2007 ♣

♥: No vocabulary could ever represent the beauty I see in you

(8:09 PM) /


You're my sweetest downfall.

The above = Fatter days. Omgosh so fat please. I mean okay I'm fat now but those were the even fatter days. I just caught an ugly insect that flew past me, landed on the table & sadly, I had to kill it or I'll feel all uncomfortable. So I did, obviously. Goodbye ugly thing, rest in peace.


It's moving!
(NOT)

School is boring. I'm still so tired after sleeping so early, I don't get it, I really don't know why. Do I really need 12 fucking hours of sleep to be satisfied so I can concentrate better & I wouldn't feel tired at all? I slept at 11pm, woke up at 7am which is exactly 8 hours :( Why oh why do I still feel so lethargic?

Got to school at 0815am, met Bestaye & Qiaos. Flag-rising, sang hymns & went off for PE lessons. I was just sitting there, transferring my lit notes into the book. Mrs Wong asked us to write down what we ate for the past few days & I realised I only had breakfast for the past two days. Haha she asked why didn't I take lunch & dinner. Well, she was about to scream. Haha she looks like one of the the dance floor judges, I forget what's her name la. We did our English CT paper during SS period. Crap, I wrote crap. It was about a time when I got into trouble at school. One issue that I can relate to was the truancy three years back. So stupid, & it's obviously more than 500words 'cos on the first page it's already 411. I didn't have the time to finish counting luh.

Recess, ate Mee Soto [: So happy, I always wanted to eat that but the queue is so fucking long all the time & while queuing, you get really frustrated with all the people in there. So hot & stuffy! That's why I hate crowds. Oh & if there's someone with body odor or someone who just finished PE, you can just die la okay. Tsk. I got 2/20 for my Chem test. Xav is so going to kill me, she already screamed at me over text but it didn't sound so bad. I thought she was gonna call & scream her lungs out. Phew, thank goodness she didn't. I still can tell her I'm starting to love Chem. Eh I really am la okay but the things that I studied for didn't come out :/ Did practical, Qiaos & Sass left for heats after that. Lit was fun [: We spent a period on the text & a period on talking. We did one page & talked for awhile, that's Mrs Tan's way to keep us(& maybe herself? Haha) awake. I found out that different type of beverages that you like somewhat defines what kinda person are you. That's really cool, I thought. Hot, strong beverages are challenging, strong, determined being's favourite while light beverages are weak, less challenging, timid, shy being's favourite. But if you take strong coffee to keep you awake then it's another thing la. Hahaha

After school, it was pouring so heavily we couldn't leave the school at all. Bestaye called her mom several times until she agreed to come & fetch us which was already around 3plus. Thanks to her mom, if not we wouldn't be able to get to Compass Point at all! (: Shyan & I went to have lunch at the food court. Saw Michelle & gang :) Ate & stuff, they came over & updated each other about things & all. Went to Popular after we're done eating. Spent 45minutes in there, got brushes & a pen. Went to check Shyan's watch & none wanted to help, assholesssss. Went down to the basement & got Famous Amos cookies! :D I saw someone eating it & I had cravings so I bought it. Sat around outside 7Eleven, Shyan ate her ice cream & we left around 0530pm.

Dinner, 7pm show & ta-dah here :) I've got so much to do, seriously. I need to get the fucking video done by tmr so I can show Mrs Ong on Friday. I'm dead. Maths test tmr on Loci, I think. & that's after school so I'll rush home, finish up the damn video then I need to study for Friday's test. There's a chem re-test next Wednesday on the same paper. So dead so dead Glyn!

Whose heart are you breaking tonight?

I thought I had you by my side all the time, you were my best side. Each time you get into a _, you change. Before you did this time, I wondered to myself, what kinda person are you gonna be this time round? I knew it was gonna be totally different from other _ but I knew there'd be a change in you. I hope I was wrong, I wished I was. But every thing's right before my eyes, it's a fact & I can't hide it. I wouldn't say that I don't know the you right now, I do know. Letting you know isn't gonna change the fact that you _ & you're changed person. You're not gonna do anything to it like how you have never for the umpteen times I allowed my heart out to speak. Hurt, you may ask if I have been. I guess this heart was broken too many times by you & your ways far too many times, now it's numb.

I'm just not gonna bother so much about you anymore & I'll divert my attention to someone else instead of you. So wave goodbye to my attention spent on you.

P/s: Qiaos, not that I don't see you in school but I miss you :) You know what I mean.

Gonna go read a little & sleep. Goodnight babes! (:

You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish she'd say.

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♣ Tuesday, February 27, 2007 ♣

♥: I love you like the stars that shine above you light the ground

(8:36 PM) /
Graceyeoh Okay deal, 16th then :) I'll text you to let you know the place to meet up & time allright? Definitely not here, in case my fans/your fans start waiting for us there like some concert's going on. HAHAHA okay you know I'm kidding ah. Awww (: I'm gonna miss high school after I leave as well. I can't wait yet I can't let go. Remove the rules & some irritating staff & I'd gladly stay here for the rest of my life! Hahahah :D I'm gonna appreciate my last year in that horrible school. [: Tag a super long one, dedicate your love to me me me!
Michellelau Ask me ask me ask me! Hahah [: Thanks! See you online!
Stefthyname Doesn't matter sweetie :) At least now we're considered friends, so it isn't that bad, y'know? Haha yeap, no worries about asking allright. Just ask whatever you want, I'm quite open & stuff!



This heart of mine has been hurt before.

Shittttt I've got no time to updateeeeeeee. Okay I need to rush.

Mission = Fun. Mission Team = XOXOLOVEXOXO!

Isabel tricked us into doing something stupid. I'm gonna teach the family later. We had games, Joshua was bloody funny. He & his Malay slang! Haha damn funny. Isabel talked about her past, which was a really big part of her during the growing up days. I held back my tears so many times, 'cos her story was something that I could relate to. Oh those of you who know, definitely not the part where her parents had different perspective & her dad (You know..). I somewhat knew how she felt like. I keep holding back, keep trying to hide the tears. After that, she asked us to find a comfy spot & lie down, relax & all that. So we did, she prayed for us all, asked us to think about our family, our weakness, what we've done to hurt them, to make them unhappy with us, whatever crisis that one's family is going through, yadda yadda. I couldn't help but cry. :/ So yeh I teared & hid the tears, wiped it off. I was hoping that the girl next to me doesn't know that I was crying. Hahah! After like about 15-20 minutes, we sat up & she asked us to write a letter to our parents. That's when I really started crying, sniffing, blowing my nose(Sorry for the details!). I kept canceling whatever I wrote 'cos my vision was blurred by my tears:/ Haha we wrote 'til recess, had an hour break :)

Another minute spent thinking about you.


Ate & stuff. Bestaye said that my eyes, nose & cheeks were so red after crying. My eyes were puffy & now they're a little painful ): After that we went to sit around at the back of the hall. (Pictures later!) Back to the Mission, we did on IJ Spirit, followed by friendship. Isabel's an IJ girl too, & I guess she's kinda like us. Nevermind if you don't get it 'cos it's something between the Muffinz(HAHAHAHAHAHA). Oh Francis danced salsa with Sheena! Omgosh. He can dance quite well. He imitated Austin Powers & went 'Do I make you horny, baby?' & guess what. It's fucking hilarious. Mdm Sharidah walked out half a minute after he said that. It was hella funny! Everyone started laughing, the team just stared at each other. Joshua pretended like they were talking about politics. It was damn funny. I was kinda upset with the fact that we've come to the end of our two days with the Mission team. I really love them, they're really fun-loving people. Would miss them, for sure! We didn't even get to bid goodbye properly :/ Tsk. They asked us to write little notes to our friends & I did (: I've got three & short of one more from Bestaye 'cos she didn't finish writing. Oh they gave us roses! But I didn't manage to get one. Some girl gave to Qiaos & she gave it to me. When she did, it already died. Which is sad la okay I'm desperate for a rose now go buy it & make me happy kthxbye. No punctuation so it's like talking without stopping. :/ Okay random.

Monitors' investiture! :D Bestaye's a monitress now & she has got to check our uniform all the time. ): Had art after school. Our class was nasty. Shan't say anything here :) Bestaye was doing the Michael Jackson dance, Qiaos wanted to learn but she couldn't make it. Haha damn funny luh. Stayed 'til 5pm & took a bus home.

I'm done with my Chinese compo, & Lit poem! :D Yayness damn happy. I'm gonna sleep early tonight.

Pictures pictures!



Without me.


Act guai sia this one


Qiaos


Bestaye (:


Sassy


Me opening Hei Bai Pei :/ Shyan said I looked like I'm so into it.


Shyan. It's against the light source so it's dark :(


Feeding Qiaos.


Omgosh what retarded expression you have, Grandma! [Little Red-riding Hood la!]


I'm gonna edit them so yeh :)




Sass- 'Small eyes, I like I like' Wtf :/


Check out her lips & the finger


Shyan!


Mesaging under her sexy thighs


I was saying something & it ended off with '..sia!' & that's when Bestaye snapped


Kisses fer yo? :)


Shyan!


I think this is nice


I didn't know when this was taken, honestly!


Squeezy hug :)


Sarahfong & Qian Yu playing


Some techno song played & this ahliansxzxz went mad.
(She thought she was in the club Sparks or something, I guess?)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA


Small eyes


Big eyes


Snapped when she said teaaaaaaaaaaacher


That's Qiaos for you


Damn retarded!


In the artroom


I look stupid as always


Omgosh this is how I look when I draw & it look so ugly la.
Okay I really need a haircut & a new hair style. :/
I still can't decide if I should cut bangs or just layer it & keep the style until I think of smth new.




Micheal Jackson!

Here, again, we end this of with..


Shyanie poo! :D

Okay, enjoy reading/looking/viewing/wanking. Haha I'm kidding I'm kidding! I'm gonna go pack my bag & go to sleep. Really tired. Oh nono before I do, I'm gonna go try my cucumber pad for my eyes. I asked Qiaos to get it for me. :D Mom told me that Dad said I look better when I'm F-A-T. :/ I look healthier. He said he like seeing me that way & not now. That's bad okay Daddy, say NO! to fats!

Have I not held you tight enough?

Oh I've got to know a reader of mine. Stefthyname, she is :) Nice to meet you sweetie! Yay late day tmr so that means I can sleep a little more but I'll have to go to school on my own :( Might be meeting the girls for breakfast. Well, something to look forward to & another reason for me to wake up.

Okay I'm falling asleep. More interesting content tmr! Nights!(:

You have my attention.
Like you’ve had all the while.
Since that first day when you made my heart smile
With loving eyes and tired sighs that follow.
You have my attention.

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♣ Monday, February 26, 2007 ♣

♥: I'm caught somewhere between your arms & your eyes

(3:16 PM) /


If I was my heart, I'd rather be restless

Mission today was really fun. Laughters filled the hall's atmosphere. I guess I haven't seen the class laugh for consequently few hours in a really long time :) Somehow it's releasing stress at the same time. We've been overstressed the past few weeks & it'd go on for the next few months as well. Come to think about it, I've got five fucking tests to prepare for next week. Horrid. Three tropical Maths test, one 'O' level Maths test & one English test.

Honestly, I like such talks. And I wanna share it with everyone here(: It aspires me & I hope it'd aspire many others too!

The speakers namely Isabel, Francis, Jerry, Joshua & Celestine were really great. Isabel is reall good at busting/jacking/jecting(In whatever way you call that, as long as you get my point) people which is awesome. Especially people who obviously can't keep their golden mouth shut & stop making a fool outta themselves. Well, I'm not shooting at anyone. I'm speaking on the surface. Francis has got really low & manly voice which made Sass think that it's really sexy ;) (Err Yj - Do something about it! Haha okay I'm kidding.) Jerry is a priest but he is really funny! I prefer such priest during masses in school or in church. Less serious & all. Oh & his mom calls him Jerryboy. Hahaha! Joshua is hella funny like Jerry! Celestine is.. a priest & the oldest among them uhhhhh so he's less interesting. I have to admit that! I'm honest okay..

Duct tape my heart.

They taught us self-acceptance, respecting other religions, stuff about paradigms & sexuality. These are the few that I can remember :/ Self-acceptance. Today I realised I can't accept myself & my flaws. I go on blaming myself for my flaws which is not supposed to be the case. After the talk, I'm gonna start, at a very slow pace, accepting my flaws. Uh huh :) They prayed for us all during a prayer service & I teared. So stupid & silly. I guess I have too much to think about, too much to worry about. ):Paradigms. A paradigm is a way of organizing & condensing sensory information. Paradigms help us to organize information & understand our world. Like one that I always say 'I'm such a bitch yknow' but am I really one? Definitely not. (Eh eh eh I'm talking about female dog here!) Lastly, sexuality. You know the usual things that people will always say about BGR/GGR, that very common drugs line 'Say NO! to sex!' yadda yadda, STDs this & that. But one sentence that Isabel said really struck me. And here it goes, 'A part of you stays with that person, & a part of that person stays with you.. Forever.' True, is it not? :) They used two slices of bread, spread Nutella(It makes me hungry when I first knew it was Nutella, how yummy & that was before recess.) on one slice & peanut butter on the other. Joshua & one of the girls from the 4EXP class put the two slices together & showed us all the result. We can't remove the Nutella from the peanut butter, at all. Just like how I can't find that part of me that I have given away to that special (once) someone.

That talk got me so emo that all I wanted to do was just to go home, back to my comfort zone & cry. I skipped Bio practical for that. :/

When Joshua asked if anyone of us went to clubs, he started listing out the clubs & all, he was like 'Zouk?' & Jingting went 'Who never go zoo before la..!' That got everyone laughing so bad. Even up 'til this point when I'm blogging, typing & thinking about it, it tickles. Haha.

Okay pictures time!








Wtf is Shyan doing?! - That must've been in your head when you saw this. Admit it, be honest!




Smiling away.




This is damn hilarious.


Jacjacjacjaclyn :)


Full length




Ahliansxzxz w0rhhs`


Qiaos


Bestaye!


Sarah so sizziling hot.


That's Jaclyn by the way, doing it the Ahlian way.


Ah liansxzxzxzxz~!


This is bloody cool. I edited it of course! :D




She just have to spoil it yknow. Without her head there, I'd love this picture. :/ I dont know why so don't ask.




Loner on the left side, best friends on the right


Three retards, but I think the one who look damn jialet is the one on the right. Agree? Yes I do. None of you is gonna agree with me & if you do, Sass is gonna skin you alive. Haha


The San-Bahs revived [: -cheers


And we'll end this off with..


Shyan the Hottie! ♥


Http://girlwithaonetrackmind.blogspot.com

If you go 'eeeeeeeeeee' when people around you gets into sex talks, maybe you should click it. Heed my advise, honey. Rather sexual, I got it in the magazine. And omg if you think that I'm into such things, WAY NO HELLLLLL NO! I just thought she's bold to actually blog blow-by-blow account of her bedroom adventures. Some people might be interested.. HAHAHAHA I'm kidding!

I might need to get my toes operated 'cos of the in-grow nails. ): ): ): Today's horoscope is so meaningful & sounded so light & happy which is totally opposite of what I'm feeling.

The Bottom Line
People are proud of you -- and they're saying nice things about you. Listen!
In Detail
Modesty may prevent you from bragging to the world about your latest success, but it won't prevent friends and loved ones from singing your praises! Everyone is so proud of you, and while you might not be privy to everything they have been saying about you, it is definitely all good stuff! Try to organize a casual get-together (a pizza dinner at your place, maybe?) where you can check in with your fan club and send some love back their way.

Awwww :)

I'm tired of this smile that I don't recognise♥

In reply of dearest Grace's comment!
Haha really? I guess you really love AC huh? :) Goodgood, happy for you! Yes marchhhhhh! I've got school on Monday & Friday which is 12th & 16th & I've got stayover some time early that week. Weekends, how 'bout that? Or maybe Friday? On the 9th or the 16th! You choose & let me know when you can make it. I haven't seen you in a long while! ):

Xav, I hope every thing's well & good for you yeh. We spent almost 4 hours on the phone last night! If you didn't know. I was dead beat this morning but I guess it was worthwhile; recollecting whatever we used to do, used to have, used to dream. These are memories that I'd keep with me, thanks. I guess you helped me a lot in my journey :) L♥ve!

P/s: All the best to the one who is having her major papers tmr. I hope she doesn't fall asleep or sleep too late tonight! Goodluck L♥!

Whoa lengthy post! I'm gonna go read the magazines & blog more tmr, hopefully with time & interesting content that wouldn't bore the readers out. Nights!(:

I drive back home to nothing
but a bed where I'll sleep in.
A night I will spend here alone
& this pillow still smells like your hair
& the salt from your tears.

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